FRIDAY POST.

Phew! Im back, exhausted. Well, not THAT EXHAUSTED. Accompanied my girl - friend to meet her boyfriend at great wall. It was a nice slumber chat with em. I and my girl - friend just can't stop commenting the passerbys. *giggles* It was fun, for once. The fascinating part was..

• There are tonnes of hawt guys!~

wee. They really made our eyes CLEAN & BRIGHT. wakaka! who can ever resist. Not to worry cause I'm single & not attached to any. =D So, no problem in that. They(spiros,ian,mawar,nurul) are now out to Lavender. Too bad, I wished not to follow. I am too lazy to ride that damn bus 61. wahaha!

THURSDAY POST.

Today, I was wondering why am I so confused. There's alot of problems in my mind that is not settled. OR should I say, NEVER WILL. My migration to Australia. Will it really happen? Am I ready to leave for good? My friends. Why must they think I side her? Is it wrong for me to be with my own choice of friends? Does'nt mean I'm with her, I'm either as bad as her or side her. Even she, Mdm Rey knew I don't. Sighs. People around. Kept asking me of my ex boyfriend (Rusdan). It is so irritaing u hear that? How am I suppose to forget him sey? Sighs.

Lucky at night, I met up with my friend, EEKIN & FARHAD. I chose to un-bottle my problems to them. They cheered me up pretty well & I ended up laughing endlessly. After that, I met up with ANIS. Arshad was there & when we are about to go the shop, Arshad left us both & went up to Khairul's crib. It was such a windy night. Damn! I'm so so COLD! =[ Lucky, ANIS offered me his jacket. Wee~ Hahaha. I really need something to cover me badly. Hahaha. THANKS ANIS! =D

MONDAY POST.

Monday is quite horrible. I neither feel like smilling meaningfully nor laughing endlessly. All was just a mere pretending job. Just for the sake of others. At this time, I rather bottled up my confusions than share it out.
I hang out with my ITE budds and my girl-friend after school. Around 4+ pm, I met up with EWAN. Supossedly to meet him at 4 sharp. But then, I can't help but to reach late. hehe. SORRY! There at the pondok, Clement, Erwin & the rest was there. Had a short chitchat till around 5pm, I decided to walk off. I took a bus and met up with my ITE budds & my girl - friend again @ CSC pool. Damn we enjoyed it to the bits! We hung out at our usual pot that is at 626 RC. Till time came for us to go on seperate ways, I, my girl - friend, Ian went to take the same bus together. We bought our 'candies' beside a church & Ian departed at 7pm.
Left only I and my girl - friend, we decided to hang around my Spring View neighbourhood. It was a lovely night. We took slow walks & had heart to heart conversations.
There we started to be emotional & I sang out loud like a mad girl.
Damn! The embarassing part was I collided with Anis & his BOYFRIEND Khairul whilst I'm at my crazy side. Argh! Sooo wrong timing. I hope it just won't happen again.

FRIDAY POST.

I realised I became sucha drunken slacker. Pfft! No mood to open up the textbooks, No wish to jog around the neighbourhood,

• No Nothing at ALL I want to do but to S L A C K .

I slack-ed with my girl - friends in the afternoon after we bought a Thumbdrive @ WM. Then, I send one of my girl - friend home whilst the other went to play pool with her Sayang.

At night around 8.40pm, I met up with Anis. He's my 5th floor neighbour. We never met each other till today. He always thought he's a boring guy. Hell, No he wasn't. In fact, He is adorable, extremely fair and gorgeous. =P

At 10pm we went seperate ways inside the same lift. Soon after I realised, Fauzie called. Had a lil' chat. Soon after, Anis ask-ed to call him. So, we chatted till 12am. Then. Hidayat ask-ed to call him. Haha. We chatted till around 1.10am. Fuhh yoo! I was dead drop tired after a long chat non-stop hit siak.

Finally, Alhamdullilah. That was the last call made. And I'm off.

FRIDAY POST.

I had a horrifying dream last night. (MALAM JUMAAT) It was.. UN-IMAGINABLE! *gulp* I was like walking around a big luxurious mansion & suddenly I saw my ex. He, avoided me. The people around me are super W-e-i-r-d = weird. I stepped into the car quickly & this guy sitting beside me got posessed. His eyes turned shiny deepest red & his voice are equal to the moan of a monster.
I tried to whisper under my breath a few strong prayers and grabbed the guy's hand when suddenly he started to tremble & shouted loudly infront of my damn fuck-tard face.

There.. I suddenly woke up and found myself still on the bed at 12pm. My head was so heavy, argh! I just can't help it. That's when I found myself officially absent from school. And here I am. Phew! Luckily, all that happened wasn't a reality. I'm so fatigued after all that even it happened in a dream.

TUESDAY POST.

Nothing is as busy as today. Not even like a stinking bee doing its job. Tsk tsk.
I went to play pool with Ian, Hidayah, Rauf & Spiros. Ian's girlfriend tag along whilst Rusydi & Fared came awhile later. It was damn FUN(: .. bullying them.*giggles*
Collided with Toyol & Rafi in the middle.
I hugged Rafi the moment I greeted him, I miss him so so much. I treat him just like my own brother. It's saddening that he's now in a different school - ITE KLINGMATI. How I wish I was out of Yusof Ishak Sec Sch. It's freaking torturing. I miss Rafi, I miss Fared & most importantly I miss my used-to-be Sugardaddy : RAMDHAN :(
They are irreplacable. Realise that the best starts with 'R' ? (: So key-yut. I wonder how are they doing right now. SIGHS. *gaze at the window* Maybe they could have found new bunchas of friends? And forgotten totally about me? I wonder.
But still, I got my SAYANG(: my newly found kucing. Sometimes, it better to express my worries to cats. They just..LISTEN. and they will start to sayang2. hmm..

MONDAY POST.

Monday is today and I did'nt turn up for school. Damn, had this very torturing headaches!
* rubbing temples * Ouch. Atleast I get to spend most of my time having deep conversation with ayah. He got promoted. And.. He seriously insists on working at Australia.
Which means,
I'll be migrating to Australia. =[ Get it?
Well, I don't think anybody will ever care if I were to leave Singapore anyway. I've nothing to regret leaving Singapore. The best part is, I'm excited for the whole new environment I'm going to have. Singapore is such a busy country and everyday is like a normal stinking day. Everyday, MONEY. MONEY MONEY MONEY. Peoples in Singapore are so busy pressured either on studies or work. Or should I say, TOO PRESSURED. If there at Australia, Ayah will get us a terrace. Wide & spacious area. And most importantly, better education and better pay. Which is approximately 70/hour okey. =D

SIGHS. But we're not thoroughly confirm, YET. InsyaAllah, kalau di izinkan.

SATURDAY POST.


Sucha cold turkey weekend. Phew!*hug pillows tightly* Been raining cats and dogs lately and there is no fullstop in it! Maybe some commas, lol.
Been sick yet I still hungout at my girl-friend's house and destroy her computer. wakaka Xp. Geez, her cat is so! kee-yut. soo.. ADORABLE. That's what I like when I came to her house : To play around with her cat, name-d PUTIH(:
I love white cats~

Lepas tu, Around 7.50pm;Tuah offer me to accompany him lepak downstairs as he wanted to smoke his candy: ciggarettes. Since he live the same block as my friend, why not?
So had a li' chitchat and he bought his burger and stuff. His friends even believe when we said that I'm his adek sedara! Haha! Obviously, our big difference in height. And damn, I look young. wakaka =D

Am I that short? Haha. I wonder.. =D

FINALLY. I chang-ed into a different concept of skin. AGAIN(:
Maybe some blog-hoppers by now are "SICK & TIRED" of me changing skin. huahuahua. xP The reason is because.. I got sick of my skin VERY EASILY. tsk. Lemme introduce abit bout this skin. Obviously, it's a background of a band name-d :
MUSE(:
MY FAVOURITE BAND.
It's not really nice from my point of view. I just do it at a very fast face, ANYHOW.

I don't feel good this days. I've been sick for 5 days now & I rejected the offer to see the doctor. HELL WITH IT. I don't need it. School is stinking boring. New events are like new class committee. I think they made a wise & wonderful decision. The right chairperson, the right vice-chairperson. And the right treasurer etc.

Guess I'll update more if I had more time. I need a break.

ARGH! Im sick of people ask-ing me of Rusdan. His where abouts and such. Might as well, u guys should ask him yourself. EASY. You guys are'nt helping me to forget, REMEMBER. And it's never easy. I'm sure those who had expererience this cycle must had felt the same way as I do. The same situation that is.
Collided with his friend one day. Asking me where is he and such. " Btw, I saw him here, there. bla bla bla." " Rose! He entered Bukit Batok ITE!" Eh, He just got back from playing DOTA" Oh Frankly speaking, I dispise DOTAFREAK. Get back to the real world. We still need to catch up with our future & replenish our sinfull life. Who knows u might be dead tommorow and u could have used that dota-playing time for more important uses. It's all from my point of view. It's just a waste of time & more chances of you putting your hopefull loved ones ASIDE. get that? xP
Even I realised his stuffs is still in-tag at my home. His calculator! His pens! His jacket! His tigger! ETC ETC. But nevermind. I'll dump it pretty soon when the time is right. I won't need it forever. (:
Mention-ing about Bukit Batok Ite previously. I saw this one hot Bukit Batok ITE guy staying at 290e. I was walking back from buying bubble tea when I saw him dropping down from the bus stop. And we walk-ed the same route. He's new to our area maybe? xP wee~ He's hot okeh. and and it's just a compliment. Not more than that. Not wrong right? =DDD

• IM BACK~ =DDD

PEERS(: ! My abang bought me two shoes yesterday night! wee~. Thank kiew bang, hihs. xP

One is skewl Converse shoe. White, Black, Red, Yellow combinations (Check it out when I'm in skewl. xP)

The other is black point-ed shoe. Hot-ness~.

This time they want me to really take huge care of my shoes. Clean my shoes well and such. Cuz I lost my previous double-tongue pink w white converse shoe. DAMN IT COSTS ALOT OKEH O__o I MISS THAT SHOE SO SO MUCH. SIGHS~

I wonder where is it now?

SATURDAY POST

Guess what? Me & my girl-friend went to Chua Chu Kang & met up with Sufiyan Mondok(: There we lepak like nobodys' business. And Yan came down wearing a very bright yellow short. fuyo! punya lar silau macam emas bedek.. Then, as usual, we started to talk craps. Dah boring kan, I played this very stupid mind cracking game.
Pasir Panjang? O sebab pasir nya panjang uh.
Sembahwang? O sebab ada banyak bawang kat sana.
Clementi? O sebab ada banyak keling mati kat sana.
Petir? O sebab situ asyik petir aje.haha! etc etc etc.

Hahaha! Ni lah kes takda kerja. Ku ketawa punya lah buruk! gasak laki semua lari sehk (x But. nevermind. I don't care =DDD ABIT.

We spend our night together(: That's the most beautiful part. Friends for 4 years. Don't waste it. Treasure it. hah!

• HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY! (:

Wow~ I never been this happy after such a LONG TIME! Maybe because that IM SO SO FREE LIKE A BIRD?! YES YES(: Now, I've freedom to go out with who I want, talk to, SMS!! & be back by late nights. 2006 was and is SUPER-MEANING-LESS to me so I don't give a stinking damn that it's over(:

After 12am, I SMS-ED 'happy new year' to some guys & Ibu ask-ed me, Did I wish Rusdan?=\ LOL!!~ Apa lah Ibu. Cut it off! No time (=

Apa lagi, my Ibu cook-ed my FAVOURITE-TEST DISH ever on New Year. Which is.. SUP TULANG! wee~ And I ate 12 bonestiks in total. Toe licking good. It's been quite a LONG TIME (again!) that I shared my time with my WHOLE family. Sister, brother-in-law, her sons ( Riki & Raul ) came & we had a little home theater. Watch-ed House of Mae Nak , Omen, & Entity 2. =D

For school stuffs, I bought :

• Green Haversack Bag
• Red Mini Sling Bag
• Black Shoulder Bag
• Butterfly Ear-Studs
• White Watch
• 2 Pairs Of Socks
• Old School Shoes
• 10 Pilot Pens

And, tmrw will be the day I'm coming back to school. LOL!~

For New Year Resolutions - Is to improved on my grades & pass allll... my subjects.(: ESPECIALLY FOR OLEVELS.

it's time to put the past behind & focus on our future.