SUFFOCATING UNDER THE WORDS OF SORROWS. yadas. am so buried up in the bifurcating river. tsk. home & school makes no mere diff. to me. why cant ppl understand, that im suffering enough shit every moment im going thru? *bang heads on the wall*. at home, evry person bugs me. bro bullied & trashed me mos of the tym lately. its tough to have a bro whose indeed have vigorous attitude, dancer, smoker, drinker etc. always paoto mummy. mummy drags abt my studies. when she uttered words tht i wont enter poly, gosh! my heart did a summersault. bullet shot * my heart repeatedly bleeding. sister gave advice & i felt so insulted. doesnt mean im the youngest, mos pampered, ive no right too talk; and be a nagging, bullymachine to them. wad realy happen to my happy family??
school brought catastrophe. because of ditractions, personal feelings, body conditions get worser every minute. NOW, after months of not dropping a single tears, finally my cheek remarkably drenched with thousands of uncountable tears. i cant take it anymore. i tried to be strong. slowly i pray, in this silence.. everything would be okay..[ thanks rnne & frends fer being there for me. trust is all we need. do believe me. im not the person you think that cant be trusted. cause i myself knows who i am most. lovers come and go.. it all ends with tears. and u know what?? FRIENDS is the shoulder for u to cry on.. FRIENDS is the tissue when u cant stop crying.. when ur lover is gone, im sure u'll come back to ur FRIENDS right?? :) ]