that hot guy.
Saturday,i went to the Mrt control station to buy a standard ticket to cityhall.but then i collided with syahirah & my childhood friend.had some awesome chat that i had to delay my Mrt trip by 30 mins!i was late by then and i quickly made my move.i stand behind the yellow line lazily until someone who walked infront of me caught my eye.
he is so hot. (he's into rock)

• from the way he dressed
• to the way he walked
• to the way he present himself
• to the way he listened to his mp4.

everything about him is so hot. * melts* :P

his hair, cardigan, shoe, belt, haversack are hot.

seriously, he caught every of the girl's attention over there.can't be blame though.you know i never regret delaying my Mrt trip by 30 mins.hahaha.the good thing is,we both alight at citihall.the bad thing is,we're off to different places.i went for my dance prac and bought myself 2 dresses.wee.i'm gonna use it tmrw.

shit happens whenever i'm in good terms.the world hates me to be happy.the opportunity was given at a spilt seconds and then,it's gone.i wanted to try out in the speech competition but i wasn't given the opportunity to show my efforts infront of the class.of all the late nights practice.and now dad prevented me from going out just because my mum received a stupid sms saying that i was going to meet up with hidayah.what the hell is that?!i am not going to meet up with her.never i will.i was about to go out and borrow some library books and now, i have to forget about it!
some guys just don't appreciatte the care and concern i have for them.they acted nonchalant whereas they don't know or don't even CARE how worried i am for them!they make me feel like i'm unwanted!like "YOU" .. what ever wrong have i done to "you" that "you" have to do this to me?
one of the other guy EXPECTED me to sms him first.if i don't,he won't!what the hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!! seriously, i'm totally pissed off!!

PEOPLE.right now,i'm eating a chicken.lol, as if u care ey.i simply have no idea why i feel like blogging now, at this time?haah.siow!how am i today?still not well, still pissed.STILL NOT HAPPY.only my dearest mum makes me feel alive.yesterday,my parents & i had done some shopping at Johor.i bought 2 box of bubble yums,a pair of jeans,6 latest original dvds and a shirtee.it was awesome.
only then, i received two new shocking sms.and both of the guys wants me to be their girlfriend.omg.this is totally not the time!argh.rose kat johor pulak tu.i don't reply their im,their smses.and i kept receiving stupid calls with stupid numbers!whatever!i don't care.
now i only cared about my dance.the dance team ive been with for 3 solid years.and i'm back to meet up with them once again.

hello people.
i'm back, with a different url. shock? well no biggy.not that i want to run away from something.my previous blog simply suck.my ever dearest blog prevented me from entering.hell i don't know why.the only solution is to change the url.and it's done.phew.personally,i don't wish to blog because of certain reasons.as usual,boys.i don't know how should i start or is it of use to vent it anyway.

i was wondering why u got yourself so confused.i seriously do not understand you Zali.one minute you are fine and the rest of the minutes,hours,days, you're not.i miss you so bad and i cant help it at all.i wish i could talk to you again.my smile,my usual self,my everything is totally lost!i couldn't seem to find it anywhere.sighs.
i even storied this out to guys i'm close with and yesterday night i took the opportunity to tell it to Nordin.he really gave me good advices.shocking but true.and now all i could ever do is to just wait.im seriously fucking sad.=(

Zamry is coming back from Chalet soon.i cant wait to contact him and share both of our problems together.he's the closesr i have now besides Shamir.

Phew!I miss my home ALOT.never miss this much before.haha.anyway,I just got back from ECP.wee.it was FUN!only that,alot of matreps over there.i'm like SO DISGUSTED whenever i caught sight of them.but overall,it was perfectly awesome.ESPECIALLY my Mrt trip home with my friends.haha.moreover,i spent 70 bucks on just one and a halve solid day!sedih aku.i bought 1 top and 1 roxy slippers.the rest goes to food(: oh well.now i'm busy chatting with Zali.better go off.=P

WEE! IM BACK! haha.no big deal anyway.lol.anyway,been busy with my own personal life.Yet to update & decorate my blog.I find it meaningless to update often anyway.I rather keep my life more private this time.(: And peoples,I've changed my mobile number.feel free to reach me.Nudge me through Msn to get it.and if I can't reply to your msges,I apologise upon that.I've lots of friends to entertain though.heehs.

And today.nothing interesting happened.Suppose to meet up with this guy named Zani.I know him through his twin,Zali.They both are oh so hot.wee.haha.but too bad,I don't feel like going out.so,don't bother knowing about it.haha.ok!I'm off now.

The feeling of guilt still runs inside me. I wonder what am I suppose to do, what am I suppose to say, or what should I had done.

BOYS. - are difficult to deal with.

yesterday, I went out to ECP with Shamir. Guess what? I lost my fucking 40 bucks! BAGUS. I totally lost my mood going there but Shamir still insisted on going to ECP. Oh well, we carried on with our journey & reached there safely. (:

We spent the whole day together.
I'm loving every bits of it. (:


And today, the only good news is that I took the same bus with Arshad & Anis! I'm so happy to set my eyes on Anis again. Sighs, I miss him badly. I miss everything about him. If only he cared to know about it.

been few days I'm cold turkey from the net.
FYI I had this bad stomach ache. A HORRIBLE ONE. pfft. A mixture of diarrhoea and mestruation cramp? pfft! Looks like I have to visit toilet more than I used to.

Oh well, today nothing much had happened. Just that my mum had taken leave to visit school. Had this boring parent-teacher meeting session. * roll eyes * My stinking results? Don't ask. I told you, it's STINKING! Don't bother seeing straight A's in my progress card. But, I realised I should work even more harder. I must not let my dreams destroyed. The course that I'm dreaming to get need at least 11 points! That's hard. REALLY HARD. sighs.

LAST PERSON ..

1. You hung out with?
my ite buddies.

2. You texted?
shamir.

3. You were in a car with?
my dad. he drive the car.


4. Went to the movies with?
my peers who worked at Ramen Ten.

5. Went to the mall with?
Nurul.

6. You talked on the phone to?
shamir.

7. Made you Laugh?
my classmates.

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WOULD YOU RATHER...?
1. Pierce your nose or tongue?
tongue.

2. Be serious or be funny?
funny.

3. Drink whole or skim milk?
whole.

4. Die in a fire or get shot?
shot.

5. Spend time with your parents or
your enemies?
parents. duuh.

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ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...

1. Sun or moon?
moon.

2. Winter or Fall?
fall.

3. Left or right?
right.

4. Sunny or rainy?
rainy.

6. Where do you live?
west side.

7. How many kids do you want?
two.

8. Do you want to get married?
yeah, but not now.

9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut
it?
twirl.

10. Have you ever eaten S.P.A.M
err.

12. How many kinds of cereal are in
your cabinet?
two kinds.

13. Do you cook
yeah.

14. Current mood?
bored.
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Ok I'm done. pfft. 14 simple questions survey. And 14 is my register number. (: Oh, WHO ASK ANYWAY? haha. Today is the most boring ever. My handphone bill is overdued. pfft. Burned my pocket money hobrribly. Plus, my prepaid is low. argh. Now, I could msg nobody but to call. I forgot to call Nordin yesterday & I called Shamir late. I can't even talk well when Glenn called. pfft. I even have no time to call Nurul. pfft. so busy liao. better go,

24 FEBRUARY 2007.

On the 24th, CHINGAY PARADE 2007 took place.

I met up with Nurul & Spiros at the great wall at 5pm. As usual, I took the train & mess around with Spiros's Mio mobile. His mobile is full of sentimental songs. *sobs sobs*

Reached there safely and began our walkings at Somerset Mrt Station. Spot alot of cute and sachok guys. esp the chingay participants. (:
We also spot Rusydi & his bro, Ruzaini. Moreover, they are the tiketholders for the Chingay Parade. Semangat betol ye..
Then, we ate our dinner at Youth Park. Lepasnya Maghrib, we continued our walkings from Cathay Cinneleisure onwards.

Met up wth Faris's gang this time & we continued walking towards the end of the Chingay's railings. There we finally stopped and start waving at the participants.
Faris and his friends sneaked over the railings and took pictures of all kinds of participants with weird costumes. That was fun! Esp the fact that there are TOO many cute guys. *giggles*haha.
Lots of things had happened & seriously, I did'nt regret going. =P

At 10plus, I went home..