ME INSIDE.
Giving in to what has got me
Feeling claustrophobic, scarred
Severed me from all emotion
Life is just too fucking hard
SNAP! Your face was all it took
Cuz this need ain't doin' me no good
Fall on my face, but can't you see?
This fucking life is KILLING ME!

Totally confused. im fully consumed with many kind of feelings. how am i supposed to describe it? im feeling full of hysteria, at the same time; i can't stop blushing, im traumatised, happy, scared, worried..
I got a shocking news. jeng jeng jeng! "Love Struck" ...SOMEONE admires me. i don't really realised it at first, but as days goes by, im starting to notice those weird events. i passed by these group of guys & everytime i got this uneasy feelings abt them. they stared at me in unusual way. moreover, recently .. i drop by their class wanting to chat with my friends & those group of guys start staring & whispering to each other abt me!. i don't know who but someone said im pretty(whthehell, hehe) ..they all smiled at me except for my old bud. he called out to me. OMG. not only that. i received news .. SOMEONE admirers me. but WHO?who's the criminal who want to steal my heart?. but i know & i heard its one of the guys. i know them. ARGHH. :) making me more confused than usual.

NOT ONLY THAT. i felt totally glad that im choreographing dance with shima, fira for installation. plus, The Pimpjuice invited me. well oh well HOW HAPPY I AM!. but.. i need a break. mid year is around the corner. Suprisingly i only failed my ss for class test. im studying like a geek at school & home. wellll, for the sake of having a fucking good future; ladies & gentleguys.