shit happens whenever i'm in good terms.the world hates me to be happy.the opportunity was given at a spilt seconds and then,it's gone.i wanted to try out in the speech competition but i wasn't given the opportunity to show my efforts infront of the class.of all the late nights practice.and now dad prevented me from going out just because my mum received a stupid sms saying that i was going to meet up with hidayah.what the hell is that?!i am not going to meet up with her.never i will.i was about to go out and borrow some library books and now, i have to forget about it!
some guys just don't appreciatte the care and concern i have for them.they acted nonchalant whereas they don't know or don't even CARE how worried i am for them!they make me feel like i'm unwanted!like "YOU" .. what ever wrong have i done to "you" that "you" have to do this to me?
one of the other guy EXPECTED me to sms him first.if i don't,he won't!what the hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!! seriously, i'm totally pissed off!!