misery cant hold me back from happiness.

Woots!! Rose potraying a wide smile. *giggles*. finally happy, calm; flush off those tainted love, misery, silence & stress down the toilet bowl. the 25 calibre bullet was disposed from my heart & i can breathe the fresh air agn. x). but avoidance routine must still be done. (-.-)". no basketball crt, no jurong west, no frequent westmall visits. Nahh!! thats no big task aniwes.~ today certainly suck my breath away. tonnes of cute hunks ard outside. squee!! at home seems peacefull. no nagging, jobs. yadas yadas yadas. but, ive grown to miss sch. :p I MISS MY CRUSHHIE... i miss studying with atrocious teachers. i miss messing ard with my lame&lagical jokes. BLEAAHH!!. lastly, i miss my OLD ME. i kept myself quiet becos of catastrophe. not Frends x). and i dont need changes. MY OLD SELF IS THE BEST. originally rose.
i have loads of frends to be wit. and i dont need MORE. fullstop. and i have a bestie to treasure with.=) rnne =). and yahhh, Sharon. :)..find her duelly intresting. Aisha,, i adore her. soooh keeyut!! nice personality. gosh, i lurbss them both..as frends! duh!! :P
But the problem wit myself is... i always woke up LATE!! grr.. named by father "night OWL, lazypoke, late lady etcetra..." need to kick tht habit which keeps coming back. damn,, i LOOOVE watching tv, midnight talks. gonna miss them; which is have to sleep MOREE earlier than expected.

i guess im being damn cheerful arent i??? u kno WHY?? x) *winks*