The feeling of guilt still runs inside me. I wonder what am I suppose to do, what am I suppose to say, or what should I had done.

BOYS. - are difficult to deal with.

yesterday, I went out to ECP with Shamir. Guess what? I lost my fucking 40 bucks! BAGUS. I totally lost my mood going there but Shamir still insisted on going to ECP. Oh well, we carried on with our journey & reached there safely. (:

We spent the whole day together.
I'm loving every bits of it. (:


And today, the only good news is that I took the same bus with Arshad & Anis! I'm so happy to set my eyes on Anis again. Sighs, I miss him badly. I miss everything about him. If only he cared to know about it.