Hmm . Many things kinda happened recently . Its an obligation i need to take care of my poor health condition now . CA will dismiss me from school if i carry on absent-ing due to my medical problems . u know , Incomplete modules . Unfair huh . I dont know the meaning of crying anymore . I just stay fucking silent nowadays . Sometimes i wonder why im carrying more problems than the others . N they didnt seemed to understand my kinda of , life . U cant expect me to have a life like yours . Im ALONE , yes . Persevering problems on my own feet . Be it from paying my own bills to personal stuff like stupid love . People hurt me , abandoned me . But im still fly & stay fucking silent . A lil of open & close of eyes , im turning 20 . N i know . life , is about dealing with problems , not running away from it . Its like death . U just have to face that u have to die one day .