My throat congested with phlegm these days. I hate the itchiness ! Hmpf.
Anyway yesterday was one of the days i must remember. :)
Spent time with fir on our monthsary night. It sucks that he's good in games. He always wins. Hmmm, suke la tu.
And recently we caught two movies. The lastairbender3d & tekken.
Seriously i love the last airbender ! Hehe. I wish i have his powers too.
And tekken. Jon foo is so hot. Hes fit to be Jin. I admire his moves.
I miss my fir so much. Meeting him later :)

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Today i did not go to school.
im damn tired. hybernated on bed for like 14 hours straight.
hahahaha. now im having a bad headache. too much sleep is not good for u too.
and guess what, bf just called to wish our special day. hehe. i love him so much.
i hope he's safe and sound at tekong. even my mum's very worried for him. goodness !

the recording session was a success. did a cover song. (christina.a - beautiful) now awaiting for my producer to master and publish it online.
planned wide on doing a next cover song. maybe the song PYRAMID by charice ! Cos im so ter-sangkut on this song. heee ((:

and DO check out the next shining star CHRISTINA GRIMMIE 17 yr old girl 1st music video. Shes fucking famous on youtube. Senang je. Type out her name and her vids will emerge. Her voice i rate it 5/5. To me, shes way better than rihanna, demi lovato or anybody. Serious.

Anyway. School is fun. Assignments a bore. Today is my bf's first day in Tekong. Im feeling so sooo empty right now. :( tmrw is our special day. but we actually met for 30mins at pasir ris before he sets off. I miss him so much !

im so damn sleepy right now. those oozy feeling somehow gets the best of me. only fir , my mum and God knows why. i hate it when these things happened. i need to force myself to stay wide awake and relive.

won't be seeing bf today and the whole five days next week. will be missing him so much :(
today im going for a recording session at producer's house. gonna suffer a whole lot. wish me the best.

Can't believe the two person i know, left this sinful world on the same sunday. Both drowned.
Ridzuan Jumali, 18.
Notable.
Talented morning singer.
Our production pages are always flooded by his positive comments.
Well , he's on new paper last sunday. He ignored pleas not to swim. Drowns after he tries to swim to islet at sentosa.

The other guy i know is by the name of Muhd Asrul. A childhood friend of Ahmad. Falls into S'pore River after sleeping off a night of boozing and watching World Cup. I hope this incident will be a lesson learnt for Ahmad. He's getting old sia. He's 26 fucking years old. He shouldn't be out there EVERY NIGHT at Clark Quay drinking. Taking a jap. or got high on those blackmarket cough syrups. He should be earning hard for a living. OR finding someone to settle down with. He should be done with the life being behind bars. And repent. Before its too late like his friend.
i hope he will stop wasting his time on it from now on. And quit his job as a tattoo artist. lets hope hard he will open his eyes.


Anyway, I MISS FIRDAUS !!

truckloads of things occurred between me & bf recently.

oh yes. he tagged along to my cousin's chalet.

over there , we went to cycle and watched the pretty sunset together.((:

played soccer and we ate a tonne of savouries.

and for the past few days, i went to clean his entire crib. squeaky clean now. i kinda pitied his mum for working so hard to support 5 boys on her own. every single day bf meet me up after his super tiring daytime in camp. i don't force and it's his will. he's fucking sweet.

he even wrote a long love letter in my diary. with his picture on it. (:

he designed the whole cover page too ! seriously cute sia. ahhh daymmmm. i love him la !

now i just have to be extremely patient with his ex. and get used to his mum. it's kinda awkward that me, smoking together with his mum and him. goodness. a very...open minded mum !

yesterday bf met my parents. got interviewed from 1100pm to 230am. haha. was embarassing. mum showed bf my childhood photo with curly fries hair. and the one i slept on the bus reaching terengganu last year. SUPER UGLY SIA. urgh !
he likes my parents though. he took cab home. and today he's having this ns outing at fort canning park.

im so tired i slept 12 hours straight today. yest spent the whole day together wit bf. sanggup sia dia ambik mc from sgh to be excused from camp. haha. thanks for the movie treat, restaurants and many more. i hope u like the adidas watch i gave u. now we have similar watches. hehehe.

(our most ugliest random shots. sorry)

yesterday was a day for me and bf to remember.

we went to shop at ion together.

bf is so sweet. he insisted on buying me clothes. with his brutal words. haha.

in the end, i got myself just a mango tee and uniqlo hoodie.

i dont want him to spend so much money on me.

as for him, boxers and 1 tee from uniqlo. 4 shirts at topman. happy la tu. hahaha.

moreover dgn matching earrings dia. chis.

i wonder what should i get for him in return. mmmmmm. and yeah to those who doesnt know, ive officially changed to a new number. so pls take note k.

ive so called ditched my blog for quite sometime. im so shag to update. no time man.

now i have my mini laptop, iphone, firdaus to keep me contented. (:

see that guy above ? that's firdaus i'm talking about.
he's in army now. and he always have time for me despite his tight schedule. i love his random calls just to sing to me.(: sent me right to my doorstep so that im safe. see stars together.
he kept my photos and i kept his. whats mine is mine. and whats his is mine.((:

im sleepy now. i will update tmrw morning to continue k.

I HATE MY NEW TIMETABLE FOR TUES & THURS!

WEEHEE ! Im halfway recovering from my dissapointing asthma & fever. Imagine hitting the point of 39.5 degrees. It's something i dont want to recall much. Anyway im back to school this coming Monday. :D Hehehehe. I miss Nasi Ayam Sambal & Mushroom Sp !

Sometimes. I feel stupid for playing back those songs which makes me remind myself of the past down at Woodlands. I should be moving on. Looking forward. And never turn back. Well, no matter what, memories stays huh.

just when i was about to reach the top with felicity, snap! now im at the bottom again. feeling at my worst. stressing about money. i hate saman. like who loves it right? Moreover with dad trashing more books ontop of me. Me, trying to balance the whole pile of books. One more book, im gonna trip and fall. My dad took a whole 2 months leave. He finished off most of our savings on ciggies , and we have to feed ourselves instant noodles almost everyday. I didnt dare to tell this off to my friends. I dont want anybody's sympathy or stash. Let me suffer this alone.
Once my dad is done with his 2 months leave, im happy again. and after 6 months, he will be promoted and will be offered to work overseas. Either dubai or oman. I'm fucking excited on this part. Cause he's bringing me , my mum , my brother along ! Staying there for atleast 3 months. Cool or what !

Dayymmm ! Something is ultra wrong with my ite portal siaaaaaaa. T-T

I can't seem to reveal my results. It doesnt work still after so many attempts.

I really have to figure out something soluble.


Anyway i watch a movie badly !!!! :(

Finally done wit my 2nd song :D " Don't come to me " But personally i think it wasnt well done. Just my voicals. Huhu. Other than that, it's fine. Will be posted by Phathell in FB soon. :B

Anyway i miss him.
I miss rushie wooshie sushie.
I miss encik ahmad(;
my fuckers from ite.
and bitches from workplace.

weeeheeee


i'm gonna be drop dead busy today. heading out jalan jalan wit the woodlanders.

To be honest , i am in my worst mood. But i dont wanna evoke it to myself. Chillek. :]
Im going to bisect my freetime today into two. Meet up with heen to escalate on our two new songs. And hang around with Rushie bestie , aphat , loco . Theyre somesort my happy pills . Atleast sejuk jugak hati aku hari nie :) Huhu . These week i'll be pretty busy in terms of hanging out. Tuesday, wednesday, saturday, sunday dah confirm busy to the max. Tha other free time goes to work. Fooooooooooh. Busy busy.

And somehow unexpected people contacted me back after so long . Kiddo ( Zulhilmi ) whose in ns right now contacted me back . We treated each other like brother sister now . He smsed me yesterday just to tell me he watched soccer wdl vs home united and they drawed . Then MUS contacted me back ! My all time favourite dearest friend . He smsed just to tell me he's botak now. Haha , random seh ! He cut botak because of work ? Err . @.@


i gtg , need to get ready :D

As expected, a mundane monday. @.@ !
Feeling ultra restless. Chill chill apple the whole day.
Eat sleep tv computer.
Brainstormed on my catchy lyrics.
Moreover with the never ending rain out there. It's something impropable during March. So i rather be somewhere indoors.

Anyway , bf's msg is daymmmm agonizing. Im so sad. I dont wanna brag much. :[ I don't know what did i do to be treated like this. I swear i never hurt you before. But you always did. Am i not special to you at all ? I wonder so much :(.

its Been awhile since i updated. Both my laptop & desktop needs to consult a doctor. Now I'm struggling, shaking, shivering with every alphabet to click. keyboard errors.

anyway I've published my 1st new song titled 'what about me' :]. download able at 4shared. up next I'm joining forces with heen elfenzo. hehehe. working on two songs titled 'don't come to me' & 'cinta tidak kesampaian'. thanks to 245productions for the beat. :D god bless u.

Rebonded my hair. =D
never ever gonna perm it.
i rather its silky straight.
most girls out there looks ugly with curly hair. no offence :]

I'm done with my lyrics.
PS. Got nothing to do with anybody.
So here it goes. With simple english.

I SACRIFISED MY SLEEP TO BE YOUR STARRY NIGHT,
I WALKED MILES JUST TO SEE IF YOU'RE ALRIGHT,

I HEARD ALL YOUR FEARS,
YOUR SECRETS N YOUR DREAMS,
I WOULD LISTEN WHEN YOU BREAK IN TEARS.

I COUNTED EVERY TEAR YOU CRIED,
JUST TO MAKE SURE ITS NOT AS MUCH AS YOUR SMILE I LIKED,

WHY IT'S ALL BOUT YOU,
NOTHING BOUT ME,
WHY I GOT THE PAIN,
N YOU LEFT ME WITH ALL THE BLAME!

CHORUS/

FORGET ABOUT THOSE DAYS,
FORGET ABOUT THOSE NIGHTS,
FORGET THAT WE WERE ONCE SO RIGHT.

DONT WANNA HEAR YOUR VOICE,
DONT WANNA SEE YOU,
DONT WANNA DO ANYTHING GOT TO DO WITH YOU.

so how is it :D :) ? Hahaha ! It's been a long time since i wrote a proper one. Just a short draft or two eversince im bombed with school assignments.

Anyway. School's a bore. Did a bundle of revision papers. Exam's next week. Daym, I'm shaking. Hahahahaha. I need to bloody revise on bearings ! Not those maths topic on bearings. But those ball bearings, roller bearings, bush bearings. Tsk tsk. I know nothing about it. ~.~
I'm spending my whole night today at Pasir ris till 7am tmrw. So i'll blog when i'm free.

Can someone relay to Fairouzs that i love him so :) ? Hehe. Random seh.
Anyway. Malique nigga just produced a beat for me today. My mind got bombed since yesterday night. Creating an almost perfect lyric. It's almost done. Wait till im done i'll publish it kae ?
Tmrw my Section head organised a team bonding event at ALOHA CHALET. To go or not to go ? THATS THE QUESTION !

Was expecting a mundane night.
But things dont always turn out the way we expected right.
So im not suprised. :) Hehe.

Cancelled my meet with Fairouzs.
And my meet with Vanessa Adrianne Nunis.
I roused from my seat and rushed excitedly to Scape at Youth Park to meet Bffs.
Since Tampines is almost an accessible place to go anywhere in the North.

The atmosphere and the crowds down there ROMP SIOL !!
Haha. Seriously.
And Sheikh Haikel Junior is so adorable !
Of course this little boy raps well.
Tengok lah bapak dier siapahhh kan. Hahaha.
Met up with Khai aphat , Amirul , Hariz , Heen elfenzo and Loco.
Khai seemed melancholic and disturbed by the crowds.
Oh yes , I'm so sorry i didnt make it on time to witness your performance.
The rest of bekas TIP was there too.
Had a short chat with my favourite Shidy and Loco.
And we went seperate ways.

Ate at KFC. Finished off Hariz's cheese fries.
Logged on to Facebook through Heen's Iphone.
Got my hands on my baby psp all the way home.
Got myself into another realm. Where only Naruto Shippuden character exists. Hahahaha.
Fought halfway through the tower.
And here i am ! Haha.
Back to earth , I wanna sleep. Nite earthlings.

i had some lovable moments with rushie & loco.
but to some dissapointment. we bumped into hyder.
when he got engrossed into a conversation with rushie, loco and i were practically bitching about him by bluetoothing msg.
poor rushie can't help wondering what got into our sleeves. ish ish. haha.

then we bumped into hidayah and zul.
hugged them tight.
seriously. looking at them. i just miss those old days.
back in those times in a food chain restaurant named pizzahut.
i remembered i was sending a toasted garlic bread to this customer ,
then tiber tiber i slipped and the garlic bread flewed all the way to the east
macam bukit batok ke pasir ris and hit the wall ! haha !
selenger nak mampos seh !! urgh.
anyway. im happy working in 7eleven now. :)
goodnight.

you know what bothers me most ? ORANG BERBUAL WORLD. That's sadistic in a way. You are pulling a person's leg in a convincing manner. But ask yourself this. Whats the outcome. Isn't it a relieve to just say the truth.
Common, tak semua org bodoh nak mampos untuk percaya kau okay. Nak world tgk org. Jgn end up malu.
Theres this one guy got i and my music buddies extremely bothered. He claimed he's a Eurasian. What the fuck. Pandai seh dia buat kelakar. Hahaha ! He looks malay. Has a malay name. And his i/c clearly stated that his race is a malay. Race and religion is two different thing okay. And what's wrong being a malay anyway? Wahh , kononnya kalau kau eurasian , kita akan sembah kau, jilat kaki kau ? He even got the guts to actually say the parents that is under one roof with him is not his real parents. Astarfirullah al hazim. Padahal muka bapak dia mirip dia. Ingat , Tuhan dengar seh. Confirm ni punya anak terus pergi mampos masuk neraka sak ! Konon nya his real "Eurasian dad" hit and run. Hahaha. Oh wait. Just look at his facebook. His current city is at New york. I thought this is Singapore ? I think he's dreaming. He even claimed he djed for a club in Australia when he's 15! Hahahaha !! Fucking shit !! Another big joke to laugh about. Theres another. This NITEC certificate holder is acting like a JC student. Tak sedar diri. He taught me English like I'm stupid. If I'm that stupid, i wouldnt be passing my O levels English. Wanna see my certificate ? Im not world. Unlike him. He can just hisap konek sudah ! Hahahahaha ! Lai. Go ahead and spit at me. I'm so not scared of you.

and i miss fairouzs so much. :(

boredom. browsed you tube for videos contented with racist humour and head to toe criticisms. and i remembered about 98.7 fm national rap battle championship.
MUST view it if you've yet to watch. clear your ears. its funny shit !!

yesterday was awesome! was sheeshaing grape apple with rushie bestie, when asyraf came with his two friend to enlighten the atmosphere. throwed our attention to mission impossible two. so we only snapped two pictures. hahaha. mangkuk. bumped into kai and his girlfriend at haji lane. unexpected. kai's my secondary school mate. staying few blocks away. hopefully his gf didnt get the wrong picture when we waved to each other. :)
met fairouzs after that. he loves looking at the trees. purposely. maybe because his wife stays there. hahahahaha. anyway he's booking in today :'). Pls. Hope he's fine in there.

fairouzs. he's mine now :)

Today's a special day cos its my dearest nephew bday :) Riki Safrian. He turns 8 today. Ya i know he looks like chinese. hahaha. Love you riki. :) That's his picture during his P1 days in Admiralty Primary school.

I couldnt sleep last night. It was hell. Just the thought of it makes me wanna eat my fingers. Brrr ! Seram sak.
Just visualise this scenario.
I went back late last night after lepaking with Rushie baby and Asyraf. I went back home as per normal. I knocked on the door continuously expecting my dad to open up the door. But he didnt. I knocked and slammed my palms on the door for 20 good minutes. Only then he opened up and went back to sleep without a word.
I got myself infront of the computer screen. Macam biasa. Checked facebook and tagged. I was alone in the living roon at that point of time. Which i dont mind ah, cos i'm used to it already. My friend Alfa randomly called. It kind of broke the silence. But then i dont know. I felt scared. I tried to get rid of that feeling. I put down the phone. That's when i suddenly terdengar suara sak ! Wtf. It's a voice of a deep man more like a male animal voice. Dragging so fucking loud from the main door. Arghh seram seh. Then i quickly ran into my room without closing all the switches. I covered my head with pillows. And this time i heard switches being turned off/on repeatedly ! Sumpah aku takut. Iyan accompanied me on the phone. My voice trembled throughout the conversation. 2am i fall asleep. 4am i woke up again. This time i got so scared i woke my parents up. My dad who prayed in the living room heard someone meddling the locks and knocking softly. And i dont know how but somehow i fall back asleep.


I have eyebags now.

yesterday seriously kekek sak ! I should have taken a video of me and atiqah berbual bahasa KELING. hahaha. :) anyway, met her at cityhall. Well it's been ages since i stepped my lazy fore foot there. So it feels so welcomed when im back to that place. Went to esplanade. Then dinnered at Marina Square. Walked back and forth from cityhall to esplanade. Giler giler. Haha. Felt extremely wasted ! It's about this one particular guy in green we missed out. Argh ! padan muker kita. Shall enclose the details. Dont wanna talk about it. Pfft.
Today's gonna be boring. Maybe i'm not coming to the 2 days chalet that my cousin organised.
I wanna spend my time with my dearest Riki & Raul :) Oh yes. Riki's birthday is coming up this 19th february.

Revenge is sweet. But karma's even sweeter. :) you dont have to even move a finger. saw someone from my history book. i hope God punish him for every tear i shed. rainstorm will soon cover you. mark me.

im very much fatigued of my eyes which are prone to infections. now and then it'll attack me. halfway doing assignments, i had to rush home. argh ! sibeh sak. even CA can't tolerate either. he suggested me an eye specialist. im too scared. in the end my mum bought me eye baths & medications almost every week. now im all nostalgic over getting my hands oil-ed whilst assembling hydraulics cascade ! i want to end this infections ! *white flags in the air*

Yesterday Afternoon i met up with Vanessa Adrianne Nunis at Tampines. We then filled our tummy at Tamp mart Kopitiam. I felt bad cause i finished off her beef kway teow. Hehehee ! we met up with her bf's sister Tasha. Scanned through the pictures of Chris at his bunk, Saddam Hussein's badges and those delicious looking meals provided daily. Her bf is now officially serving as a Commando for 2 years ! Baik kan ! The 2 weeks confinement is off due to CNY next weekend.

At dusk , i finally met my BFF Rushie :). Headed to Mosi Cafe to sheesha strawberry. Talked about ghosts & final destination 3 that aired on channel 5 at that point of time. Serious shitz the place was BLAZING HOT siak ! Cause there are so many budak budak in the same room as us. And somehow i felt extremely wasted ! Argh. It's about the guy that's sitting next to me. My hands trembled almost the whole time. I don't wish to tell why. His silence just filled the atmosphere. And the way he spoke out the word '' sorry ''' made me wanna to eat my fingers ! Well i shouldn't remorse about it now.

Now i wanna prepare my school stuff.

i'm showering myself with smiles today. :D maybe because , Othman didnt turn up. HAHAHAHAHA. WOOOOOOOOO.
no offense. he hates me ........ this much. i hate him ........................................................ this much. he thinks im the termagant sort. he complained what a big fucking liar i am to my dad yesterday. well thats what he thinks. no point of me being defensive. malas sak.

anywae im seriously tired. cancelled my meet with farhan and the rest. im sorry guys. keep in touch. :) love love.

im lost. argh ! i can't even explain the cause for this negative demeanour of mine. there's too many problem collected in my mind. i don't even know where to start.
i'm extremely sad. let's not talk about it.

anywae , im late for school today. midah too. hahahaha. jiwer eh. we met at 10.30am and broke up when she left for s&w. in between, i saw mus. i felt damn awkward. we acted like strangers. moreover his mum called me just the other night ! aduh seram siol. she shouted asking mus whereabouts. lol. like as if i kidnapped him ! haha. giler giler. explained from head to toe and she apologised :)

then i went to meet up with vanessa adrianne nunis. bitched about the passerbys. hehe. then i met up with agnes. we went to eat at banquet. bought my all time favourite, peach with nata de coco. im also with my two other friends rafi & khai. and we dropped by tampines regional library. borrowed books. now im left with only one book to bury myself in !

Woohoo ! Got myself a new pair of nike air shoe.~~~~ Hahaha. Costed me $109 only ! Hahahahahahaha. Giler giler. No wonder they call it the great Crazy sale. They make ppl go crazy. Hoho. Lucky i didnt buy the Superman Hicut shoes. Isnt worth much. And great discounts from 77th street. Bought a new simple cotton felt jacket. And black khakis. Now I'm sinking in my thoughts on what kind of bag to buy !

i don't get it , why my life evolves around guys who treat me like TRASH.

i showered you with so much care ,
and all you can give me in return is to throw me aside or intermission. i came all the way just to see you , and you left me behind. why can't you see the little things ive done? im a girl okie. My fragile heart is so so so hurt. i have a huge temper , i dont know why i can be this patient. i'm not expecting anything in return , but i just want to see your sense of appreciativeness.

and there's this few guys that are gone now(you know who you are) , seriously pegi lah kau mampos ! SILAKAN ! aku tak heran pun. kau fikir aku nak merayu , terhegeh nak contact kau. anak anak KONEK. nasib mak kau beranak kan kau berkonek. hah ! anyway , life still goes on.

i wish i can say this to syaiful. i do appreciatte whatever he has done for me. but i just can't love him back. i'm tired of his ATTITUDE whenever we talked. Argh GILER BABI SEH ! we just can't click larh. I don't like to be in a serious relationships anyway , which is only gonna hurt me more in the end ! After my Ex left , hes only giving serious a bad name. I dont know how to be serious to love anymore. We're still young, commitment comes later ok.

So yeah. Btw , Yesterday updates. Evening , Vanessa asked me join in dinner, since im at tampines , i went to rasa 21 to slack with Vanessa & her bf Chris. Sat at the smoking table :) Alif joined in for awhile. And Chris's mat motor friends. We spent our time bitching about ppl. Hehehee. Laite at night , accompanied Midah OTP cos she missed the last bus home and have to walk all the way from jurong to bb ! Then OTP with Aie. Then Khai my bestfrend. 4am , i sleep !

i demand a new pair of shoes. i'm bored of my other 8 pairs seriously. this time , maybe i choose DC. the ones from this webbie is fuckface coolshit !
http://store.dcshoes.com/family/index.jsp?categoryId=3436167&cp=3448741.3448757

but we will see aite! i might end up with other brands. that's what always happen around the globe. hahahaha. humans and their fickle mindedness. ish.
anyway my sore eyes yet to recover. i'm so sorry khai i couldnt make it on your bday cel today. it got worser after my RP outing. didn't expect to 'bump' into hazel & ridhuan. and umm , hidayat which i never met for many fucked up years. hahahaha. he's mean now. pfft. and yarh , talked to yasser star & his friend itek was there. it's been long since huh. :)

and oh oh i recommended vanessa adrianne nunis into my workplace. of course, she got it. but she got LOST. hahahaha ! well can't blame her. she doesn't live at bb -.- work is a better place now. hehehehehe.

i ignored school just for work. must be dissapointing in your eyes right?
what can i say. bills are the hindrance. it causes daily restiveness until the day you PAY UP.
and this will go on after you get the next bill. and the next bill.
but i have to blame myself though -.-"

anyway i must not get myself stressed up too much now. Tmrw's khai 19th bday.
after my RP OUTING , im gonna straight meet khai & the rest !

seriously , if anybody triggers me now , i'm gonna explode.

but what can i say , i can't expect much happiness on this temporary place called Earth...one problem after another....it has been this worst eversince last year.

I'm very much disappointed with myself.



my teacher hates me, despises me.



I feel like i wanna walkout the door now.



I don't mind leaving this course honestly speaking. but hey. i know it's an obligation to study. like it or not....
so fyi ive been enduring so fucking hard!!

and oh, bumped into mus this morning after so long and tegured. i realised how much things have changed. but i tell you he's still the bestest buddy i met so far. he knows my pattern most.

Last..... recently met the t.i.p. ( The insanity posse ) crew. I'm of course happy to meet the main ones, nick shaiful and loco hussein kuai2. Just that, i somehow feel that whatever is happening, it's happening tooo fast. That doesnt seems right to me.

Didn't pen down my thoughts for quite awhile. Been so busy. Been so stress. And been so sad.
I must watch 142! But when seyh. I neglected school for 3 days now. Dang ! But i promise i'll go tmrw even though tonight i'll be working my ass off @ 7eleven. My health is so distracted. Haish. And Lets hope Nabilah will extend her working hours & take care of this big baby of hers.

MY HAIR IS JET BLACK NOW ! Hehe.
And im gonna rebond my hair soon enough. Next month.
Mum, Fareena & Mus buddy suggested that i'll look better if i do.
Well unlike perm. Like maggie and makcik. Haha. Unless you have long lengthy hair, looks beautiful if we perm the ends.


Anyway im going out with rushiebaby & family today. bye bye :)

i like u. and im deeply concerned about u. u noe that, kan?
im neither interested in making friends with other guys nor ur mates.
it's ok if you wanna ignore my feelings. i can see that u do ignore these days.
i'll be just fine k. maybe. :(

I bet many ppl will be glad when i say this. Ive
started to reply smses very fast :)
Im no longer SLOW @ replying smses due to daydreaming.
Ive quitted daydreaming already. Hehehe.

I felt so pressured in school today. Fooh~ Seriousshit, Im glad im HOME ! lool.
But, serious serious.
Thanks to my dad, he fetched me & jason from school. We dont have to torture ourselves squeezing inside the mrt. And train rides sure are hypnotic.

1st day of school is a bore. New Yp faces everywhere.
Got lectured bad from Mr Othman. Pending phase tests. I dont know.
Im just not feeling good today. is it monday blues or is it just me? *sighs*

Happy belated new year readers. (:

I see that many ppl claimed it's useless to list out new year resolutions. But as for me, Even if in the end we didnt accomplished it. Atleast, we planned psychedelically. ((:
Kan kan ? Hahahaha.

anyway, FUCK. School's tmrw. My mum bought me a decent hairdye just now. Medium golden chestnut brown. Ok lah tu. Shall dye my hair later. Maybe i'm trimming a lil'. I dont know. Shall see ah.