i found the most unusual pamphlet in my school bag today.

" dear friends, if you are NOT a believer of CHRIST please read on. because.. "

"once i was like you"..

"in 1983 , i heard and believed in a good news that changed my life - the GOSPEL of the LORD JESUS CHRIST. "

and the rest, was those "surah" which i myself can't read. you malays know why.

i wonder who in the bluest hell had placed this rethorical pamphlet in my bag. maybe me myself? i don't know. ohh great. God, pls forgive me in any way.

ROSE IDARIZA

shopping list.
1. GOSH LIQUID EYELINER PEN $18.60
2. BUTTER ROSE W LACES HAIRBAND
3. ORANGE VS WHITE HAIRCLIP
4. HOTPINK SHOULDER BAG
5. PURE WHITE EARSTUDS
6. hazelnut brown shades
7. plain black cardigan
8. skyblue earphone
9. skinny dress
10. bleached denim shorts

5 down, 5 more to go. *phew

i'm too stress luhh giler. aku punya mind corrupted like fuck ok!kept receiving prank calls/smses/friendster msges from TOTAL STRANGERS. like wtf seyh.
Olevel is so near, & i have to re-sit for my prelims in 10sept. i'm desperate for more time.

weekend happenings.
last friday : meet up w eddy/sister.
saturday: went to fep/rest di rumah.
sunday: meet up w zizie ( eddy's ex/alan close friend)

tag replies.
adly : saper eddy?
- you of course, spiderpig. step tak tahu plak.haha.
leha : cheer up gf =(
- i'm ok now, no worries.
mira : kak, you don't seem to be happy at sch today.
- yerp. you should know why by now.
rko : hehe. nice blog!!
- thank you.
izaad : bleh kenal2??? hehe.
- izaad mana pulak ni? huhu.
el-ina : helor there.nais mitting eu.hmmm.i tagged eu.tata.
- ohh hellohh.me too.thanks for tagging. tata!
afiq : Man.. you are FEISTY! HAHAHA.
- tahu takpe.hahaha.
izaad : u are GOD DAMN CUTE!!! hahaha.
- thank you.you too.haha.
sulhan : heyy.my blog is up.i've already link you.thanks.
- okehh.welcome!

ohh helloh girl. stop pretending to be 'nice'.
infront of me, you're venting me high hopes of knowing how good you are but behind my back? ohmy. such a hyprocrite. u could have just been straightfoward.

so you think i added him for fun? or to 'steal' him away from you? i don't think i should call it STEAL even when the actual fact is, he's not OWNED by you.
and you have NO right to ask him to leave me. that is just to make you satisfied. did you ever think how would he feel? how would i feel?


for your
information,
one fine day, i accompanied my bestie who wanted to meet up w her bf. kebetulan, azlan was there with my friends. the people all i know.so what's wrong w getting to know someone who is connected? whom i MET? and adding them into my friends list? if i do not know him, hell don't bother i will add him unless! he add me. get it?
you're sick of seeing me everywhere huh? i'm sick of seeing you everywhere too. so WHO got more friends in friendster?WHO seems to be MORE EVERYWHERE(: ? what's so wrong with me appearing in your close friend's profile anyway. tak kan dia tu kau punya sorang kan! come on, singapore isnt that big. like how my neighbour aniez can know you. and ohh don't think i'm like you.
so what if you told a guy to mind their language and i don't? so you're showing how good you are is that it? i know that i never told a guy to mind their language but heh who said it? me OR that guy first? puh lease la. wake up into this real world. we're still young. i've suffered enough from the other parties & now you? wow. i guess i should thanked you for ROTTING my name in your BLOG.

random.

EYH FUCK LUH SEYH !

ape ke hal 'korang' nak dgn aku ehk?

esp YOU eyh! budak mentah.umur setengah jagung.senyum macam babi. suka2 je view friendster profile aku! 24jam plak tuh. suka sgt pe!? eyh fyi, aku dgn dia dah takde pape! aku tk ingin pon oii. btw, stop prasan yg ko lawar sgt bleyh. meluat siak.

bukan ko sorg ehk. same goes to the 3 other fucktard girls.

haiz.sch is such a dread too. even more are against me. as in jealousy of what i have! who i am wyf last time! and even such 'friend' i known for 4 years against me for wrong reasons. im not at fault, yet she thinks i am. gasak la ehk!

im not fair, trust me (:

this are all because of the m.a.c studiofix make ups and of corse, the sunlight.

I MISS YOU EDDY !
wee~

me , my self






and black ego vs arctic monkeys
as usual, alex turner is the hottest amongst all.

haiz .today, aku punya paling worst ok .

aku missed sch . azlan tak boleh online. eddy tak kol ku lanngggggsuunngg. punya larh tak selera ! say, i ate only nestum & nothing else.

ok?

and stop bugging me on my O LEVEL MT results. it sucks. told you.

happy birthday SINGAPORE !!

sheesh . the goodie bag given to huge crowds was awesome . i was oh so jealous not to own one. i was awfully late to meet up with asap & gang (purposely) . indeed, i was lucky to enjoy my night with tuah etc instead. fireworks blasted right before our eyes outside m.s. it was oh so beautiful . but .. it might be even more beautiful if rose_ _ _ were there. *deep sighs


today i dreamt 4 in 1. my dad talking to me , shafiq (adila's bf ) sitting at the busstop , ahmad came to my house to watch tv, and kaseh & friends going out with me. weird but kewl la oi. (: it did actually made me smile after all those cries yest night, really.

BAYBEATS 2007 was SO HAWT ! <3 color="#ff0000">missed it, really.

i went there for two consecutive days , w/o fail.

for today, i wore retro rock(:

i set out w hidayat . met him @ Tiong Bahru last cabin. the cabin was oh so crowded i tell you! it went fine till we seperated @ esplanade.
i went back to meet my gfs at the first floor toilet but as i'm on my way ALONE , i was totally disturbed by some guys !SHUCKS.
at that very moment, how i wished i am a GUY ok! hahaha.

and yes, there are TOO MANY hotheads.
and i met NORIFF DANIAL . he is so HOT la sey! haiz. supposed to meet up with loserkid & ashraf & gang, hoping to spot hidayat again, fika, akid, fadhilah, supy, ashish, daniel, azrul, izzat, suffian, roy, rauf etc .. but all turned down to waste. i have to head to marina square to meet up with my previous workplace peers and pergi makan. and almost all are like smsing & calling me to know where exactly am i ! haha.

the moshpit part was awesome! how i really wished i was a guy, again! haha.
next event will be the National Day 's .. i cant wait.

• THATS ME.

and two of them is my blood bro (:


awesome events are going to happen this week.

1. Friday - Ex - schmate ( AMIR SYAZWAN ) will be performing @ TOWN .
2. Saturday - BAYBEATS!
3. my woodlands mate birthday .

yesterday was my parents ' weeding anniver.. 31st&1st . just tiga - beranak, we had a semi - huge dinner. went to our favourite kedai kopi . MAKAN SYOIK! @ jurong west. i had .. satay lembu , kway teow goreng basah , nasi ayam penyet , mcflurry & plain double cheeseburger(: sheesh . mcm setan seyh makan. haha.

and today, my nrl treat me & liyana @ PIZZAHUT bbtk. my bro's & his gf's workplace.. it was awesome. i had this Chi' Cago spagetthi and it tastes so great !!

besides that its the normal mushroom soup & 2 sweet and spicy drumlets.

The waitress was our own friend, Nadia .. and she gave us discount. (; and yeah.. there's this waiter which is so HOT! x) haha. but too bad .. the way he handled the trays ad drinks is like.. a "gay" =\ .. haha. he even dropped the drinks he handled infront of us! haha.

so thats about it for now.