• THIS FEELING.. IS JUST TOO HARD TO EXPLAIN.

How am I supposed to say? I'm not strong enough to endure this pain.

• First, was a very awful break-up.
• Next, I met a guy. I remembered that he used to be there for me every day and night. Now, where the hell is he?
• Another guy. He's related to the previous. And when things was right and that I started to fall for him, he's gone. He may be cursed by previous him maybe?

I MSN-ED a guy named FAHMI lately. It's touching that we ended up almost the same way. He gave up, I almost. Mainly because I'm never too scared to fall in love again. IM USED TO IT, that's why.