im so damn sleepy right now. those oozy feeling somehow gets the best of me. only fir , my mum and God knows why. i hate it when these things happened. i need to force myself to stay wide awake and relive.

won't be seeing bf today and the whole five days next week. will be missing him so much :(
today im going for a recording session at producer's house. gonna suffer a whole lot. wish me the best.