SING FOR ABSOLUTION - MUSE.

"there's nowhere left to hide, in no one to confide, the truth runs deep inside, and will never die."

I won't remain unrectified, and our souls won't be absolved. i have to recover every mistake i made this 'year of islam' (TAHUN ISLAM). i didnt get to 'fast' on those meaningful day. i guess, not all humans of islam realised this. reconstructing life is tough. but, its a pleasant way to remedy my way of life. sometimes, im feeling reluctant to go to sch. theres no sense of aura & irony between sch & me. with reasons on studying, remarkably i attended sch still. if not for important classlessons, u'll see me being absent for DAYS.
at least, todays sch's atmosphere relieves me. i had tonnes of laugh till it nearly burst my tummy. what suprises me is; mr ishak goes tictactoe. when ain entered our mt classrm, mr ishak goes.. "nak carik siape darling?(ibrahim!)ohh..ibrahim darling kau??(eh, tak!)ah.. igt ibrahim darling kau..(terima kasih cikgu)..sama - sama kasih.." its like, the class goes wackho everytime he does a tictactoe joke. my friends (yana, kasha,rnne,huda etc) & me encountered many uncountable silly moments too. besides that, both aisha & me discovered each other interests on metals. :P
kel??: he's no online lately..hai ya....
kerek??: sorry, im dumbass calculatively confused to think abt it right now; though it became the topic for the day to many girls. someone saw this, saw that.. . maybe, i prefer to keep this confidential for the moment time being. :P:P:P

and i believe:
once u suffer; remember that someone is suffering more than YOU.