i don't get it , why my life evolves around guys who treat me like TRASH.

i showered you with so much care ,
and all you can give me in return is to throw me aside or intermission. i came all the way just to see you , and you left me behind. why can't you see the little things ive done? im a girl okie. My fragile heart is so so so hurt. i have a huge temper , i dont know why i can be this patient. i'm not expecting anything in return , but i just want to see your sense of appreciativeness.

and there's this few guys that are gone now(you know who you are) , seriously pegi lah kau mampos ! SILAKAN ! aku tak heran pun. kau fikir aku nak merayu , terhegeh nak contact kau. anak anak KONEK. nasib mak kau beranak kan kau berkonek. hah ! anyway , life still goes on.

i wish i can say this to syaiful. i do appreciatte whatever he has done for me. but i just can't love him back. i'm tired of his ATTITUDE whenever we talked. Argh GILER BABI SEH ! we just can't click larh. I don't like to be in a serious relationships anyway , which is only gonna hurt me more in the end ! After my Ex left , hes only giving serious a bad name. I dont know how to be serious to love anymore. We're still young, commitment comes later ok.

So yeah. Btw , Yesterday updates. Evening , Vanessa asked me join in dinner, since im at tampines , i went to rasa 21 to slack with Vanessa & her bf Chris. Sat at the smoking table :) Alif joined in for awhile. And Chris's mat motor friends. We spent our time bitching about ppl. Hehehee. Laite at night , accompanied Midah OTP cos she missed the last bus home and have to walk all the way from jurong to bb ! Then OTP with Aie. Then Khai my bestfrend. 4am , i sleep !