GOOOOSSSSSSSSHHHHH IM FRIGGINNNNNNNNNNN DARKKKKKKKK!
lol.

thanks to that 4km run i did after school for 4days. -.-" sucker.
and this coming wednesday, i have to do plenty bike ridings.
sheesh.
feeling uglier by a minute.

& o. i had a horrible dream again.
i wake up for sahur in a horrible way too.
my brrooooo tickled my damn foot to wake me up.
thanks eyh!
urgh. but i still love him anyway.
too bad he's now gone for his ns police thingy.

about that dream, it happened after i sahur-ed.
i prayed & i quickly jump back to sleep.
& in that dream,
i slowly walked out from my room
and squart infront of the kitchen.


mum, bro & dad was in the kitchen.
& all of a sudden, mum showed her super angry face at me.
and thennnn..

SHE FLEW!
flew towards me and went directly inside me.
i remembered she sprinkled smthg on my eyes.
the next moment i know, i cant open my eyes.

& got deeply possesed.

after that, i got up. it was only 6.45am! -.-"
just an hour dream.

TAG REPLIES.


29 Sep 07, 02:53
kasim: u use what software for picture editing uh?
: software provided by my computer. who's u btw?

26 Sep 07, 15:42
r u z z: mau one of the guys from sleeq uh ?? okok. faster go take hym uhs. -.-
: of course. kaykay i will tau. hoorey (:

26 Sep 07, 15:40
r u z z: wooits! haha.
: WOI! wheres ur twinny? lol.

26 Sep 07, 12:41
reena: nice baground! (:
: ty kamu best!

25 Sep 07, 11:44
wingede: if i were u, i'd be staring at them until they feel uncomfortable.
: should have done that. theyre irritating. -.-

24 Sep 07, 00:15
hidayat: rose kene kacau?? alalala, cian nye die. hehehehe!! take care hor.. =D
: ya lar! bukan nye nak tlg. ape ni? haha.

23 Sep 07, 18:18
snake: bloggers outing!!!!!!!!!!! cepat go my blog~
: ok done!

hello im originally fugly & fully tanned.

so stop thinking that IM FAIR SKINNED.

thank you very much. :)

typical friendster picture. LOL.

and that is WHY, i dont upload em on friendster.
hah. :)
oh oh, & thats mr me too from SLEEQ! yippppppp!
he's one hell of God's cutest creation.
can i have him now? *blueh.


kaykay. next topic.
about today.
i had a bad bad dream.
took 50mins ONLY. but still, bad enough.
it was unusual lah.
i was getting ready for school as usual. pakai uni, skirt,socks etc.

but somehow, after that,
i got really really really fucking tired.
tired gler gler punya.
its 8am.
i promised my dad to go to sch,
but in the end........ im at.. bed.

inside my dream,
im stil wearing the same thing. everything.
my home was so quiet.
in fact, im am ALONE at that time.
i felt scared. teruk teruk punya.
i quickly find for those prayers recitation cds.
suddenly, theres these weird white cloths
hanging EVERYWHERE.

dah gitu, i still keep finding the cds, but failed.
moreover the while cloths are covering me.
i scolded myself & then..
all the cds there dissapeared.
thats when i went back to the long straight path to my room,
and when i was about to turn into my room door,
something brushed behind me.
apa lagi, aku siku dia lah ke belakang.
but its so silky & slimy that i fall above dia.
and what i know, i tried to recite my prayers hard
and i can damn feel the HOTNESS when i slowly fell into dia.
too HOT. seriously. that i woke up. sweating.
*beep beep*

1 message received. azri -.- .
& it was only 8.50am.

ey! i saw lesbians in the mrt today! :)
LOL.
but oh-oh. ini budak budak melayu ok.
young age, 14 i guess.
they stand right infront of me. pegang pegang pole,
and hooray. they hugged & smooched.
haiyoyo. dah kenapa!

& oh attention seekers.
i was buying those finest ock's fish nugget outside tampmall.
because at that time, it's buka time already.
and three guys came up steady aje macam bapak dorang nye tempat, cut my fucking queue.
thanks eh. aku dah lah kebuloh!
infront of me, peh lah step gerek. seriously.
and they...sang to me some shit song. LOL.
i was alone siak.
so i ignored.
typical mats. blueh.

i miss ruzz. hah. :)

so today. its 5 days since i talked to my parents.
wee. im so so stressed lah babe.
& i miss 3days of sch. seems that nobody can understand my deepest problems now.urgh.

people!
im hungry lurh. help. x(
feels like eating this screen. urgh.
its been 3 days.
3 super hungry days nak mampos w/o eating decent meals.
my parents & i arent talking. it feels, awfull.

& ohh. my bestie. macam nak cekik cekikkkkkk dia ;D
she didnt turn up for sch. thank you.
for leaving me feeling like studying in a desert.
hooray.

i so hate today.:DD

hello hello. (:
im bored.
& angry. hooray.

dah lah tak sekolah. haiyoyo.
sampai kena dgn musuh sendiri ,
sekolah bapak aku yg punya.
hah! cakap lagi?
mmg bapak aku punya.
kau apa tahu? haha.
serlow siak kamu.
eh, a'ah eh, mmg SLOW pun kau dlm segala -gala nya.
baik berak, baik kencing, baik makan, baik belajar.
LOL.

tapi aku admit aku slow dlm belajar lah. but not as slow as u. HAH. kura kura basi! eee.


ok. whatever.done. :D

ok . *breathes.
lemme start by saying that, IM FUCKING STRESSED -.- totally, fully, seriously. & everythings are just. NOT RIGHT. my studies did a BIGGGGGGGG FLOP. it dropped strangely. even though i badly studied ? = & today i bought these two suspender dress. costs me , say 66bucks? yeah. it look geor at first. and after i bought it, thrown the receipt happily, i find the dresses.. SUCK -.- I SERIOUSLY REGRET BOUGHT - ing IT!im following mum's footsteps now. shessh. i complained it to leha & ruzz like hell. :) & so they entertained me. haha. & speaking of ruzz.. umm. im kind of clinging to my personal thoughts now. i had , big doubts. will tell you soon. -.-

ok. first & foremost, i really need to splurge this. EDDY, im..
#$%^&#$%^&#$%^&#$%^&#$%^& SORRY. seriously.i am. i didnt mean to hurt you. maybe by now, you've totally. fully lost trust in me. i'm tired of waiting. i'm tired of being deeply disturbed by your un friendly girls that are dying to get you. i'm tired of those little & huge quarells. remember how we used to not to bother each other? just because your group of friends are clinging on me? i effing had enough of that. i'm tired of everything. i'm tired of lies. and those connections. from you to zie. and from zie to alan. it suck. seriously. now that i dont contact both you and alan. im here, peace. i dont have to call for conflicts on a girl again. it was not my intention to pick back on atyqa. she just, splurge those negativity about me in her blog that made me the first move. i hate being accused of stealing. which was, not true. and come to think of it, its real childishness, to like fight over a guy? lol. a friend ok. two's gone (:

& im moving on.

photos AGAIN (: haha. sorry lerh. tapi aku memang gila gila suka ambil gambar. and eyah, the last picture is RUZZ. edit that for him. a simple one. because. i only do simple. = so yes. he's cute !

MCFLY.

im in love with dougie.

and , and, im in love with danny.

see, they 're the hottest two ^^,

and you shouldddd listen to their songs. its AWESOME. aku tak bedek (:

and here you go. watch & listen !

MUSIC VIDEO CODES Music Lyrics

McFly Transylvania

ma ! im broke!

im broke! im broke! im B-R-O-K-E = BROKE !

urgh aku nak shop badly lurh seyh. :(
i want that skinny denim short laced up w a suspender!
i want that purple jeans!
i want that hazelnut shades!



uhh fuck.

as usual, childish people with childish clothes on have nothing to do but to spread dirt atas nama seseorang (:
nobody on your side? malas hendak layan? puih*padahal2.i think people out there should know siapa yang jentik siapa dulu. and yes, age doesnt matter or guarentee one's level of maturity.i think my bestfriend's age
matters to you alot.ok done.

first , i would like to thank afiq, u borrowed me
4 olvl assesment books right? wooh. thanks ok. and yeah, to leha for the 5 plain
a5 exercise books & khairi for the ss book. im seriously short of time so
you wont be seeing me blogging every single day. but online, yes. for now. i
still need to cover up 4 chapters of chemistry, 4 chapters of poa and the whole
book of ss this week. and 11 sept will be my prelims. ok thats hell.