U thought that by having new, it would solve what we've gone through now.
I'm afraid it wont honey, obviously.
UNFORTUNATELY, u're running away from reality.

but I'm glad. U do not hate me. U accepted the book I've given to u.

• Inside the book, indicates our memories.

I saw u cried, several times.
I know deep down, u do not want this. U're confused.

I won't beg anymore. I'll see what fate will bring me.

"God, I need guidance from U. I need the strength."

I must not be weak. Mum said that, Rafi etc..
I must not let my weakness control my mind, my heart.
I MUST NOT. TSK.