I cried. I need someone to talk to. I need to unplugged myself out. But, noone; The suitable one was there to be with me. Only this blog I can turn to. I know it may be a stupid to cry over my weird thinking, but read. Read to what I'm going to type.

Am I really living? I don't believe this. I don't believe that I'm really typing. I don't believe the fact that I'm Sixteen.
I laid on my loved ones. I don't want to loose them. I can't accept the fact I'm going to loose them. I only meet them in this world. What if I never meet them again in another world? I love them! Please.. I love them!
In this world, It's temporary. In other world, it's forever!

Moreover I don't want to loose my MOM. I want to be with her forever. Though nobody is perfect, She's perfect in my eyes. I just.. love her. I don't want any other mom.

Wait a minute, in other world.. I must live forever? No end? Ya ALLAH Ya Tuhanku. Ampun kan lah Dosaku! I wonder how tough it takes to live forever? I'm going crazy.
I must be good, I must repent..


I live once, I must use it wisely.