[ baby i feel so alive again ]

YOUTUBE TIME :)
lets go malay~~
im supporting these 3 guys here. esp my dad's friend Son, thqf.



and my goodestfriend/kwn lepak. AMIRUL SYAKIR :)



and im a fan of them( yancik, man b ). HAHAHA. suara maut oi. =D

NI LELAKI, AKU PUNYA.
HE'S MINE. He's christopher drew from Never Shout Never. *melts*
better not take him away from me. hmpf.



i shall update more soon. busy.

happy birthday Nashrun & Riki Safrian :)
love, skinnyfreak~~

Thanks Nashrun for buying Riki a huge Lollipop. how thoughtful. :) Since ure thoughtful, buy me twice as big for my bday aite. huhuhu.

anyway im in a need of a job. kindly recommend me one asap. thanks.

14 february.

i got good and bad tidings.
& this is my first time, this year, waking up as early as 7am in the morning. ^^
amazing as ever. i thought im a vampire all this while. hahaha.

perceived my mornings with Nashrun. went to Pasir Ris Park. on his bicycle. we tried diff sitting techniques since the bicy dont have 'stands'. tukar peh tukar position, tetap irritating. pfft. it was when we're about to reach, at the traffic light, i met with a minor accident.
my leg and my shoe got stuck in the bicy's rim. and my skin got peeled off like an apple got peeled !
urgh. the feeling is horrible. the blood is horrible. luckily, nurse Nashrun came to aid. he did it well. well done. i should hire him as my personal nurse. hahaha. but naggy. -.-"
at 6pm, he have to set off. big thanks to his friend, Umar, to drive me back to Bedok Reserviour in his car. =D k dah. tc !

friday the 13th.
i, amirul & idrus spent our evenings together. idrus is my new young friend:) they followed me to buy my 2nd new hp. hahah. tamak peh anak. satu tak cukup. this time its tv mobile. recommended by ema & amirul. =D so far the only bad luck was we stood there waiting for that arrogant aka rude ahlian to finish inspecting the phones. and it took a total of 1hour 30mins of STANDING. omg, i can use that golden time watching 3 drama episodes !
after that, had our dinner at macdonalds civic. finally get to feed myself some light savoury. esp double chocolate frappe ! huhu. at 9pm, we went to lepak. we sat at some cosy place. we got this crazy idea of recording our malay songs. and we did. hahaha. kekek/mepek. my voice is weird. but i like amirul's. i wish i am not lazy enough to post our recordings. but u see, im tired and all. got to go. bye. =D

im worried for my bestfriend here. atoi. lets put to that, its a rather to splurge your day on someone you love than someone you hate. wasting few hours of your youth life on someone useless ? god. we live only once. we must make the best/happiest out of it. haters are fucking not worth your attention. dorang sapa siak. sendiri tak ter urus :) oh well, what goes around comes around.

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anyway, dig this up on a famous love global website. Now i know why I and my brother are the same. we both are CANCERIANS ! haha, selow/bengap siak ! =D
Horoscope Compatibility for Cancer
Perfect Partners: Scorpio, Pisces
Nearly Perfect Partners: Taurus, Virgo
Not Your Destiny: Aries, Libra

somehow, they can read me like a book.
SEE. so true -.- i like tickets to theater. those romantic stuffs. and got jealous easily. salutes loyalty, no to betrayal. hah. \/(-.-)\/

Ok people. stop asking me about Valentines. its mega-irritating ! pfft ! haha. i dont celebrate them :) neither i regret nor hope for anything. i wont envy couples out there celebrating it. last year is my first time indulging it. and thats it. =D

(my worst picture taken)

hello . im feeling fatigue now. webcam-ed till 6am with azmi. apa tak ? hahah ! for him its only minus 4 hours. so its 2am. and i only took 7 hours of sleep. now its 1pm. but its knowledge-building too ok. i learnt the greatness of Dubai. & i learnt from him a new trend name ppl used in friendster. imagine putting ur name with a 'liao' on its end. ROSE-LIAO , AZMI-LIAO ? wah ! haha ! WTF ! kekek/mepek.

are u one of them ? hahaha !

hmm and im now confused of what course to take. either one. i have to decide fast and click on that accept/decline button. deadline's tmrw. i'm in the depth of doom. engineering or business studies ? hmmmm.

i wish things were like last time. its just hurtfull to me.

finally bought that shoe. up next, rebond hair. =D
since many ppl has been bugging me what course im enrolled to, i can only tell you this. im matriculated to two seperate intake. (: the first offered me Business Studies. the 2nd is under School Of Engineering. i know it sounds hanyut. i got my diploma cert for that short logistics course last year. and now going ite ? wtf. i know. but its no harm claiming ite cert next right ? pursuing dreams oi. heheh.

take care.

HELLO. today i spent my entire noon at simei.
woke up at 8am and quickly got dressed for the interview.
i & nana quickly rushed to the campus.

saw izzat. follow up by eddy aka adly shafiq. dila's bf. sufian aka boon. and boy ipin & gang.
and yeah. something happened. i was sitting inside CSC when a group of guys came in & sat behind me. i find one of them hot and so, i keep staring at that 'one of them'. hahaha. after some period, they head off, and that ''óne of them'' smiled at me. i was like *yes yes* and after he's out, he looked through the glass panel and woohooooo , waved !
wooooooooo. is this for real !!? can i marry him straightaway ? hahaha.
ok kidding.
met ira and we headed off to the bench outside CPT's class. her classmates, akmal & gang headed out of class and approached us. 2 plus, ira headed back in.
we went to eastpoint next and ate at kfc. thanks dear for the treat. and got to know2 an info comm guy. he's hiding behind a tree when he asked if im willing to make friends with him or not. hahaha ! lol ! mepek jek. Fie (: thats his name.
and last, we went to meet up with anis & ira and ate at Banquet.
im off now. byebye.

heh something bothers me.pala puki. so what aku make up macam mana
pun. and so what kau tak pakai thick as aku. ehk, aku peh pasal uh nabeh ! AKU
KE KAU PUNYA MUKA BODOH ? dah buat salah abeh maseh nak getak aku. sial peh anak.
take note of the 'salah' word ehk. thanks. and to sape2 yg takde life, go on telling ppl pasal bad make up skills aku. sape terasa, too bad ehk.

SUNDAY
today was ok. lepaking with Niez at his house. its fun watching him play left 4 dead. but i got so dizzy til now. & this is random. i so agree with this !
"Sometimes we must get hurt in order to grow, we must fail in order to know, Sometimes our vision clears only after our eyes are washed away with tears."
what do u think ? :)

SATURDAY-
east coast was fun.
the whole outcome was phenomenal.(:
the crowd, the hasty wind, delicious savoury. thumbs up !
now i want you to meet my little, 2years old nephew, Raul Ilhan. all was candid. HAHAHA.

the one in orange is his brother, Riki Safrian.

i went for bike riding for three solid hours. i didnt thought i could make friends & enemies just by riding on that bike path. and cheeky boys.

i collided with one,

and he said': 'fuhlamak ! dia tengok aku seh. woohoo !'

and me : -_____-"

got even one auntie scolded me for using HP during biking.

she said: 'HAIYOOYO !! ish ish ish. want to die tombalek uh ?'

and me: no comment.

i have vids and my pic biking and stuff. ill reupdate when finished. i promise !

(a phenomenal love song that describes my situation. heres the link if u wish to listen.)
http://www.imeem.com/noridomi/music/3zvQQ-cS/hugh_grant_haley_bennett_way_back_into_love/


hello.
dont mind me talking to myself for awhile.

ROSE. LISTEN ! WAKE UP. STOP BEING A LIAR AND ALL CAN YOU!! bodoh ke pe ? why the in the bluest hell are you hiding your tears ? and showing FAKE smiles ? whats that suppose to mean, faker ? stop the pretence rose. why are you running from the truth ? that all you think of is him. and ure drowning. how should i ever apprehend to this.

hear me. stop hoping for something hope-LESS. he's happy with his life now. he does'nt need YOU. dont just stand there. walk !!! why are you soooo weak rose ???? stop being so forgiving too ! whats with crying silently every night you go to sleep ? when he's sleeping his nights away. are you out of your mind ? its useless, believe it. i know you cant bear to let him off. ure TOO concern about him. wondering of his where abouts, health etc. haisk just heck care lah ! pls rose !
yeah, i know he's different from anybody you know. everybody is unique in their own ways. but life is cruel. love is selfish. some people just put self before others. they put their happiness 1st than yours. they happy, u suffer takpe. them both, let them be. when something bad comes, the good will be on its way. trust me.


see. now ure crying. ure weak still.



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im advising myself now. i dont want to be label-ed as a person who can advice people but cant even advice and unacknowledged of my own self. worth a try. i feel better now.


ANBAR

hello.
sorry for not updating these past few days. busy lah.
which i don't know what im so busy about. go out? tv?


& im no longer using Msn & Friendster for the mean time.
anything, my cell.

for today's update, lets keep it short.
i went to campus with Nana & Zai. it was like my first time. and i made two new discoveries.

discovery number 1; many gays.
discovery number 2; tattoo girls.

& thanks to our two chemical process friend. they accompied us and we get to familiarise with the campus environment. the irri part was that they both teased me about 'those guys'. U BOTH KNOW-I KNOW what is it about. LOL. k lah. im going to watch tv now. no mood.

yours maybe,
rose sknyfk.

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some people might know about my jealousy. it will never fails to exceed its limit.
but somehow God has sent me patience, and share His opinions about perseverance. Remarkable.



I MADE IT.

believe it.


sad as i am now, i leave everything to fate. but that doesnt mean i should give up. i never will. and this feeling for U will remain the same.
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thanks nana for your offer to let me tompang to u-know-i-know-where in ur bf's abg sedara car. i think his car is awesome. with a touch of neon lights on every corner. and of cos, the loud music (:
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AND GUESS WHAT BTW. I have high chances in starting school this month. HNitec app results will be on 9thJan. damn. i just cant wait to start school.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!
like how the msg that was sent to me by 15 diff people ;

"2009 is at your doorstep.... Remember, Life is short, break the rules, forgive and forget quickly, love truly, laugh uncontrollably, and never regret anything that made you SMILE(: "

yeah! and so. this year. my new year resolutions will be simple.
1. try not to revolt towards my parents :) be a good last child. :)
2. complete school and put more effort in respecting teachers and be on time ( insyAllah )
3. to have super abundant amount of cash. hehe.
4. to continue on sticking to one. ;-)

and last, being a good friend to all.

what's yours? :)

25th december post.



MERRY X MAS EVERYONE! Terutama sekali kaum Kristian & sesiapa yang menyambutnya seperti the potential Cik Mas Pizzahut. Hahaha. ;-)

christmas night was fun :) i and the pizzahut-ians spent the nights together.
we went to find a space we can sit with hilarity. we played the card game ' polarbear '.
ema & aisha enkidled the atmosphere. and of course, LIKE DUUUUHHH, i never get to have the polarbear(J) card in all rounds. tgk lah siapa. hehehe ;-P Good luck charms kata kan. Ke ppui !

after that, we switched places & get ourselves comfy at the garden. this time, elfee joined in and we played taiti. eventually my good luck charms wore off and i lost. huahua. ;-P
but nevermind, everybody has its LOSER days right ? :-D haha.

elfee whispered to me something. just that SHORT 2 words. it trembled me. pls let me forget that _____ and i hate to know. cause this person CRUDELY annoys my mind. nuff said. i dont want to like, hyped up and revile upon this.




goodnight !







27th december post.



see this?

yeah i know. its horrible. haha. so its rushie ft. rose. :) we went out today. supposedly to meet up earlier upon to fix up her phone @ WA ard 2pm. but i wasted my time at minimart. huahua ;-P in the end, met her up at 5plus at marina sq. and at night, we went to esplanade. there is this silver leaves. those esp go-ers might know this. and we are free to write whatever we want on it. since we got the opportunity to write on it, we wrote on uncountable leaves.

rmbr rushie? the girl whom provided us markers was putting up this 'are they done yet' face. hahaha.

and sorry hunn! the photo of the leaf we took was not clear at all. :( so i have to give it a pass.

so yes. i'm tired now. update more soon! :)

;nashrun; why do u have to be so sweet?
aww =D and cute too. and and HOT. haha =D

serious. im not kidding u okay. hee.
anyway. thanks for showing me around the cozy simei.
i like that place, i admit that. and the stuffy hotdogs. ;D
all was okto me :) ily ily ily dearest!

and yes.
shaedah. i cant wait for our date this thursday ! u know i know where will we be heading to. right sis? *wink*




someone seems to be having problems with me :) sucker//

i hate when this happens - msn being hacked.

i dont know who the fucking hell used my a/c and toyed with it.
now i have to deal with several down unders.

pls friends, dont get the wrong picture. it may not be me who is online.



;dude; ure just LONELY.

ph peeps, i just want to say that i miss you guys so muchy :(
no one can ever replace you guys, really. its like breaking up with 20-30 boyfriends at a shot.

theres nothing i can do now guys. sorry.


anyhoos, first day of work is ok :). i came late by an hour. hohoho. the work is pure easy. and i made friends with the ahbengs promoter. i can go for a break anytime i can that i took a total of 3 hours break. hahaha.

and for at bugis, my supervisor is pretty lame. he made lame jokes that anybody can hardly laugh. serious. and the work there is busy compared to Paragon. Paragon was populated with rich customers. they kept coming in asking for BB BOLD/STRONG & HTC. whereas at Bugis, they went for Samsung OMNIA/INNOv8 & Sony Erricson. And yes, " THEY ARE INTERESTING CUSTOMERS" .