Was expecting a mundane night.
But things dont always turn out the way we expected right.
So im not suprised. :) Hehe.

Cancelled my meet with Fairouzs.
And my meet with Vanessa Adrianne Nunis.
I roused from my seat and rushed excitedly to Scape at Youth Park to meet Bffs.
Since Tampines is almost an accessible place to go anywhere in the North.

The atmosphere and the crowds down there ROMP SIOL !!
Haha. Seriously.
And Sheikh Haikel Junior is so adorable !
Of course this little boy raps well.
Tengok lah bapak dier siapahhh kan. Hahaha.
Met up with Khai aphat , Amirul , Hariz , Heen elfenzo and Loco.
Khai seemed melancholic and disturbed by the crowds.
Oh yes , I'm so sorry i didnt make it on time to witness your performance.
The rest of bekas TIP was there too.
Had a short chat with my favourite Shidy and Loco.
And we went seperate ways.

Ate at KFC. Finished off Hariz's cheese fries.
Logged on to Facebook through Heen's Iphone.
Got my hands on my baby psp all the way home.
Got myself into another realm. Where only Naruto Shippuden character exists. Hahahaha.
Fought halfway through the tower.
And here i am ! Haha.
Back to earth , I wanna sleep. Nite earthlings.

i had some lovable moments with rushie & loco.
but to some dissapointment. we bumped into hyder.
when he got engrossed into a conversation with rushie, loco and i were practically bitching about him by bluetoothing msg.
poor rushie can't help wondering what got into our sleeves. ish ish. haha.

then we bumped into hidayah and zul.
hugged them tight.
seriously. looking at them. i just miss those old days.
back in those times in a food chain restaurant named pizzahut.
i remembered i was sending a toasted garlic bread to this customer ,
then tiber tiber i slipped and the garlic bread flewed all the way to the east
macam bukit batok ke pasir ris and hit the wall ! haha !
selenger nak mampos seh !! urgh.
anyway. im happy working in 7eleven now. :)
goodnight.

you know what bothers me most ? ORANG BERBUAL WORLD. That's sadistic in a way. You are pulling a person's leg in a convincing manner. But ask yourself this. Whats the outcome. Isn't it a relieve to just say the truth.
Common, tak semua org bodoh nak mampos untuk percaya kau okay. Nak world tgk org. Jgn end up malu.
Theres this one guy got i and my music buddies extremely bothered. He claimed he's a Eurasian. What the fuck. Pandai seh dia buat kelakar. Hahaha ! He looks malay. Has a malay name. And his i/c clearly stated that his race is a malay. Race and religion is two different thing okay. And what's wrong being a malay anyway? Wahh , kononnya kalau kau eurasian , kita akan sembah kau, jilat kaki kau ? He even got the guts to actually say the parents that is under one roof with him is not his real parents. Astarfirullah al hazim. Padahal muka bapak dia mirip dia. Ingat , Tuhan dengar seh. Confirm ni punya anak terus pergi mampos masuk neraka sak ! Konon nya his real "Eurasian dad" hit and run. Hahaha. Oh wait. Just look at his facebook. His current city is at New york. I thought this is Singapore ? I think he's dreaming. He even claimed he djed for a club in Australia when he's 15! Hahahaha !! Fucking shit !! Another big joke to laugh about. Theres another. This NITEC certificate holder is acting like a JC student. Tak sedar diri. He taught me English like I'm stupid. If I'm that stupid, i wouldnt be passing my O levels English. Wanna see my certificate ? Im not world. Unlike him. He can just hisap konek sudah ! Hahahahaha ! Lai. Go ahead and spit at me. I'm so not scared of you.

and i miss fairouzs so much. :(

boredom. browsed you tube for videos contented with racist humour and head to toe criticisms. and i remembered about 98.7 fm national rap battle championship.
MUST view it if you've yet to watch. clear your ears. its funny shit !!

yesterday was awesome! was sheeshaing grape apple with rushie bestie, when asyraf came with his two friend to enlighten the atmosphere. throwed our attention to mission impossible two. so we only snapped two pictures. hahaha. mangkuk. bumped into kai and his girlfriend at haji lane. unexpected. kai's my secondary school mate. staying few blocks away. hopefully his gf didnt get the wrong picture when we waved to each other. :)
met fairouzs after that. he loves looking at the trees. purposely. maybe because his wife stays there. hahahahaha. anyway he's booking in today :'). Pls. Hope he's fine in there.

fairouzs. he's mine now :)

Today's a special day cos its my dearest nephew bday :) Riki Safrian. He turns 8 today. Ya i know he looks like chinese. hahaha. Love you riki. :) That's his picture during his P1 days in Admiralty Primary school.

I couldnt sleep last night. It was hell. Just the thought of it makes me wanna eat my fingers. Brrr ! Seram sak.
Just visualise this scenario.
I went back late last night after lepaking with Rushie baby and Asyraf. I went back home as per normal. I knocked on the door continuously expecting my dad to open up the door. But he didnt. I knocked and slammed my palms on the door for 20 good minutes. Only then he opened up and went back to sleep without a word.
I got myself infront of the computer screen. Macam biasa. Checked facebook and tagged. I was alone in the living roon at that point of time. Which i dont mind ah, cos i'm used to it already. My friend Alfa randomly called. It kind of broke the silence. But then i dont know. I felt scared. I tried to get rid of that feeling. I put down the phone. That's when i suddenly terdengar suara sak ! Wtf. It's a voice of a deep man more like a male animal voice. Dragging so fucking loud from the main door. Arghh seram seh. Then i quickly ran into my room without closing all the switches. I covered my head with pillows. And this time i heard switches being turned off/on repeatedly ! Sumpah aku takut. Iyan accompanied me on the phone. My voice trembled throughout the conversation. 2am i fall asleep. 4am i woke up again. This time i got so scared i woke my parents up. My dad who prayed in the living room heard someone meddling the locks and knocking softly. And i dont know how but somehow i fall back asleep.


I have eyebags now.

yesterday seriously kekek sak ! I should have taken a video of me and atiqah berbual bahasa KELING. hahaha. :) anyway, met her at cityhall. Well it's been ages since i stepped my lazy fore foot there. So it feels so welcomed when im back to that place. Went to esplanade. Then dinnered at Marina Square. Walked back and forth from cityhall to esplanade. Giler giler. Haha. Felt extremely wasted ! It's about this one particular guy in green we missed out. Argh ! padan muker kita. Shall enclose the details. Dont wanna talk about it. Pfft.
Today's gonna be boring. Maybe i'm not coming to the 2 days chalet that my cousin organised.
I wanna spend my time with my dearest Riki & Raul :) Oh yes. Riki's birthday is coming up this 19th february.

Revenge is sweet. But karma's even sweeter. :) you dont have to even move a finger. saw someone from my history book. i hope God punish him for every tear i shed. rainstorm will soon cover you. mark me.

im very much fatigued of my eyes which are prone to infections. now and then it'll attack me. halfway doing assignments, i had to rush home. argh ! sibeh sak. even CA can't tolerate either. he suggested me an eye specialist. im too scared. in the end my mum bought me eye baths & medications almost every week. now im all nostalgic over getting my hands oil-ed whilst assembling hydraulics cascade ! i want to end this infections ! *white flags in the air*

Yesterday Afternoon i met up with Vanessa Adrianne Nunis at Tampines. We then filled our tummy at Tamp mart Kopitiam. I felt bad cause i finished off her beef kway teow. Hehehee ! we met up with her bf's sister Tasha. Scanned through the pictures of Chris at his bunk, Saddam Hussein's badges and those delicious looking meals provided daily. Her bf is now officially serving as a Commando for 2 years ! Baik kan ! The 2 weeks confinement is off due to CNY next weekend.

At dusk , i finally met my BFF Rushie :). Headed to Mosi Cafe to sheesha strawberry. Talked about ghosts & final destination 3 that aired on channel 5 at that point of time. Serious shitz the place was BLAZING HOT siak ! Cause there are so many budak budak in the same room as us. And somehow i felt extremely wasted ! Argh. It's about the guy that's sitting next to me. My hands trembled almost the whole time. I don't wish to tell why. His silence just filled the atmosphere. And the way he spoke out the word '' sorry ''' made me wanna to eat my fingers ! Well i shouldn't remorse about it now.

Now i wanna prepare my school stuff.

i'm showering myself with smiles today. :D maybe because , Othman didnt turn up. HAHAHAHAHA. WOOOOOOOOO.
no offense. he hates me ........ this much. i hate him ........................................................ this much. he thinks im the termagant sort. he complained what a big fucking liar i am to my dad yesterday. well thats what he thinks. no point of me being defensive. malas sak.

anywae im seriously tired. cancelled my meet with farhan and the rest. im sorry guys. keep in touch. :) love love.

im lost. argh ! i can't even explain the cause for this negative demeanour of mine. there's too many problem collected in my mind. i don't even know where to start.
i'm extremely sad. let's not talk about it.

anywae , im late for school today. midah too. hahahaha. jiwer eh. we met at 10.30am and broke up when she left for s&w. in between, i saw mus. i felt damn awkward. we acted like strangers. moreover his mum called me just the other night ! aduh seram siol. she shouted asking mus whereabouts. lol. like as if i kidnapped him ! haha. giler giler. explained from head to toe and she apologised :)

then i went to meet up with vanessa adrianne nunis. bitched about the passerbys. hehe. then i met up with agnes. we went to eat at banquet. bought my all time favourite, peach with nata de coco. im also with my two other friends rafi & khai. and we dropped by tampines regional library. borrowed books. now im left with only one book to bury myself in !