WORK.

ive been fucking rude to customers today. and i pretended not to hear them calling me.

'A' got sick.
no words spoken.
and left early without a single goodbye.....
i felt so wrong for giving the angry look at 'A'. in the end, i gave in.
ME: KAO SAKET EH ?
'A': .......
ME: JAGA DIRI BAIK BAIK.
'A: ............

just what mistake did i do... haizxsx .


:(

feels like killing myself just now.
how could 'A' did just that ? 'A' did not talk to me even just abit today. what was my mistake to deserve this ? its weird. the food that i ate went drained.


Pls dont do this to me. :(
or i was being so emotional..?

the friends that i have no longer stick to me. no longer cared.
only the newest ones i could depend on.

God, why do i keep losing friends with no reason to..

trust me. im no good.
im the person who cant accept the past. and nobody understands me.
so be it. complaint to your guy friends all u want.


my life was badly destroyed by each guy i met before.
ure just experiencing the beginning.

yesterday's work was boring.
headed back at 10.30pm. i was havin this bad flu. dengan secara tak senonoh, i held the inhaler and few packet of wet tissues in my hand.

escalator-ed to platform and sat at my usual sit. sneezing away.
lepas itu ada dua insan duduk sebelah roseee . tgk punya tgk, confirm satu laki satu perempuan melayu linkungan 15-17 tahun. gi mati uh. trosss buat bodoh. bila masuk dlm mrt, duduk, alangkah terperanjatnya mereka sebenarnya adalah lesbian.

kissing and hugging right in front of me.


---


and yeah, today no work !!!!
bye.

they are trying so hard to be like yankees .
they'll brag disturbingly about their new york trip, australia,
which they think we will look up and be awed by their american feeling.

SOME MALAYS.




--------


anyway, teddy is taking his report today. good luck ! <3

somethings are ment to be kept a secret .
we humans have deepest secret ANDDDDD its up to the individual to reveal it or not .
if u revealed everything, u can't expect me to be like YOU .


-----------------------------------------------------------

payday's today . money down the drain. no hope of buying that converse shoe.

fucking bills.

i'm hunting for new musicxsxsxs for my blogspot but i manage to only find two . prolly to settle with medic droid's but ended up with wolfgang gartner's (front to back mix) which i found it quite interesting from the movie Pochong 3 . HAAAAA

ok bye .

I can't help feeling that 'A' is hiding something from me .
this is suppose to be my deepest secret and ive not been telling a soul. i just want to feel better that i state this in my diary. i'll tell u more about 'A' soon.

-----------
work was suckafucka . -____-" customers complained about dirty spoon which doesnt look dirty. u ppls are germs-free asses .
she asked for fork, i came back with several. then she askkkkkk for spoonnnnnnnn, i came back AGAIN with several. THEEENNNNNN she ask for 6 new plates and AAA SEVERED . i came back AGAIN AGAIN with those. and she said " eh, one severed only? not enough !" SO YEAHHHHH i came back AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN with MANY SEVERED.
she could have just asked for all of them at ONE TIME.

next. a couple went in. sat down. 10 mins later, the malay teen girl searched for me everywhereeeeeeeeeeeeee and finaally she got me. i came to their place and the girl seems mad and spoke to his bf, " AHHH! U NAK DIA SGT KAN SERVE U" .

WTF.

after took their orders, some typical teens 3 guys 1 gal came in. sat. and in the next 5mins, they called me SUUUUUU.
......................
so yeah, i came to them and said my name is ROSE not SUUUUU.

ive been juggling with my food server task which really breaks my back. -_____-" but im shocked to be personally praised by the customers as the best food server. i got $5 tips. my manager came in and she happily said that ppl commented me as the best food server.

but work still suck.

watching today:

recently watched :

DUYUNG .
Genre:
Comedy / Fantasy

Genre:
Horror

I suggest u guys to watch this. BEST GILER

--

[gig this saturday @ musicgarage.]

sorry i can't help out with the ticks

best of luck to my frens band RADIANT ARCHERY & SCANDAL[afiq,yus,izzat]

stared into blank walls from 12pm - 6am . and now, its 6.15am.
i can't sleep... !
im so....!!! pressured.......!!!
urghhhh....

....
....

bills...
studies...
work...
friends...
"____"...


URGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

camwhored when teddybear is taking a rest (:

home.finally. -____-"
its been awhile since i blog.
dating with ruzz, family problems, work, course, bla bla bla

and yeah, to make it short,
my manager. he's a son of a bitch.
my work today sank just because of him.

--
tommorow110508 is my 8th month DATE with ruzz !
i cant wait to catch a movie with him and only him.

happy 8th month teddybear <3