I cried to death today.
I did not even write up my English paper 1.

and I solemnly created a poem for Ahmad Syazwan. here's a partial..

• I can't find my heart, cause it's there inside u

I can't find my way, cause i'm not beside u

I can't find my smile, cause my happiness is u

this is why i really need u.

I don't care if your're imperfect,

I don't care if your're not the only one,

cause I'm dying in my tears,

you're the one that I want ..

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And I must say, he's eager to see, to post this to let you all know about him.

• You showed me a sign, you showed me a love I've always thought,

that you're sent from GOD above,

at first you give me so much hope,

but then you give me pain,

why the hell were you so cruel,

you treat me like a fool.

your intentions were unclear,

my heart's burning like a fire,

I just wanna dissapear,

cause now that you're a liar!

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Its hard to see you as my own friend, it's hard to see you as my own brother even.

AND YES , IM A PERFECT LIAR TOO.

you've yet to hear my side of story; and that's why I deserve this from YOU.