SMILE IN YOUR SLEEP = SILVERSTEIN.

"You say it's your way, you wont let me down, you lie through your teeth, you smile in your sleep."

to someone from sec3.
Should i trust her?that she wont let me down? or she's just lying through her teeth? Seems that its hard to trust humans nowadays. They themselves seems not to trust me. Its not what i expected, instead, her words means nothing to me nowadays. i have heavy hunches that all this while, the surroundings were covered with lies & pretend games. Another example is: some humans never interogate first but trusted fully on other ppls' evil mouths instead. TRUSTRUSTRUST. i realised how important that 'TRUST' is. Hence, ive got no say; what seems to happen; let it happen. let it flow and bifurcates the river. i dont have the strength to lock the flow. fate brings the river together & apart. sometimes the tide goes up, sometimes the tide goes down. i believe thats' the parcel of life.
MR ISHAK: he's the greatest gift from god. im fully treasured that i met him in my game of lyf. evrytime he console & advised me, my body felt a twinch of confidence & repentment. he's like my own family to me. besides that,
ME:ive been left hanging with poison running through my veins. my sack of sickness seems to burden every minute of the day. i can imagine earthquakes cracking every corner of my mind. every possible things grinds my temple. this makes me went back to my crib last friday. my father fetch me, and in i go to my bedroom & flared myself up with dozens of pillows. eventually, i still turnup during cca, ive no heart to miss it. :)
................................. im off...........meeting frends.........iza off~