This is gonna be a semi-lengthy post.
on my impartial weekend updates.

Rushie came to sleepover on Saturday. Before fetching her, met up with my kaki gerek buddy, Kiddo Aceline ! And the coolest shit thing is he's staying near me. Lol. So easy to meet. Hahaha.

Fetched Rushie @ Wdl. Went for a lil' shopping. Bought the necessary items for our date to Sentosa. After that, we went to eat @ Civic Mac. SEAWEED SHAKERRRR ! Woo~

Then ofto lepak at the sort-of colossal ground under the mrt track.

Bought ciggies !

And of course , home sweet home after that.

We surf-ed youtube.com. for MAD TV & WHOSE LINE IS IT ANYWAY. Heheh. Some funny shit !

Then finally, my buddy Farhan smsed. Lol. King of Busy. Haha. Then @ 2am, Mus called. Aww. =] I was so so ultimately+extremely happy that he have this initiative to call me up to say that he will top up Hot128 soon.

Sometimes life's a sunshine being single. Ain't betraying anyone & total freedom on making friends with whoever i like. =]

Last but not least, Sunday morning , went to Sentosa. Supposed to go to Little Guilin @ night , geesh , im sorry Rushie i was too fatigued. We cancelled the plan. We watched New Moon instead. It was awesome. The whole fun ended when i sent her to the bus stop.

Riki & Raul came at night. My two cute nephews. Hehee. I miss them so much.

Ok dah. That's about it. I'll update more soon k. Byebye !

Woohoo ! finally. PAYDAY!!!! =D Hahahaha. Happy nya aku ! Weeeee.

*jumping up down sideways*



I Bought the tops ive been eyeing on with my Sharingan for quite awhile. And belt too. The rest of the cash is reserved for bills & sentosa this weekend. Well done Iza for not splurging on unnecessary stuffs.

AND Ive been waiting for 1 1/2 day for this Farhan guy, a friend of mine to msg. And he finally did just now when im busy assembling my cascade. Like finally eh ! shoosh !
Speaking of cascades. Ive 2 more to go ! LOL. SLOW.

And another finally goes to Mus ! Anyway, i miss u friend. =]

Yesterday night i went to Little Guilin with Jason aka 'sister'. It's not pleasing down there of course. Creepy cum spooky ! But we maintained our body gestures bla bla bla. We took videos bla bla bla. And i dont know wtr its the wind or what. I heard a woman whispering when i were smoking by the lake. Anyways all jotted down on notepad. Hopefully we get to complete our project on time.

Bye bye !!

things are sailing smooth this week. im ultimately glad =]

i can't help smiling so wide back to you this morning. Didnt expect you would actually approached me. alas ! expect the unexpected.
and as usual, smoked together. wee.
but this kinda of moment wont last. as today is his last paper. boring siak.
im gonna miss u so much friend. i love u, i love u, i love u, i love u friend. ;] shoosh.
pls top up your damn prepaid k. im waiting. cute guy laaa !

Feeling sicky the whole week. Didnt tag along with my PM group members to Old changi Hospital & Sungei Api Api. But atleast, I contributed by thorough research & printed necessary informations. Hehee. I aint scardy cat ok. Im just fatigued & sicky. See, its bold and highlighted.

Besides that, im feeling scared+dissapointed+lost = scadisslo?
Well life is like a roller coaster. U hafta accept that. Things get better and even better at first as it goes up. Once u reach the top, be prepared to face the worst. And it will happen so fast u least expected. Im proud that im facing it instead of running away from it.

friend :[ .. ure hiding my smile. i need my smile back.

im not pleased with my situation now. After that night u msged me something that ure unhappy of, im afraid of falling apart from u. even that we're ok now, i hope that incident is not retrievable. and things arent the same as before. A lil diff. Pls, i don't wish to loose u my friend. :(
i dont wish to stop going sch with u every day either.

(IN WHITE)HASBULLAH. DIDNT EXPECT THAT YOU WILL LEAVE THIS WORLD TODAY. ITS SHOCKING ME. MOREOVER YOU JUST COMPLETED YOUR O LEVELS. I GUESS I WONT HEAR YOU SING @ WDL AS USUAL ANYMORE HUH. MAY YOU REST IN PEACE. amirul, boboi will miss you.

Went to catch the movie Paranormal Activity with my schoolmate , Mus. I bet some of you know who he is ;] . Thx 4 treating me Mus. Hrrm, feeling goosebumps yesterday when i got home. I even msged few of my friends telling how SCARDY CAT i am. Hahahs! Penakut arh. The movie somehow reminded me of Quarentine. Coz its viewed through a video cam captured by the main character itself. Somesort similar. But this is a true story. At first, it seemed boring. But just so you wait till the middle part. Fucking scary.

Too bad 2012 is fully booked. But atleast Paranormal activity enlightens me. In a way.

Hrmm. I have a confession to make. I dont have to wait till friendship day to do this right. I just wanna let this off my chest on how much i appreciatte these ppl. Some ppl are meant to stay, some ppl are meant to go. For example, your family are those some ppl that are gonna stay. And those who go, they drop by your doorstep for a reason and off they go. And those who are gone , they come back to your life , because why ? BECAUSE THEY ARE MEANT TO STAY.

JASON. HE'S MY SISTER. He's staying near me & so we went to school everyday together. He's My love doctor. My smoking partner. Same fav ciggarette brand, next mlsz!

ATIBA , TAM, MIMI. My closest classmate. Almost every problem he has , im someone he will confide to share. He understands me, i understands him.

NANA BFF. workmate,schoolmate,babygirl. love her loads.

IMRAN. Special friend. Narutofreak too. Graduated. Used to contact few years back. And its fated that we contact once again when he asked for my number @ Tamp. Now, its time for him to go again. With his own poly life. Im prepared. Atleast, he dropped by & taught me how to rejuvenate life problems. Thanks for hearing me cry, hearing about my health problems.

my exbf yan hope too. happy that we remained friends. but i know it will never last.

Im a new person now =] heheh. pst. sorry if i didnt include some of you guys!

Hmm . Many things kinda happened recently . Its an obligation i need to take care of my poor health condition now . CA will dismiss me from school if i carry on absent-ing due to my medical problems . u know , Incomplete modules . Unfair huh . I dont know the meaning of crying anymore . I just stay fucking silent nowadays . Sometimes i wonder why im carrying more problems than the others . N they didnt seemed to understand my kinda of , life . U cant expect me to have a life like yours . Im ALONE , yes . Persevering problems on my own feet . Be it from paying my own bills to personal stuff like stupid love . People hurt me , abandoned me . But im still fly & stay fucking silent . A lil of open & close of eyes , im turning 20 . N i know . life , is about dealing with problems , not running away from it . Its like death . U just have to face that u have to die one day .