finally bought that shoe. up next, rebond hair. =D
since many ppl has been bugging me what course im enrolled to, i can only tell you this. im matriculated to two seperate intake. (: the first offered me Business Studies. the 2nd is under School Of Engineering. i know it sounds hanyut. i got my diploma cert for that short logistics course last year. and now going ite ? wtf. i know. but its no harm claiming ite cert next right ? pursuing dreams oi. heheh.

take care.

HELLO. today i spent my entire noon at simei.
woke up at 8am and quickly got dressed for the interview.
i & nana quickly rushed to the campus.

saw izzat. follow up by eddy aka adly shafiq. dila's bf. sufian aka boon. and boy ipin & gang.
and yeah. something happened. i was sitting inside CSC when a group of guys came in & sat behind me. i find one of them hot and so, i keep staring at that 'one of them'. hahaha. after some period, they head off, and that ''óne of them'' smiled at me. i was like *yes yes* and after he's out, he looked through the glass panel and woohooooo , waved !
wooooooooo. is this for real !!? can i marry him straightaway ? hahaha.
ok kidding.
met ira and we headed off to the bench outside CPT's class. her classmates, akmal & gang headed out of class and approached us. 2 plus, ira headed back in.
we went to eastpoint next and ate at kfc. thanks dear for the treat. and got to know2 an info comm guy. he's hiding behind a tree when he asked if im willing to make friends with him or not. hahaha ! lol ! mepek jek. Fie (: thats his name.
and last, we went to meet up with anis & ira and ate at Banquet.
im off now. byebye.

heh something bothers me.pala puki. so what aku make up macam mana
pun. and so what kau tak pakai thick as aku. ehk, aku peh pasal uh nabeh ! AKU
KE KAU PUNYA MUKA BODOH ? dah buat salah abeh maseh nak getak aku. sial peh anak.
take note of the 'salah' word ehk. thanks. and to sape2 yg takde life, go on telling ppl pasal bad make up skills aku. sape terasa, too bad ehk.

SUNDAY
today was ok. lepaking with Niez at his house. its fun watching him play left 4 dead. but i got so dizzy til now. & this is random. i so agree with this !
"Sometimes we must get hurt in order to grow, we must fail in order to know, Sometimes our vision clears only after our eyes are washed away with tears."
what do u think ? :)

SATURDAY-
east coast was fun.
the whole outcome was phenomenal.(:
the crowd, the hasty wind, delicious savoury. thumbs up !
now i want you to meet my little, 2years old nephew, Raul Ilhan. all was candid. HAHAHA.

the one in orange is his brother, Riki Safrian.

i went for bike riding for three solid hours. i didnt thought i could make friends & enemies just by riding on that bike path. and cheeky boys.

i collided with one,

and he said': 'fuhlamak ! dia tengok aku seh. woohoo !'

and me : -_____-"

got even one auntie scolded me for using HP during biking.

she said: 'HAIYOOYO !! ish ish ish. want to die tombalek uh ?'

and me: no comment.

i have vids and my pic biking and stuff. ill reupdate when finished. i promise !

(a phenomenal love song that describes my situation. heres the link if u wish to listen.)
http://www.imeem.com/noridomi/music/3zvQQ-cS/hugh_grant_haley_bennett_way_back_into_love/


hello.
dont mind me talking to myself for awhile.

ROSE. LISTEN ! WAKE UP. STOP BEING A LIAR AND ALL CAN YOU!! bodoh ke pe ? why the in the bluest hell are you hiding your tears ? and showing FAKE smiles ? whats that suppose to mean, faker ? stop the pretence rose. why are you running from the truth ? that all you think of is him. and ure drowning. how should i ever apprehend to this.

hear me. stop hoping for something hope-LESS. he's happy with his life now. he does'nt need YOU. dont just stand there. walk !!! why are you soooo weak rose ???? stop being so forgiving too ! whats with crying silently every night you go to sleep ? when he's sleeping his nights away. are you out of your mind ? its useless, believe it. i know you cant bear to let him off. ure TOO concern about him. wondering of his where abouts, health etc. haisk just heck care lah ! pls rose !
yeah, i know he's different from anybody you know. everybody is unique in their own ways. but life is cruel. love is selfish. some people just put self before others. they put their happiness 1st than yours. they happy, u suffer takpe. them both, let them be. when something bad comes, the good will be on its way. trust me.


see. now ure crying. ure weak still.



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im advising myself now. i dont want to be label-ed as a person who can advice people but cant even advice and unacknowledged of my own self. worth a try. i feel better now.


ANBAR

hello.
sorry for not updating these past few days. busy lah.
which i don't know what im so busy about. go out? tv?


& im no longer using Msn & Friendster for the mean time.
anything, my cell.

for today's update, lets keep it short.
i went to campus with Nana & Zai. it was like my first time. and i made two new discoveries.

discovery number 1; many gays.
discovery number 2; tattoo girls.

& thanks to our two chemical process friend. they accompied us and we get to familiarise with the campus environment. the irri part was that they both teased me about 'those guys'. U BOTH KNOW-I KNOW what is it about. LOL. k lah. im going to watch tv now. no mood.

yours maybe,
rose sknyfk.

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some people might know about my jealousy. it will never fails to exceed its limit.
but somehow God has sent me patience, and share His opinions about perseverance. Remarkable.



I MADE IT.

believe it.


sad as i am now, i leave everything to fate. but that doesnt mean i should give up. i never will. and this feeling for U will remain the same.
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thanks nana for your offer to let me tompang to u-know-i-know-where in ur bf's abg sedara car. i think his car is awesome. with a touch of neon lights on every corner. and of cos, the loud music (:
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AND GUESS WHAT BTW. I have high chances in starting school this month. HNitec app results will be on 9thJan. damn. i just cant wait to start school.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!
like how the msg that was sent to me by 15 diff people ;

"2009 is at your doorstep.... Remember, Life is short, break the rules, forgive and forget quickly, love truly, laugh uncontrollably, and never regret anything that made you SMILE(: "

yeah! and so. this year. my new year resolutions will be simple.
1. try not to revolt towards my parents :) be a good last child. :)
2. complete school and put more effort in respecting teachers and be on time ( insyAllah )
3. to have super abundant amount of cash. hehe.
4. to continue on sticking to one. ;-)

and last, being a good friend to all.

what's yours? :)