Sometimes i feel like giving IT up. Or i'll get hurt further. Let this be my best kept secret.

Everyday ive been hanging out, ive no time for home. It's like an obligation to go out these days. Sibeh , pocket's drying sak. I cant wait to get pampered by daily pocket allowances.
I need to purchase that new pair of lc shoes. And grey crumpler mini slings.

Hrmm. Anyway. My asthma is killing me. I have difficulty breathing at night. Breacol's not working. Damn.

And at the edge of night yest , Mus buddy called. Suprisingly. He's always full of suprises. Haha. He's having his BL meeting today. Reminded me of JAN INTAKE. Fuck it. My distant cousin's entering the same course as me. Urgh. Irritating.
Let's hope 2010 will be a better year in schoolwise too !

i believe that the true definition of love is when marriage is involved. parenting, hardships, financials, lifetime commitment. i bet its hard to imagine how much my mum will shed her tears if dad leaves this world. everyday she woke up with him beside her. and those times bringing me and my siblings up from birth. the ones we have now is just love. or temporary madness. and we will bring this experience to marriage.

Yesterday went to play bowling with Mum & Dad. Guess who won? MY DAD. Hahahaha. A beginner dad & an intermediate daughter. Magical isnt it? Guys will be guys huh. They're always CUN GILA at sports , games. Tsk =D
Whereas , My mum was so adorable. She kept aiming the ball at longkang. Haha.
I love my mum and dad. What more can i ask for. They're indeed my everything.

And yeah. I went to my good buddy , Kiddo's house after that. He's Botak Licin already. I looked at his HTA lanyard. Mcm skinny alien. Hahahahaha. And his mum lectured us. Looool ! Saved my sticks. Since kiddo offered his winston sticks. Huahua.

Then ofto meet Reena. My lovely neighbour. Bus-ed home with her & lepak-ed at 290e. (: More plans ahead. Since Ramdhan is working at my place now, gonna work with him. 4th Jan 2010 sch reopen. FUG!

So many things happened in just few days. And i've a tight schedule this week.
Today and tmrw i'll be in Msia (: And the day after i'll be at East Coast.
I pretty much miss work. And oh , 2 days back when i lepak-ed with Rushie & Aishacino, I MET UP WITH MY OLD OLD BESTIE THAT I LOST CONTACT WITH FOR 3 YEARS ! Holyshit. Ramdhan siaaah ! And i recommended him work of course. At my place. Good idea huh =D. It's also another way to keep in touch with him besides helping in his financials.

Another suprise was made by buddy Mus. Well he didnt online BEFORE. and he did yersterday night. Lol. Is it a miracle or smth? What moved him? Hahahahaha.

And the one in camp i told you about. He finally replied ! Wahlaoweh. I'm glad my worries is finally over. *phew* i'm hoping this won't happen again.

Ive watched the latest ep 140 of Naruto Shippuden ! Fugg.
I cant wait for 141. Hahaha ! Lincah pls. The moment of truth is about to unveal. Its about Itachi Uchiha. And i seriously salute Madara Uchiha. I find his mask so the cool. Sasuke is hot as usual. Hehehe.

141 141 141 141 141 141 141 !

My buddy Alan shithead is on the way. He's on ep 132 now. Gonna wait for him (:

Sometimes, i wish SOME memories doesnt stay. It's a pain in the ass dont chu think. My nephews came to stay. And Riki reminded me of my Ex. Please, im begging my mind. Neither i should remorse nor reminisce about it. Im much happier now, im looking ahead =D.
Everyday is full of happy moments ! =D
Doesnt mean he's in a relationship , i have to be too yknow. I'm happy for him. But at the same time im SUPRISED & Laughing hard if he's loyal. Well he never was did he. No point being in a relationship cause he end up betraying. Like what he did to me. And the rest. He didnt appreciatte me at all. If he did, he would have asked to be friends wimme. He thinks he knows the definition of Love. He have no idea that he doesnt. Dear friends, ive been in a relationship with Yan right after my ex is gone. But in the end, im not ready.
But that was few months back (:
Now? Hahaha ! You'll find out k. =D

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Feels like updating. And here i am !
Wow am getting more frequent. Hahahahaha.

Anyways sch is fucking boring. My 6 days of attendance wasnt counted. Sibeh !
Kicked out from class. Must bersabar lor.
More boring that my dear friend is not around to shine. :(
Whatsmore he's working. Shoosh. Nevermind.

And ive lost interest on Naruto these days. Some ppl i intro naruto to, will brag and copycating. The Sharingan =) . Hah. Never watched it online for like so so long. Maybe one day k, soon.

So thats about it. Lol. K-nite!