WOOOOO WOOOO WOOOOO. AKU HAPPPYYYY LARRRR OI.

finally, im meeting him tmr ! woooooo woooooo woooooooooooooo.
i miss him so heavily much.

languished in home SO beats me.spick and span. im done with rotting. KERJA RUMAH SEMUA AKU BUAT TAHU TAK. sweeping, washing the dishes, scrubbing the walls & floors. GEE GEE GEE ! AKU AKU AKU -___- TAMPAR TERBANG!

i want to hook up in working line so i could escape from this ordeal.

its been quite awhile too i contacted her. she's busy working. and she left her boyfriend, which i was not informed. and now, her father left this world. which i was not informed too. im so upset. have she forgotten about me? hidayah, a best sisterly friend for all this years.

Tears clouded my eyes as they roll down my cheeks,
It is your presence this heart of mine seeks.

met him again.
quarelled with him again.
i did not meant to pin u with all of the questions.

i just hate the way u talked with your "bestie" that you never MET.
comments that everybody, a huge bunch of eyes can NOTICE.
MELUAT TAHU TAK!
MELUAT GILER BABI.

*sighs*

im jealous ok.

*pens down*

-.-" . i hate this.

why must i always fight with him over the most little things?
i hate that this happens every unexpected times.
i hate the fact that you said that ive changed.
i hate it.

i hate my hair! i hate my hair! i hate my hair! GILER!
ive been using this hair growth tonic eversince im done with my ugly haircut.
and guess what. the only thing that is growing is my thin FRINGE. WHATA!? FAGGERS!
i think they should call it fringe growth tonic instead of hair god damn it! haiy. SOT NYE AKU

grandma is finally sleeping over for this week! its been half a year since she stepped in this cozy place. & im looking foward for it.

woops sorry.
changed my blogskin & song, AGAIN.
im sick of one easily, very much. so pardon me. nyehe x]

ok serious matter now.
im feeling weird, dead beat.
just imagine youre fighting with your boyfriend, and the next minute.. your bestfriend's BOYFRIEND unexpectedly msged you. in some kind of weird tone & manner. im in that situation this very minute. im feeling creeps. :S

farhad DISLIKE my exposed rock song. i'm no good about beat tracks but i put up wyclef jean's in order to make him happy. for now.

urgh.
ok i know my blogskin is ugly. but it reflects how i felt now VERY WELL. im feeling ugly & dissapointed. seriously, i cant help hating my current hair, very much. God please help me :(

& HELL I NEED A JOOOOOOOOOOOOOOB.
a decent job for me anyone? PLEASE.
all i could do is to be in out partying. NO LIFE.
and im seriously out of cash.
bored lah NYE.

I feel nothing but spaces in my heart, Ive been running in circles
for a sentence to explain the spaces. Every place that I hide, every sound that
I hear is telling me to go and fill my heart once again with your love and
tell you I was wrong to have let you go.

well,i took mickey ( faez) 's advices. he's a very good friend of ruzz. bla bla bla & ruzz decided to meet me up after the whole mess. its like kesian gitu. he had to travel all the way to bukit batok from tampines just to meet me. gee but he sanggup lor. i felt so sorry for him lah cause his day was already totally SUCKISH. his parents dah bonkers at him, and i added even more problems. aku jahat ke? haiz:[

(continued)


- . ruzz rose punya . can? says:
I (L) U OK SYGG...
- . ruzz rose punya . can? says:
i mean it
. rose owns muhd ruzz says:
urgh.
. rose owns muhd ruzz says:
immmm soooooo CONFUSED.
- . ruzz rose punya . can? says:
abt what? im sorry, my fault
. rose owns muhd ruzz says:
leaving.
- . ruzz rose punya . can? says:
noo pls dont...dont do this to me..
- . ruzz rose punya . can? says:
*shocked*
- . ruzz rose punya . can? says:
pleaseee sygg....dont leave me.
- . ruzz rose punya . can? says:
i really regreted what ive done
- . ruzz rose punya . can? says:
pls forgive me..
- . ruzz rose punya . can? says:
*cries*
. rose owns muhd ruzz says:
BRB.

(im in bold. current mood: CONFUSED)

- . ruzz rose punya . can? says:
i just cant forget the whole thing larh.
. rose owns muhd ruzz says:
im not being controlling or what la
. rose owns muhd ruzz says:
im just jealous alrights
- . ruzz rose punya . can? says:
i noe ur terribly jealous.
- . ruzz rose punya . can? says:
i just think that sorry isnt enough
. rose owns muhd ruzz says:
if sorry isnt enough
. rose owns muhd ruzz says:
wad wud be the ting tht is enuff?
- . ruzz rose punya . can? says:
well, if ure planning to leave me for making u feel so jealous and irritated, then i cant do anything.
- . ruzz rose punya . can? says:
i am BAD. trust me
. rose owns muhd ruzz says:
u mean
. rose owns muhd ruzz says:
leacing u is the enuff ting?
. rose owns muhd ruzz says:
*leaving
- . ruzz rose punya . can? says:
well, if thats what is enough for u
. rose owns muhd ruzz says:
that is enough for u
- . ruzz rose punya . can? says:
not to me.
- . ruzz rose punya . can? says:
its like cause i always make u feel like this all.
- . ruzz rose punya . can? says:
im no good
- . ruzz rose punya . can? says:
i cant make ppl ard me happy.
. rose owns muhd ruzz says:
how cud u
. rose owns muhd ruzz says:
how cud u suggest me
. rose owns muhd ruzz says:
such suggestions
. rose owns muhd ruzz says:
suggestions of me leaving u
. rose owns muhd ruzz says:
fine
- . ruzz rose punya . can? says:
im just guessing if tahts what on ur mind.
- . ruzz rose punya . can? says:
sorry much.
- . ruzz rose punya . can? says:
ure leaving me??
. rose owns muhd ruzz says:
no relationship is perfect
. rose owns muhd ruzz says:
mesti ader case like this alrghts
. rose owns muhd ruzz says:
tell me which person makes ppl happy 24/7
. rose owns muhd ruzz says:
i myself did make u unhappy rite
- . ruzz rose punya . can? says:
im sorry cygg....
- . ruzz rose punya . can? says:
idk what i was saying.
- . ruzz rose punya . can? says:
okok
- . ruzz rose punya . can? says:
noones perfect.
- . ruzz rose punya . can? says:
just pls, i dont want to lose you.

i hate my new haircut.
its so short:[
memang mintak kena smack lah that hairdresser. haiya:[
i try to like sort my hair out every now and then. its so horrible la dey. gee. i miss having long, girl-ish hair lah. i look like lollipop kid now. bah:[
feeling like nak pakai wig pun ada. sobs*


& yeah. i did went for a groovy haircut today.with my mum.we also did some pretty make-up shopping.bought new powder,eye shadows,blusher,make-up kit etc. awesome la kan:] heh.
we also had these family eating at 'makan syiok' jurong west.plus with my dad and brother. weeeee. awesome giler:]
so yeah. pretty fun saturday:] exclude my hair pls:]

ok i seriously need my bf now:[
after i logged off at 2plus pm today, he never contacted me eversince.
he's out buying his new handphone.
when i see his ex giving him comments, my imaginations came running wild:[
i felt like im so ugly, so not for him & much more.
its just that i really cant afford to loose him. i love him. i love ruzz.

my sickness is getting worser now. drugs not working, countless of rest not helping. haiya:[
dad tried to help me with pulling of my hair & massaged my head.
& today i only found out that my head had gone even worser.
apa aku kesah, im still heading out of home:] nyahaha.


&today, i followed my ITE friends pergi jamming at chinese garden.
woo. gerek dok:]
its been quite awhile.

it was not costly lar compared to jurong east entertainment. only 12 bucks:]
yeah. & theres kamal, kamal's gf, syam, nurul, 3 other guys, 1 other girl & me.
from 5pm-6pm? yeah:]
kamal was awesome for today's jamming. well of course, he's 19.

well in the end, i ended up missing my bf. i need him now, can i?
lol.

im now done with my new layout.
hooray:]

and ruzz introduced me this very funny video.
better watch now.go click. gogogo:D

gosh, this world is sinking meeeeeeee :(
pffoooo.

im indeed calculatively lost.
i had hard times planning for my future. very hard times finding for work. && super hard times figuring out what to do next, each time.

ive almost nothing to do each day except for those random daily ritual ones. which is. BORING. -.-"

today, umm nothing special.
ate out with my bestie nurul at causeway point banquet.
i ate the special 'cockles fried kway teow'. hahs. sedap woi ! XD.
bought a white shoulder bag at 77th street.
& after tht we took crazy pictures at the void deck.
MUHAHA. XDD.

after those giler-giler,
i met up with my boifey at peninsula.
theres mick, ayam & dumb dumb with us.
fun giler lah :DDD.


im gonna upload those pictures we took real soon ok :)

ok back back back.
:)
no longer commited to blogger, so sorry. pffoooo!
nyaha.



so yest i went too.. a.. VIVO.
i think its 10 months since i entered there ! LOL. -.-"
it was fun, i think.

with my boyfriend.
& his buddies which is..
mick ( faez ) , feiraz, hazim, shidee, nasyitah, dumbdumb etc.

around five plus, ended up with only four of us.
me, my boyfriend, feiraz & mick.
& kebetulan, we 4 wore all black. nyaha. XD
macam sudah janji gitu.
kita chill at the top.
played with the water.
& at 8plus we seperated cuz feiraz & my boyfriend had to went back to chalet.


so yeah.

aku terjatuh dan aku terjatuh lagi.
im tired of LIFE.

oh trash.
im SO SO BORED ALRIGHT ?
seriously bored.
& the days getiing even mundane.
which, i decided to blog rubbish.
my boyfriend is still away on that terrible trip.
he must be having fun maybe.
GOD KNOWS.
he's seriously making me ROT like a damn pumpkin now.
see. IM AAAAA PUMPKIN ! lol.

manmanman.
cant wait for his return tmrw ! gah.


& oh btw. FINALLYYYYYYYY.
im done with my Os. woooooooooooooooooooooo.
i dropped my POA.
bullshit subject to be frankly speaking.
im no banker or whatever shit wannabe ok? HAH !
im happy now. ^^



next stop.
working line.
YEAH. ^^

morons.

stop asking me where have i gone will ya ?
the rats eaten up my laptop charger, thank you !

so dont bother.
im damn freaked out.

ok besides that, ive been busy with my studies as per usual.
the O papers ? it SUCKS :)
so dont be shocked if u see me walking down the streets of NITEC.
hell yeah.
or maybe some shit private schools.

& one more,
my boyfriend of course. i love him. :)
he's away to a dumb jackass school trip to Batam.
LOL -.-
im worried sick here. * boohoohoo
can turn today to 7th november anybody?
LOL -.-

diary diary dear diary
hello :)
hee.

IM BACK.

using my lappie NOT.
my lappie charger ... is.. spoiled. :(
geeeeeeeeeeeeee

lately... err.
been busy.
raya - ed with ruzz twice.
it was fun. :) but i felt odd at first.
well. to raya with the bedok town ppls & im the odd one out.


but now. today its the second day im w/o him.
*boohoohoo*
he's away to his damn school camp.
urgh. okay. nevermind. one more day to go !

oh oh , tmrw's my chem paper two.
better get studying now. wish me luck peeps !

seriously.
I HAD A BAD NIGHT. :(

i lay on the bed since 10.30pm &
i only find myself, half asleep by 4am that is.
sighs.O level syndrome lah kata kan.

i woke up at 6am to get my i/c from mum and went back to sleep.
& know what, i had this horrible nightmare of a ghost sucking my right neck !
waduh waduh.
next thing i knew, i woke up & its only 6.50am -.-"

&...... HERE I AM.
infront of my lappie screen. 7.15am -.-" heh.
my mind still onto my nightmare thingy.
weird, but i kept looking at myself in the mirror to checkout my neck.
LOLS.

so yesterday,
RUZZ finally............... is back.
he's actually at his damn cuzz's house lah for the past two days.
sshesh dia. :(


but but but. hold on.
i get to MEET HIM :)

met his cuz & himself of course di cityhall.
heh it was ok lah no worries.
the sweetest part was when i board the train home &
he said those 'three letter words' to me. :D

inside the train, there's these BIG group of guys in raya clothes occupying alot of seats.
say, around 15 guys? and ouh, one miserable girl. lols.
as usual, they attracted attention.
as for myself, i rolled my eyes. heh.

but sadly, they're still with me till jurong mrt station. and we both ALSO had to transfer to the middle platform.
took the middle train ..... & i had many empty seats avail around me ! OH...........NO. sucker -.-"
aper lagi, they ol semua duduk lah. infront, left, right. -.-"
& the most irritating two guys in white kurung quickly sat beside me & smiled.
with the psp ol, attracted every of my attention, i dont care abit lor.

ALL I CARED ABOUT IS MY OS NOW ! =[ alright. i better go.

hello hello.
IM BOOOOOOOOOOOORRREEEDDDDD !
lol.

just got back from tamp mall. never bought much.
just these one red ferrari watch & black long sleeves.
cut my hair yesterday ! trust me, its aaaaaaaaaaaa.. disaster !
thanks to that .. err .. talkative woman who cuts my hair ! hah.


ruzz did not contact me for. say, 1 1/2 day?
boohoo*
i wondered what ACTUALLY happened.
not replying my smses & not even online.
rose miss dia lah :(


thursday will be. my sci prac. fuck it. -.-"
im not prepared. i mean i am prepared.
but not prepared to face the damn experiment.
i will turn totally & I MEAN TOTALLY DUMB wennit comes to physics.
really. -.-"
shesh i wish i dont have to take Os.but sadly i will. boohoohoo.

my hair was actually long. just that its short on the front (:

shessh. stress nye aku :(
been studying like a geek lately.

im left with 11days to my O paper.
which is my combined sci practical.
fcuk it.
NO RAYA CELEBRATING 100% !
shessh.

& friday will beeeeeee myyyyyyyyyy.
GRADUATION DAY !
yippppppp.

of course, my conduct will be poor. -.-"
due to my attendence that is.

& & my prelim results.
I DONT WANT TO SEE IT = !



so today. went for a big shopping w nurul bestie.
& yeah, never get to chat with ruzz the whole day !
*boohoo*
imhlh.

its best if i dont live.
and learn to feel , jealous.

its awful when this runs through my blood.

i tried not to feel. i tried my best to avoid them.
but. it all failed.
i failed being calm. im only good for being not understanding.
good for only being angry.

it sucks to know when i hope for that someone to not do it again yet,
that someone do it again.

it sucks when someone betrayed me.

it sucks when theres this someone goes for looks too much. and that is why, avoided me.

it sucks to know when this other someone is acting like lovers to __'s friend. theres difference between them dont it?

it sucks to know even, that i actually lost a close friend.

sheesshh. truth HURTS!

GOOOOSSSSSSSSHHHHH IM FRIGGINNNNNNNNNNN DARKKKKKKKK!
lol.

thanks to that 4km run i did after school for 4days. -.-" sucker.
and this coming wednesday, i have to do plenty bike ridings.
sheesh.
feeling uglier by a minute.

& o. i had a horrible dream again.
i wake up for sahur in a horrible way too.
my brrooooo tickled my damn foot to wake me up.
thanks eyh!
urgh. but i still love him anyway.
too bad he's now gone for his ns police thingy.

about that dream, it happened after i sahur-ed.
i prayed & i quickly jump back to sleep.
& in that dream,
i slowly walked out from my room
and squart infront of the kitchen.


mum, bro & dad was in the kitchen.
& all of a sudden, mum showed her super angry face at me.
and thennnn..

SHE FLEW!
flew towards me and went directly inside me.
i remembered she sprinkled smthg on my eyes.
the next moment i know, i cant open my eyes.

& got deeply possesed.

after that, i got up. it was only 6.45am! -.-"
just an hour dream.

TAG REPLIES.


29 Sep 07, 02:53
kasim: u use what software for picture editing uh?
: software provided by my computer. who's u btw?

26 Sep 07, 15:42
r u z z: mau one of the guys from sleeq uh ?? okok. faster go take hym uhs. -.-
: of course. kaykay i will tau. hoorey (:

26 Sep 07, 15:40
r u z z: wooits! haha.
: WOI! wheres ur twinny? lol.

26 Sep 07, 12:41
reena: nice baground! (:
: ty kamu best!

25 Sep 07, 11:44
wingede: if i were u, i'd be staring at them until they feel uncomfortable.
: should have done that. theyre irritating. -.-

24 Sep 07, 00:15
hidayat: rose kene kacau?? alalala, cian nye die. hehehehe!! take care hor.. =D
: ya lar! bukan nye nak tlg. ape ni? haha.

23 Sep 07, 18:18
snake: bloggers outing!!!!!!!!!!! cepat go my blog~
: ok done!

hello im originally fugly & fully tanned.

so stop thinking that IM FAIR SKINNED.

thank you very much. :)

typical friendster picture. LOL.

and that is WHY, i dont upload em on friendster.
hah. :)
oh oh, & thats mr me too from SLEEQ! yippppppp!
he's one hell of God's cutest creation.
can i have him now? *blueh.


kaykay. next topic.
about today.
i had a bad bad dream.
took 50mins ONLY. but still, bad enough.
it was unusual lah.
i was getting ready for school as usual. pakai uni, skirt,socks etc.

but somehow, after that,
i got really really really fucking tired.
tired gler gler punya.
its 8am.
i promised my dad to go to sch,
but in the end........ im at.. bed.

inside my dream,
im stil wearing the same thing. everything.
my home was so quiet.
in fact, im am ALONE at that time.
i felt scared. teruk teruk punya.
i quickly find for those prayers recitation cds.
suddenly, theres these weird white cloths
hanging EVERYWHERE.

dah gitu, i still keep finding the cds, but failed.
moreover the while cloths are covering me.
i scolded myself & then..
all the cds there dissapeared.
thats when i went back to the long straight path to my room,
and when i was about to turn into my room door,
something brushed behind me.
apa lagi, aku siku dia lah ke belakang.
but its so silky & slimy that i fall above dia.
and what i know, i tried to recite my prayers hard
and i can damn feel the HOTNESS when i slowly fell into dia.
too HOT. seriously. that i woke up. sweating.
*beep beep*

1 message received. azri -.- .
& it was only 8.50am.

ey! i saw lesbians in the mrt today! :)
LOL.
but oh-oh. ini budak budak melayu ok.
young age, 14 i guess.
they stand right infront of me. pegang pegang pole,
and hooray. they hugged & smooched.
haiyoyo. dah kenapa!

& oh attention seekers.
i was buying those finest ock's fish nugget outside tampmall.
because at that time, it's buka time already.
and three guys came up steady aje macam bapak dorang nye tempat, cut my fucking queue.
thanks eh. aku dah lah kebuloh!
infront of me, peh lah step gerek. seriously.
and they...sang to me some shit song. LOL.
i was alone siak.
so i ignored.
typical mats. blueh.

i miss ruzz. hah. :)

so today. its 5 days since i talked to my parents.
wee. im so so stressed lah babe.
& i miss 3days of sch. seems that nobody can understand my deepest problems now.urgh.

people!
im hungry lurh. help. x(
feels like eating this screen. urgh.
its been 3 days.
3 super hungry days nak mampos w/o eating decent meals.
my parents & i arent talking. it feels, awfull.

& ohh. my bestie. macam nak cekik cekikkkkkk dia ;D
she didnt turn up for sch. thank you.
for leaving me feeling like studying in a desert.
hooray.

i so hate today.:DD

hello hello. (:
im bored.
& angry. hooray.

dah lah tak sekolah. haiyoyo.
sampai kena dgn musuh sendiri ,
sekolah bapak aku yg punya.
hah! cakap lagi?
mmg bapak aku punya.
kau apa tahu? haha.
serlow siak kamu.
eh, a'ah eh, mmg SLOW pun kau dlm segala -gala nya.
baik berak, baik kencing, baik makan, baik belajar.
LOL.

tapi aku admit aku slow dlm belajar lah. but not as slow as u. HAH. kura kura basi! eee.


ok. whatever.done. :D

ok . *breathes.
lemme start by saying that, IM FUCKING STRESSED -.- totally, fully, seriously. & everythings are just. NOT RIGHT. my studies did a BIGGGGGGGG FLOP. it dropped strangely. even though i badly studied ? = & today i bought these two suspender dress. costs me , say 66bucks? yeah. it look geor at first. and after i bought it, thrown the receipt happily, i find the dresses.. SUCK -.- I SERIOUSLY REGRET BOUGHT - ing IT!im following mum's footsteps now. shessh. i complained it to leha & ruzz like hell. :) & so they entertained me. haha. & speaking of ruzz.. umm. im kind of clinging to my personal thoughts now. i had , big doubts. will tell you soon. -.-

ok. first & foremost, i really need to splurge this. EDDY, im..
#$%^&#$%^&#$%^&#$%^&#$%^& SORRY. seriously.i am. i didnt mean to hurt you. maybe by now, you've totally. fully lost trust in me. i'm tired of waiting. i'm tired of being deeply disturbed by your un friendly girls that are dying to get you. i'm tired of those little & huge quarells. remember how we used to not to bother each other? just because your group of friends are clinging on me? i effing had enough of that. i'm tired of everything. i'm tired of lies. and those connections. from you to zie. and from zie to alan. it suck. seriously. now that i dont contact both you and alan. im here, peace. i dont have to call for conflicts on a girl again. it was not my intention to pick back on atyqa. she just, splurge those negativity about me in her blog that made me the first move. i hate being accused of stealing. which was, not true. and come to think of it, its real childishness, to like fight over a guy? lol. a friend ok. two's gone (:

& im moving on.

photos AGAIN (: haha. sorry lerh. tapi aku memang gila gila suka ambil gambar. and eyah, the last picture is RUZZ. edit that for him. a simple one. because. i only do simple. = so yes. he's cute !

MCFLY.

im in love with dougie.

and , and, im in love with danny.

see, they 're the hottest two ^^,

and you shouldddd listen to their songs. its AWESOME. aku tak bedek (:

and here you go. watch & listen !

MUSIC VIDEO CODES Music Lyrics

McFly Transylvania

ma ! im broke!

im broke! im broke! im B-R-O-K-E = BROKE !

urgh aku nak shop badly lurh seyh. :(
i want that skinny denim short laced up w a suspender!
i want that purple jeans!
i want that hazelnut shades!



uhh fuck.

as usual, childish people with childish clothes on have nothing to do but to spread dirt atas nama seseorang (:
nobody on your side? malas hendak layan? puih*padahal2.i think people out there should know siapa yang jentik siapa dulu. and yes, age doesnt matter or guarentee one's level of maturity.i think my bestfriend's age
matters to you alot.ok done.

first , i would like to thank afiq, u borrowed me
4 olvl assesment books right? wooh. thanks ok. and yeah, to leha for the 5 plain
a5 exercise books & khairi for the ss book. im seriously short of time so
you wont be seeing me blogging every single day. but online, yes. for now. i
still need to cover up 4 chapters of chemistry, 4 chapters of poa and the whole
book of ss this week. and 11 sept will be my prelims. ok thats hell.

i found the most unusual pamphlet in my school bag today.

" dear friends, if you are NOT a believer of CHRIST please read on. because.. "

"once i was like you"..

"in 1983 , i heard and believed in a good news that changed my life - the GOSPEL of the LORD JESUS CHRIST. "

and the rest, was those "surah" which i myself can't read. you malays know why.

i wonder who in the bluest hell had placed this rethorical pamphlet in my bag. maybe me myself? i don't know. ohh great. God, pls forgive me in any way.

ROSE IDARIZA

shopping list.
1. GOSH LIQUID EYELINER PEN $18.60
2. BUTTER ROSE W LACES HAIRBAND
3. ORANGE VS WHITE HAIRCLIP
4. HOTPINK SHOULDER BAG
5. PURE WHITE EARSTUDS
6. hazelnut brown shades
7. plain black cardigan
8. skyblue earphone
9. skinny dress
10. bleached denim shorts

5 down, 5 more to go. *phew

i'm too stress luhh giler. aku punya mind corrupted like fuck ok!kept receiving prank calls/smses/friendster msges from TOTAL STRANGERS. like wtf seyh.
Olevel is so near, & i have to re-sit for my prelims in 10sept. i'm desperate for more time.

weekend happenings.
last friday : meet up w eddy/sister.
saturday: went to fep/rest di rumah.
sunday: meet up w zizie ( eddy's ex/alan close friend)

tag replies.
adly : saper eddy?
- you of course, spiderpig. step tak tahu plak.haha.
leha : cheer up gf =(
- i'm ok now, no worries.
mira : kak, you don't seem to be happy at sch today.
- yerp. you should know why by now.
rko : hehe. nice blog!!
- thank you.
izaad : bleh kenal2??? hehe.
- izaad mana pulak ni? huhu.
el-ina : helor there.nais mitting eu.hmmm.i tagged eu.tata.
- ohh hellohh.me too.thanks for tagging. tata!
afiq : Man.. you are FEISTY! HAHAHA.
- tahu takpe.hahaha.
izaad : u are GOD DAMN CUTE!!! hahaha.
- thank you.you too.haha.
sulhan : heyy.my blog is up.i've already link you.thanks.
- okehh.welcome!

ohh helloh girl. stop pretending to be 'nice'.
infront of me, you're venting me high hopes of knowing how good you are but behind my back? ohmy. such a hyprocrite. u could have just been straightfoward.

so you think i added him for fun? or to 'steal' him away from you? i don't think i should call it STEAL even when the actual fact is, he's not OWNED by you.
and you have NO right to ask him to leave me. that is just to make you satisfied. did you ever think how would he feel? how would i feel?


for your
information,
one fine day, i accompanied my bestie who wanted to meet up w her bf. kebetulan, azlan was there with my friends. the people all i know.so what's wrong w getting to know someone who is connected? whom i MET? and adding them into my friends list? if i do not know him, hell don't bother i will add him unless! he add me. get it?
you're sick of seeing me everywhere huh? i'm sick of seeing you everywhere too. so WHO got more friends in friendster?WHO seems to be MORE EVERYWHERE(: ? what's so wrong with me appearing in your close friend's profile anyway. tak kan dia tu kau punya sorang kan! come on, singapore isnt that big. like how my neighbour aniez can know you. and ohh don't think i'm like you.
so what if you told a guy to mind their language and i don't? so you're showing how good you are is that it? i know that i never told a guy to mind their language but heh who said it? me OR that guy first? puh lease la. wake up into this real world. we're still young. i've suffered enough from the other parties & now you? wow. i guess i should thanked you for ROTTING my name in your BLOG.

random.

EYH FUCK LUH SEYH !

ape ke hal 'korang' nak dgn aku ehk?

esp YOU eyh! budak mentah.umur setengah jagung.senyum macam babi. suka2 je view friendster profile aku! 24jam plak tuh. suka sgt pe!? eyh fyi, aku dgn dia dah takde pape! aku tk ingin pon oii. btw, stop prasan yg ko lawar sgt bleyh. meluat siak.

bukan ko sorg ehk. same goes to the 3 other fucktard girls.

haiz.sch is such a dread too. even more are against me. as in jealousy of what i have! who i am wyf last time! and even such 'friend' i known for 4 years against me for wrong reasons. im not at fault, yet she thinks i am. gasak la ehk!

im not fair, trust me (:

this are all because of the m.a.c studiofix make ups and of corse, the sunlight.

I MISS YOU EDDY !
wee~

me , my self






and black ego vs arctic monkeys
as usual, alex turner is the hottest amongst all.

haiz .today, aku punya paling worst ok .

aku missed sch . azlan tak boleh online. eddy tak kol ku lanngggggsuunngg. punya larh tak selera ! say, i ate only nestum & nothing else.

ok?

and stop bugging me on my O LEVEL MT results. it sucks. told you.

happy birthday SINGAPORE !!

sheesh . the goodie bag given to huge crowds was awesome . i was oh so jealous not to own one. i was awfully late to meet up with asap & gang (purposely) . indeed, i was lucky to enjoy my night with tuah etc instead. fireworks blasted right before our eyes outside m.s. it was oh so beautiful . but .. it might be even more beautiful if rose_ _ _ were there. *deep sighs


today i dreamt 4 in 1. my dad talking to me , shafiq (adila's bf ) sitting at the busstop , ahmad came to my house to watch tv, and kaseh & friends going out with me. weird but kewl la oi. (: it did actually made me smile after all those cries yest night, really.

BAYBEATS 2007 was SO HAWT ! <3 color="#ff0000">missed it, really.

i went there for two consecutive days , w/o fail.

for today, i wore retro rock(:

i set out w hidayat . met him @ Tiong Bahru last cabin. the cabin was oh so crowded i tell you! it went fine till we seperated @ esplanade.
i went back to meet my gfs at the first floor toilet but as i'm on my way ALONE , i was totally disturbed by some guys !SHUCKS.
at that very moment, how i wished i am a GUY ok! hahaha.

and yes, there are TOO MANY hotheads.
and i met NORIFF DANIAL . he is so HOT la sey! haiz. supposed to meet up with loserkid & ashraf & gang, hoping to spot hidayat again, fika, akid, fadhilah, supy, ashish, daniel, azrul, izzat, suffian, roy, rauf etc .. but all turned down to waste. i have to head to marina square to meet up with my previous workplace peers and pergi makan. and almost all are like smsing & calling me to know where exactly am i ! haha.

the moshpit part was awesome! how i really wished i was a guy, again! haha.
next event will be the National Day 's .. i cant wait.

• THATS ME.

and two of them is my blood bro (:


awesome events are going to happen this week.

1. Friday - Ex - schmate ( AMIR SYAZWAN ) will be performing @ TOWN .
2. Saturday - BAYBEATS!
3. my woodlands mate birthday .

yesterday was my parents ' weeding anniver.. 31st&1st . just tiga - beranak, we had a semi - huge dinner. went to our favourite kedai kopi . MAKAN SYOIK! @ jurong west. i had .. satay lembu , kway teow goreng basah , nasi ayam penyet , mcflurry & plain double cheeseburger(: sheesh . mcm setan seyh makan. haha.

and today, my nrl treat me & liyana @ PIZZAHUT bbtk. my bro's & his gf's workplace.. it was awesome. i had this Chi' Cago spagetthi and it tastes so great !!

besides that its the normal mushroom soup & 2 sweet and spicy drumlets.

The waitress was our own friend, Nadia .. and she gave us discount. (; and yeah.. there's this waiter which is so HOT! x) haha. but too bad .. the way he handled the trays ad drinks is like.. a "gay" =\ .. haha. he even dropped the drinks he handled infront of us! haha.

so thats about it for now.