Today, I watched Final Destination with Rushielove @ Downtown East. Its the shit guys ! But better choose a disiplined movie partner. Unlike Nurse Rushie. Haha. Just kidding babe. I love ya ! Can't wait to see you & urderaged Elfee again.

And thanks to my comrade who fetched me @ BB last sunday. The way you rode your bike is just fucking AWESOME (:

ROSE FT RUSHIE.

Today I had a super-ly great time with ya ! Dined in at Ph. Shopping. Gossiping. Haha. Girls are girls ! And its great seeing Elfee too. (:

[ 3 worst picture ever. ]

Im Sorry For Being The Fire That Sets Your Life Ablaze.

I Open My Eyes Everyday With The Same Guilt Feeling.
Same Shit Feeling, Different Days.

I Swear You My Life I Wont Be That Fire Anymore.

[neverever]

MY HEART'S SINKING.
I HAVE ONE WEEK LEFT TO COMPLETE MY STACK OF ASSIGNMENTS. THATS ONE HELLA OF A TINY AMOUNT OF TIME. ITS ALMOST UNFLAPPABLE.
MOREOVER WITH CLASSMATES WHO WILL VILIFY ME WHENEVER IM DOING MY WORK. MAYBE FASTING MONTH MIGHT SCOTCH THEM A LITTLE.
Anyway i miss my two nephews very much. Hope to see you both soon Riki Safrian & Raul Ilhan; =)

I was high N crazy that night. i interviewed two of my comrades down there. amirul & norazman (fyi not azman bestie). dont mind my BERBUAL BERSEPAHS. Haha. I was not ready. And its purely out of pleasantry. the actual video is lengthy- but im lazy to upload the full video. so below is just the 3 mins preview =)

EXAMS IN TWO WEEKS TIME. YET SOME PPL OUT
THERE IS GIVING ME A HARD TIME. WELL THEY GOTTA SOMEHOW THINK OF OTHER
PPL FEELINGS TOO INSTEAD OF THEIR OWN. GREAT WORLD
HUH.

DID THIS. I GUESS BLOGGER IS THE ONLY PLACE WHERE I COULD EXPRESS MY INNER SELF. ITS A SCRAPBOOK. U CAN FREELY TURN THE PAGES. KAYY ENOUGH.

SUAR LARH. NOT AGAIN. PLS DONT IRRITATE EITHER ME OR MY PARENTS WITH YOUR CALLS CA. PASAL WORKPIECE PUN NAK COMPLAIN KAT PARENTS AKU. WTFISH. WHAT CAN THEY DO ? IT WILL ONLY CAUSE RESENTMENT BTWN ME & MY PARENTS. MUM WILL THINK I COULDNT BE BOTHERED WITH MY WORK. WHEN IM ACTUALLY STRUGGLING ON MY OWN FEET COMPLETING IT. IM 19 ALREADY. SO DON'T TREAT ME LIKE A KID. AND THIS IS NOT SEC SCH.


IM SO STRESS NOW!
WHATS MORE. AZMAN. I DONT KNOW WHATS WRONG WITH HIM. I SHARED MY PROBLEMS AND ALL HE SAID WAS ' OK. HAHA '
WALAUWEH ! MACAM NAK SURUH GAJAH SEPAK DIA SEH. HE THINKS THAT CAN CHEER ME UP.
HELLO. WAKE UP LAH WAI. GIVING ME AN ADVICE WILL MAKE ME FEEL BETTER. NOT LAUGHING. ROFL. FUNNY PPL LARH.


AND IF U HAVE PROBLEMS , U FACE IT, SOLVE IT. NOT BY SILENT TREATMENT. ITS LIKE PPL COMMITING SUICIDE. THEY ENDED UP LIKE THAT CAUSE THEY RUN AWAY FROM PROBLEMS & CAN NO LONGER RUN ANYMORE.


NO MATTER HOW BAD MY DAY TODAY IS , IM COOL. SMILE (:

I GOT MY SAFETY BOOTS NOW. THANKS TO AKIM AND HASBI. I DONT HAVE TO PURCHASE ONE. HUHU. IM DONE WITH GASKET, STEEL PIPE TEST AND DISMANTLE OF SCREWS ETC. I STILL HAVE 4 MORE WORKPIECE LEFT BEHIND. IM SO FEISTY TO WORK ON IT TMRW NOON.

I NEED TO SAVE MONEY. MUST BUY THAT LONG SLEEVE TOP. MUM SOMEHOW AGREED TO MY IDEA ABOUT THE STILL-GIVE-MONEY-DURING-FASTING-MONTH. ONLY THAT SHE GIVES ME 3 BUCKS INSTEAD OF 6 BUCKS. SO I CAN ACTUALLY SAVE IT AND SPEND ON CONTACT LENSES.

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IM UNDER ALOT OF STRESS.

FRIENDS OR WHOEVER. THEY TREAT ME LIKE A TELEVISION. WHEN THEY DONT NEED ME OR BE THEIR SOURCE OF ENTERTAINMENT , THEY TURN ME OFF. THATS IT.

GREAT HUH !

Do u know that asking someone to change their attitude is like asking a heavy smoker to stop smoking ? U can never throw that habit rightaway. Say , u will start by reducing a stick or two as days went by. And to make that big change for the GOOD is never easy. Its hard to be a good person , its easy to be a bad person. And its hard to go to heaven , but its easy to be thrown in hell. Get the picture ? Just like smoking , we can stop that unpleasant habit for awhile. maybe few days to weeks or months. But we might end up smoking once again. Thats how it works. Unless u put 101% commitment to it. And never turn back. Time heals EVERY THING.

Ok this is just a random one. Suddenly i thought of this when i stared at Hasbi smoking 5 minutes ago. Thanks for borrowing me your laptop !

school is shitty today. thanks ehk kepada CA. Ive checked the time already , and i knew i reached the Megaworkshop at 12.35pm. And it means im only 5 mins late ! Darh pintu semua kena lock. Pfft. Whats all that. And most of my classmates got stucked outside. I asked Haziq and he anotated that its because we're late. Kay enough buat bodoh. So I , Vanessa , Agnes headed to the Unisex toilet. Accompanied them Asap asap & Drink. THEN we finally got into workshop after break. And i found out that many of them didnt turn up. (=.=) MENDAK PE. But i just carried on doing my revision & progress test. Well i came all the way to Simei to study right ? So yes. Let alone my laziness.!

NASHRUN.

thanks for everything (:



i love my vans shoe& bag now.
WOO. ~ ~ ~