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HAPPY BDAY TO ME.

i want to thank these ppls ;
MY FAMILY.
ruzz. heiqqel(BOBOI) . fafa. haili (BOB). farhad.nurianti(RIAN). grace.birong. zamry(ZAMY) . refdee(DEE). ahmad(DEADFAMOUS) . rezza. shaedah (SIS). farah(FAYA). nadia (bruneian). izzat. fyzie PHLOW. anna. soffyan. azrul. sali minouge. ira. sakinah. emi. faizal. zarrin. irfan. ilham. azrin(RNNE). anis (NIEZ). rusydi. WOOCHY. AQY SNOOZERCORE. siti. nurul.
some friendster pals, and many many more (:

FOR THE COMMENTS / SMSES .
i really appreciatte it.

asshole.liar.ihu.

i miss nurul hidayah bestie :(
p/s : ruzz ! this friday, dark knight ok ;D

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hello readers. (:

YESTERDAAAAAAAAY;
dang, was super tiring.
but the day i had was dead awesome =l
see, 12am-3am = otp w nura.
11am-4pm = work @ pizzahut.
and after, head to cityhall. met ruzz there for short time & he skidded off at 730 to celebrate his sis's bday. me ? i head to marina square PH, A-l-o-n-e.

it was fine with me, not. cause u see , theres alot of mats outta there.
moreover today ada gig kat orchard.
anw, the moment i reach the esplanade, theres these whole lot skaters sitting. & one of em skates & followed me . gahh, irritating siak & he even called me O.O i quickly walked off and tiba-tiba the fireworks is on. so i get la laaa, NDP MAH. it was so near to our area & the fireworks LAWA BEB ^_^

i banged into Amira, and my primary sch friends. talked, walked off and heard someone called my name. rupanya, it was AZRUUUNNN . ahaa, he has changed so much after 2 stupid years.
then, went to marina. the long steps got ALOT OF FUCKERS. i could not be bothered. head to PH, done with my course thingy & head back to mrt.
it was ok until i felt being followed. IM RIGHT, these two err hot guys walked from behind me eversince at marina -___-"
they walked and talked and tiba2 they switch places and walked infront of me. the whole journey to mrt, they tried so hard to get my attention ! trying to show he's hot, funny, good, what the fuck all uh. eeshhh , da gitu, they both keep turning at me & smiled -______-"

lucky thing, i purposely lost sight with them @ control station.
haha. =l

hello ! =D *waves hard*

im seriously happy today, (: weird .
i really dont know why but God knows.

anyway, im not working today.
just fri,sat,sun will do me.
i wanna to rest now. will update more soon. bye (:

dear diary, im back to normal with haili .
apologized, felt better & goodbye.
i dont wanna to bother him anymore.
THERES NO REASON TO.
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took this picture at the shop. haha O_O but im tanned uh, not this skin colour actually.

so yeah, just got back from work @ 12am just now.

had an irritating mrt trip. -.- this one patircular girl sat infront of me with her boyfriend. and she tried so hard to look pretty. MATI MATI. the whole trip from woodlands to bbtk she was tying & untying her hair. so indecisive. dah gitu, camwhore lagi. her boyfriend ? sama je sebodek. like argh, irritating nye. dia memang tak lawa. abeh ? how ? eesh. =l

dah lah, i wanna to eat up my pizzas now. goodbye. (:

MOFOS , im back. (:
finally bought these new nike sling bag at causeway point.
as usual, red ^_^
spot hazikah, heiqqel, azman in between.
and gyea, planned to buy a pair of shoe next, brown belt and one tees.
but hmms, still thinking about it though. duit keceprekk =l
and owh, im working night shift tmrw. garrh , confirm busy.
but four short hours aje. 7-11pm.

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& what my friend said is right. time will heal me. and good enough, im okay now (:

bought many new things recently. the feeling was awesome =l
new watch, blusher, flip flops, tees, hoodies & faded grey skinny jeans ;
yeah. (:

back about friends ;
heiqqell said to me to just try and talk to haili.
i was like, right O_O
WHY SHOULD I MAKE THE 1ST MOVE.
why should i bother. he's happy forgetting me.
and everything is like NURANURANURA.
why not dia kahwin dengan nura sekali ?
confirm very swee. heh.
since he's not working anymore, these thing will end IN NO TIME K.

and these other person, avoided me for dont-know-but-god-knows what reason.
PUN SAMA LAH. WHY SHOULD I MAKE THE 1ST MOVE.
im heartbroken. dia taknak contact lagi takpe =l like, FINE.
rose okay aje -.-"""
im used to having ppl who come and go.

xx
sunday would be haili's last day of work.
which really breaks many staff's heart. he's a favourite of a' simah ,nura and everybody else there.
like FINE, it dont matter to me. thats what he wanted.
xx
and about yan star, i dont get him. i didnt meant what i said. just that, i dont know. but all i could do is to wish him best. that girl is all over you yan.

im here, giving up in every friendship i had. =(
i wish im strong.
but no.

today im going to hillgrove sec.
which, i dont even know how to get there.
ruzz wished me luck though. thinking of him, i regret of my not usual self.
if only we could be like last time. but, its hard.
things are different now.

im terribly hungry now. and not even one food is at home.
see ? how thoughtful my mum is.
she said she malas. -.-

means i have to head to shop now.

ABOUT WORK?
me and haili cold shouldered the whole day yesterday.
i couldnt think of what is he up to.
nura came earlier, and she hanged with haili outside from 5-6.
jealous ? NO TIME. but theyre trying so hard to make me.
fuck them.


and yeah, im working from 11-4pm today.
yessahhh =D
and and 'paydays out this coming friday. im thinking of what to spend on.
mp4? or just checkered tees. hmmmms.