hello people.
i'm back, with a different url. shock? well no biggy.not that i want to run away from something.my previous blog simply suck.my ever dearest blog prevented me from entering.hell i don't know why.the only solution is to change the url.and it's done.phew.personally,i don't wish to blog because of certain reasons.as usual,boys.i don't know how should i start or is it of use to vent it anyway.

i was wondering why u got yourself so confused.i seriously do not understand you Zali.one minute you are fine and the rest of the minutes,hours,days, you're not.i miss you so bad and i cant help it at all.i wish i could talk to you again.my smile,my usual self,my everything is totally lost!i couldn't seem to find it anywhere.sighs.
i even storied this out to guys i'm close with and yesterday night i took the opportunity to tell it to Nordin.he really gave me good advices.shocking but true.and now all i could ever do is to just wait.im seriously fucking sad.=(

Zamry is coming back from Chalet soon.i cant wait to contact him and share both of our problems together.he's the closesr i have now besides Shamir.