Teacher called , as expected. It's like one big Penumbuk hit the phone. I dont hate hym for complaining. At the end of the day i knew he's just concerned. Kay enough. I'm glad my eyes are much better now. I need to go back to school tmrw. ('_')'/ Byebye.

FUCKKK.
(=.=) my eye hurts.
Somebody call doctor.

School is shitty really. I got this bomb blasting feeling im getting a warning letter. Argh. I must be good this time. Attend to school every SINGLE day. If sick, produce MC.

Do u know how it feels when somehow , u're looking foward to share your special day with 3 MOST special people in your life but in the end they turn you DOWN.
and at the same time , you have to understand why they did this to you.

My mum hurt me. My bestie hurt me. Nashrun hurt me.
Indeed I know im not the only one on Earth suffering this. LIKE DUH.


U kept saying that I irritate u. FINE. I know ure just pointing out my bad points. But it hurts. I felt so low. This is me. And I know myself best. Im not perfect. In this world , we have to tolerate with not-perfect people. Thats a challenge in life. If one is perfect , then one's considered an angel. In your life you will bound to meet all kinds of funny people. If u can't accept my flaws, means you're not ready to face all others out there in the future. Tell me one person u have met with no flaws. Even u HAVE flaws. Your families have flaws too right. Your families still accept u. Your friends still accept u. ASK YOURSELF WHY. Ask your friends "Asal kau masih dgn aku walaupun aku sensitive?"
as u can see theres an easy way way out if you dislike one's flaws, you dont befriend them.
And if a mother dislike her child's flaws, she abandoned her child.

Since u said that i will repeat irritating u with problems , FINE I wont bother you or i will irritate you again. I'm sorry.
Last but not least , Let me tell u this. Im not strong like you. U said u dont cry. Then i'm sorry again, Crying happens to be one of my natural weakness. U can't accept Me For Who I Am right ? Go and find someone who dont cry, not suspicious, angelic somesort. Cos this is ME.

First and foremost , I wanna thank all the 31 dearest friends of mine for wishing me a

Hpy Bday :)

i love you truckloads :))

Please die die make all your prayers come true. AMIN.

And it's weird but true, some unexpected people actually wished me. But it's better that way right ? They somehow bothered about me in a way. See.!

Suddenly, I grew tired of school.
Like fucking tired.
Neither my mates will talk much to me nor I feel like talking either.
Sorry that I don't talk much.
There's a point of time in your life where you wanted to be left alone. :(

(DELETED.)

love , rose.

I have to purchase a safety boot.
Die die must buy.
So pls stimulate/remind me not to splurge on unnecessary stuff. :D
Makan also , secukup rasa. If not , Die.!!
One module down , means , the entire modules down.
And i'm out of the school. *hiakdush* .

Anyway I'm sick for many days already. And now i'm not in the mood. Bye bye.

My heart's crying out loud beseeching for answers to every of my question.
What a painfull life.



- Nobody understands you best, except you.
Blog exists for this reason.

I'm under alot of health & skin problems. :( Run away from me if you want , Kay !.

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Anyway , hmm. I'm forced to do this. So feel free to read :D

1. Are you smiling?
; NO.

2. Have you ever kissed anyone named Josh?
; nope.

3. What is irritating you now?
; my health problems !

4. When did you last eat pizza?
; last month.

5. Have you ever been camping?
; of course.

6. Do you have any friends who are famous?
; yeah , in youth sports now.

7. Are you any good at poker?
; nah. im only good at praying. gagaga.

8. What do you want?
; MONEY.

9. Are you tired?
; nort really.

10. Do you like anyone?
; hmm , i love someone.

11. Can you play the piano?
; can. but i'm nort good at it.

12. Do you ever throw up?
; yeah.

13. Do you pee in public?
; haha. no.

14. Do you enjoy piercings and tattoos?
; yes. love to pierce more soon.

15. Taco Bell or McDonald's?
; Mcdonald's !

16. Last thing you said?
; Mcdonald's !

17. What are you wearing?
; bear pyjamas. gagagagagaga.

18. How many abercrombie shirts do you own?
; none.

19. How many friendster views do you have?
; fuck friendster.

20. Do you want to be a princess?
; no. QUEEN.

21. Do you believe dreams come true?
; certain dreams.

22. Last song you heard?
; at radio - i know you want me.

23. Do you like Batman?
; Joker better. Lets put a smmmmmile on that Face !

24. Who is in the room with you?
; mother.

25. What are you wearing on your feet?
; bedroom slippers.

26. What is your favorite pair of shoes?
; Everlast , Charles & Keith.

27. Who was the last person you told you loved them?
; my mother.

28. What was the last thing you ate?
; kari ayam.

29. What were you doing before this?
; play Disgaea on my baby psp.

30. What is the closest item near you that is black?
; printer.

31. Who instant messaged you last?
; i think it's ikmal.

32. Who's house did you go to last?
; my house.

33. What do you wear more, jeans or sweatpants?
; sweatpants.

34. What is the last movie you watched?
; NATM2.

35. Why are you taking this survey?
; forced to.

36. Do your friends ever tell you to stop taking surveys?
; no.

37. Ever been to QuizPox.com?
; never.

38. Where are your parents?
; living room.

39. Where did you get the pants you're wearing?
; shop ?

40. Coach Purse or MLB game tickets?
; Coach Purse ! Pink/Brown coloured preferable.

41. Where was your default MySpace picture taken?
; fuck myspace.

42. Why did you pick your background?
; saja je.

43. Who you last text?
; Dayah.

44. Are you happy with where you are?
; nort so. i miss east side.

45. Is cheating ever ok?
; no. what goes around comes around. i hate to be cheated !

46. Do you burn candles?
; no. i burn ppl's heart.

47. Are you happy with yourself?
; nort really.

48. What was your entire schedule today?
; SLEEP.

49. Do you want something you can't have?
; yes. there's many.

50. What makes you smile the most?
; that pasha(ungu)'s look alike :)