just when i was about to reach the top with felicity, snap! now im at the bottom again. feeling at my worst. stressing about money. i hate saman. like who loves it right? Moreover with dad trashing more books ontop of me. Me, trying to balance the whole pile of books. One more book, im gonna trip and fall. My dad took a whole 2 months leave. He finished off most of our savings on ciggies , and we have to feed ourselves instant noodles almost everyday. I didnt dare to tell this off to my friends. I dont want anybody's sympathy or stash. Let me suffer this alone.
Once my dad is done with his 2 months leave, im happy again. and after 6 months, he will be promoted and will be offered to work overseas. Either dubai or oman. I'm fucking excited on this part. Cause he's bringing me , my mum , my brother along ! Staying there for atleast 3 months. Cool or what !