SIAPA DI HATIMU.

"Terasa bagai ditusuk sembilu bisa, Pedihnya entah bila akan terhenti, Berkasih di rimba asmara berapi, Terbakar hanya ku sendiri. Oh mengapa?"

"Siapa sejambak mawar merah, Harum dikamar hatimu, Hingga diriku disingkirkan."

a song compiled by rahmat. it really brought a repentment & depression to someone's heart. where the life goes nonconformist to peoples. my mind's nearly shutting down & my ovary area is hurting. sometimes i wonder why humans dont understand human, which is; of its own kind.

aisah: my heart was overflowing with the anger caused by her. i guessed, being nice to her isnt a valuable & usefull actions at all. maybe she likes me to be upset?? anyway, she'd done enough paralisation. she dislike me since once upon a time. im not handling sins & i dont want to burden my life by hating & not forgiving ppl. im just trying to forgive & forget.

eeqah:well, it gone from bad to worst. even though we've come out with the ans that ridwan is at fault. but another storybook appeared: GUYS. im feeling peaked. if only i can spread peanutbutter with cream on both her & anuar face. :P:P. sooner or later, i can declare her as 'mrs timer'. there u go, msging him away. but here i am, unleashing my very anger. so sorry, facts leave no room for possibilities. wait till i get the very facts, and left u no time to say sorry. and i think its not nice to lie right?? hmmp, those who are siding her, i'll burst ur humps.

mt class:a lecture was held. between mdm rehana, me, kasha, yana & syafeeqah. fantabulous. eeqah apologised, & mdm rey brings out a humorous advice. we went back to class with 15mins left to complete a test. damn it, im predestined to have no available space to sit infront & i had to walk all the way back & sit behind eeqah & aisah. a hellish moment fo' sure. where ayeim,baboon &.....blablabla... stared & gave those idiotic smile. the feelings of jealousy was running through my veins & i was pushing the table vigorously. & they copied?? i'll stab you to death.

the rest of the day turns out fine where hidayah & i have been hanging looking out for 'bear'. he is a charmer with those delectable cheeks & captivating smile. but, umm, i guess **** is much - much better. too bad i din get the golden chance to queue beside him today. aww..