its best if i dont live.
and learn to feel , jealous.

its awful when this runs through my blood.

i tried not to feel. i tried my best to avoid them.
but. it all failed.
i failed being calm. im only good for being not understanding.
good for only being angry.

it sucks to know when i hope for that someone to not do it again yet,
that someone do it again.

it sucks when someone betrayed me.

it sucks when theres this someone goes for looks too much. and that is why, avoided me.

it sucks to know when this other someone is acting like lovers to __'s friend. theres difference between them dont it?

it sucks to know even, that i actually lost a close friend.

sheesshh. truth HURTS!