I WANT NEW CLOTHES. PATHETIC!

Aku tahu lah perasaan dia tentang aku kerja dekat pizzahut. Like, semua orang tahu eh situ ada byk matmat. If he does'nt trust me, macam mana seh. Aku dah terdesak. I'm in need of money to buy my personal stuff. Aku kerja pasal duit. Lain lah kalau aku ni gatal giler babi, PASAL LAKI. Diff ppl, diff attitude, diff perspective. I know you're worried dear, but i promise i wont do anything funny alright. You know that my heart is with you. THEY ARENT LIKE YOU.

Nobody like me, preferred work. I prefer to go by cash flowing w/o venting a single muscle. Hah, obviously its not possible. Now I'm juggling two job. the current Salesgirl@Marinasquare & now added with, Waitress@PizzahutCAUSEWAYPOINT . Phew, I'm counting to Monday, which is when i get started.

Tmrw work siakk :( Fauziah will not be there for the whole week. Things will be ridiculous! But I have to, for what it takes. Or my money will crumble down, wasted.
Like finally, I got back in contact with my "sister". She's busy working too, like myself. She had this problems nobody wished to have. Pity her. Her bf was once married recently, and now his ex wife was running after him and acts voilently toward my "sister". Their relationship is never at peace nowadays.

I miss Ruzz.

eh, senang aku dengar lagu keling. tak payah nak hegeh compete/kata kata dengan/pasal aku kan?
like, mulut big hole siakk. pa pe lah, lagu kau the best lah eh? semangat cari lagu all over the net. latest, so? *sneers* "aku bukan macam kau" aku tak kejarkan latest. ada masa aku tukar tukar genre. sebab, asal kan sedap sudah.

" Like finally, tmrw is weekend ! I do not have sink my eyes, coating & assembly at those optic lenses at work. It's mother of disaster sak -.- "

Fauziah taught me alot, and people thought we were like mother and child. itu part bagus, because those guys would'nt dare to disturb me. It's really annoying. I dragged Ruzz into my mind every minute. I just feel so alone without him. I miss him. Meeting him tmrw (:

Don't try to act as if u know all the songs in the world. I don't give a damn about your "goodness" . like, so what? SINK THE FUCKER.

1st shift work starts tomorrow. Little freedom, more cash flow. I'm going to miss every little bit of Ruzz, every little quality time we had. :(
This will lasts for a month. I need to check in the campus website tomorrow too.
I'm hoping highly to pursue on Diploma In Businesses. I'm eligible but, Can I be chosen? Insyallah.

The campus isnt okay and the customer service isnt okay.
I felt it like sinking in a trash. Nabeh teng teng.

Anyway. my job are scheduled as Mon-Fri 1st shift basis this Thursday. Comfirm boring :(

I can't sleep the whole night today. It was half-past two when I suddenly woke up with piles of uneasiness. I filled my ears with soothing music until 6am, which when the MOE sent an SMS pertaining the JAE2008 results. Its really amusing, NOT.

Work was tiring. :(

Moreover, with little pay. Now Im hoping for the 3dayswork-4daysoff job my mom recommended me. The Retail Manager has yet to call up, and they expected me to sprout attention fully towards the flyer duties.
Yesterday, I went all the way to Sengkang to give out flyers. I got lost eventually. ;tanya sana tanya sini, orang mama pun jadilah !

I met up with my Boyf after I reached my doorsteps & got changed. Its pretty amusing to have this maggi eating session with him :)
We exercised, we lay down on each other and watched the sunset. And I cant help hugging him when it was time to go home.
"I love you dearest", hehe.

a day out before valentines.

too bad we did not snap any during our valentines.

& ouh! our valentines was great(:

after my hard day work and those romantic night at the park, he suprice me with a real rose & a gift. i blushed like a total idiot. he's too sweet !

HAPPY FIFTH MONTH RUZZ SWEETHEART:) thanks for the picture u did specially for me.

anyway,worked at m.square last saturday. seriously, tiring gila. haiz haiz :( nasib part time. phew.
the esplanade is occupied by the uhh chinese bazaar, so punye lah sengket! tempat tu.
nak balik pun susah, mat mats minah minahs duduk, block the stairs yang panjang lebar tu.
uhh yeah, customers came loaded and those small minahs-minahs especially. look here,look there. uhhhhh pegi dah.