i felt so low & fragile.
Touch me a little,
I sensed a high voltage of pain
running through my veins.
I had a conflict lately with a few friend of mine.

Only one major that I had dealt with.

Alhamdulillah, I managed to seek for forgiveness & was accepted sincerely. Just after our hearts - out conversation.
But I know deep down inside, we still store our bitter sorrows.

"Dear god, please help me, I'm startng to hate myself! "

The day I have to note down.

I had a heavy quarell with my bro. I never meant to, he should know. But it had happened. My room was astonishingly messed up like a forest. Drawers rested its base at every corner of my room.

Im crying heavily as I drove myself into this MSN world. BLOGGER. I showed my worst facial expression & shouted for no reason. My daddy just looked at me with full of meanings in his eyes. He & mummy quarelled too.

Im lucky enough, before the day ended,
My heart softens as I heard his voice across the telephone line.
We shared our problems together.
More like bestfriends u can say.
And there..
I realised I had to be patient.
Somehow I left with no choice but to swallow it.