WOOOOO WOOOO WOOOOO. AKU HAPPPYYYY LARRRR OI.

finally, im meeting him tmr ! woooooo woooooo woooooooooooooo.
i miss him so heavily much.

languished in home SO beats me.spick and span. im done with rotting. KERJA RUMAH SEMUA AKU BUAT TAHU TAK. sweeping, washing the dishes, scrubbing the walls & floors. GEE GEE GEE ! AKU AKU AKU -___- TAMPAR TERBANG!

i want to hook up in working line so i could escape from this ordeal.

its been quite awhile too i contacted her. she's busy working. and she left her boyfriend, which i was not informed. and now, her father left this world. which i was not informed too. im so upset. have she forgotten about me? hidayah, a best sisterly friend for all this years.

Tears clouded my eyes as they roll down my cheeks,
It is your presence this heart of mine seeks.

met him again.
quarelled with him again.
i did not meant to pin u with all of the questions.

i just hate the way u talked with your "bestie" that you never MET.
comments that everybody, a huge bunch of eyes can NOTICE.
MELUAT TAHU TAK!
MELUAT GILER BABI.

*sighs*

im jealous ok.

*pens down*

-.-" . i hate this.

why must i always fight with him over the most little things?
i hate that this happens every unexpected times.
i hate the fact that you said that ive changed.
i hate it.

i hate my hair! i hate my hair! i hate my hair! GILER!
ive been using this hair growth tonic eversince im done with my ugly haircut.
and guess what. the only thing that is growing is my thin FRINGE. WHATA!? FAGGERS!
i think they should call it fringe growth tonic instead of hair god damn it! haiy. SOT NYE AKU

grandma is finally sleeping over for this week! its been half a year since she stepped in this cozy place. & im looking foward for it.

woops sorry.
changed my blogskin & song, AGAIN.
im sick of one easily, very much. so pardon me. nyehe x]

ok serious matter now.
im feeling weird, dead beat.
just imagine youre fighting with your boyfriend, and the next minute.. your bestfriend's BOYFRIEND unexpectedly msged you. in some kind of weird tone & manner. im in that situation this very minute. im feeling creeps. :S

farhad DISLIKE my exposed rock song. i'm no good about beat tracks but i put up wyclef jean's in order to make him happy. for now.

urgh.
ok i know my blogskin is ugly. but it reflects how i felt now VERY WELL. im feeling ugly & dissapointed. seriously, i cant help hating my current hair, very much. God please help me :(

& HELL I NEED A JOOOOOOOOOOOOOOB.
a decent job for me anyone? PLEASE.
all i could do is to be in out partying. NO LIFE.
and im seriously out of cash.
bored lah NYE.