Do u know how it feels when somehow , u're looking foward to share your special day with 3 MOST special people in your life but in the end they turn you DOWN.
and at the same time , you have to understand why they did this to you.

My mum hurt me. My bestie hurt me. Nashrun hurt me.
Indeed I know im not the only one on Earth suffering this. LIKE DUH.


U kept saying that I irritate u. FINE. I know ure just pointing out my bad points. But it hurts. I felt so low. This is me. And I know myself best. Im not perfect. In this world , we have to tolerate with not-perfect people. Thats a challenge in life. If one is perfect , then one's considered an angel. In your life you will bound to meet all kinds of funny people. If u can't accept my flaws, means you're not ready to face all others out there in the future. Tell me one person u have met with no flaws. Even u HAVE flaws. Your families have flaws too right. Your families still accept u. Your friends still accept u. ASK YOURSELF WHY. Ask your friends "Asal kau masih dgn aku walaupun aku sensitive?"
as u can see theres an easy way way out if you dislike one's flaws, you dont befriend them.
And if a mother dislike her child's flaws, she abandoned her child.

Since u said that i will repeat irritating u with problems , FINE I wont bother you or i will irritate you again. I'm sorry.
Last but not least , Let me tell u this. Im not strong like you. U said u dont cry. Then i'm sorry again, Crying happens to be one of my natural weakness. U can't accept Me For Who I Am right ? Go and find someone who dont cry, not suspicious, angelic somesort. Cos this is ME.