THE UNEXPECTED ..

many unexpected events happened to me lately. feeling so insecured; yet thoroughly capable on handling every minute of the day. cos; i face & fight catastrophe. damn de surroundings is DEFINITELY WEIRD! .. firstly MYSELF .. i guess im in a diff world ryt now. A CONFUSED LAND. who to choose? who to love? .. (-.-)" .. i chatted wit haikal yest. he luk sumwhat like Iffazat, Haix, i felt totally sorry fr him bot his breakups. but how bot kel?since he kno im going to be attached, he nvr talks to me anymore, nvr ONLINE even. maybe did he still love me? hmrrmph. I miss HIM .. then sch .. ppl distracts me bot my exes. wan goes "eh .. ni ex hazwan // mane dia? " he's my FAV BF. my 1st love. de unforgetable. hazwan evn viewed my profile recently. ?? ?? .. ntf, anuar, the unfinished. eww, GELI .. cant any1 blew him off my sight? nah .. aniwes , his mum & AMIRUL came to meet mr adam. biasa lah, Smoke .. SUSPEND .. lols , all i cared bot is his Lil' Bro!! i go nuts as i saw tht cutie!! !! !freaking adorable. ah .. the other possible things tht make me go nuts is .. iman! i walk off home wit aisha ( soo in love girl =p) and he was right infront of ME. when he sat, he showed his 1billion smile. x) .. atleast, he's frendly. but then, rahmat out of blue disturb me! at the gate, he called out to me many times? wtf? is he INSANE ..? another weirdo for de day. tk pernah bobal, tk pernah ape .. ISHH. so unexpected ..
somemore, its the guy that i USED to have CRUSH ON .. long long time ago .. CONFUSED RIGHT?