This is Random. Cos Im BORED. Haha. See , My shot with Raul is shaky. Argh , What a waste !

Yesterday , The Movie

NATM2 (Night At The Museum 2)

seriously cracked aku macam nak mams sey ! Especially the part statue tu suruh Larry Daley garuk kan hidung dia , And the part Dark Vader tiba-tiba emerged ! Hahaha. What the F. Nashrun won't admit the movie is FUN. Big time denial. Padahal fun kan. And I know I chosed the right movie. * saying it in a proud way * HAHA. The NATM1 will be screened on Channel 5 in 10mins. So which means , I wanna watch it to reminisce on Ben Stiller's first adventure. So , Jom kita menonton ! JOM !

Let's keep this post short aites. Just wanna ink out that I Seriously Miss Nashrun ! Can't wait to meet Nashrun. Hmm !
AND ,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IBU !
i love you ! You're the reason for my existence Ibu.

To You ,
I Hope You Know That I'm So Much In Love
With You.

I blew it !

Korang curious tak of hows the future hp gonna be/look like ? Well , After some short researches , this is what i found :)
*jeng jeng jeng*


1. Nokia 888 Communicator.

2. Nokia Aeon.


3. Asus Aura.



and theres more of it on this website if you wish to see more.
http://sg.wrs.yahoo.com/_ylt=A0WTf21UUx5KTkcB4p4u4gt./SIG=11ku6i41h/EXP=1243587796/**http%3A//blog.pasar45.com/%3Fp=102

or

http://blog.pasar45.com/?p=102

Ok , that was all random. Mainly because im BORED ! So tahanlah dengan perangai Researcher aku ye. Hehehe! Class ended at 11am today , pastu i stayed back till 1pm to complete my Autocad's Casting & Bearing Support. Haisk , banyak seh nak kena habiskan. After 8 hours , only 2/4 drawings completed ! Rabak pe. This is too much. Mr Othman kata nak karate aku. Mari sini ! Hahaha ! Haiyo. There's always tmrw right ? Let's Rilek2 k Mr Othman ! Atleast I'm done with my 2nd Piping Practical. I've Presented on the Assembly to compare with the chart and all already. Hahaha. It's better something than nothing y'know. Huh huh huh !

And top of all. I miss

A.N.B.A.R

so so much. 4 more months till your IA ends. Hmm !

MUCH LOVE(:

I've rolled in

Kris Allen's No Boundaries

on my site.
Seriously, The song really touches every fibre of my being. :) Fuhh. Maut kan. Hehe. He have million of reasons inside of him why he's an Idol now.
He must have got the phenomenal cakras like Naruto. Hahahaha. Ok mepek. anyway , I'm glad the race is over. Till next year then uh.
Now it's all about Anugerah 2009.

K till here. Rose Idariza will update more soon ok. Much love!

life has no kick without going through the
pain. it's by pain where we learn how to walk and not to fall again.

it's just hurts to feel the friction.
but yeah , takpe, chill wehh. let's not splurge out the main problem.
let's just put a big smile on my face k ? "":)""

Cos a smile makes the world go round kan. Hahaha ! Ye la tu rose. hmmm.
So , for today, i have a topic to brief about. which is about my classmates.

well , like people said , true colours of a person will start to emerge as days gone by. and it's the observation that counts !
there's always a few bad apples in every class. if you ever wonder why ive stop talking to you , it's because im starting to understand who you really are. your attitude ridicules me bad luh huh. that's my answer.
kau nye perangai is way too childish male bitch :) haha.
bangun ye. *taps ur head to wake u up from sleep*

yeah. and not to forget , i'm pretty nervous for my upcoming autocad tests !
i'm quite blur whennit comes to this. i will keep asking PRO ppl from our class for help. and of course the pro-est , Mr Othman. haha. but after digesting ilmu from him , anak anak sotong pulak will ask me for help. haiz. ader je. hahaha. =P taklah. main main je. k so goodluck mates. :))
i need to rush. gtg. MUCH LOVE.

last fri my classmates & I went to

Marina Barrage

; With two other classes. future engineers lah katakan. so let's learn more about engineers outside world yeah ? :) so the tour guide yada-ed about how the engineers operate & declutch the new water system.

And as expected , the session ended early. so me , titi , faiz , zahidah , erwin & geng had our savouries/breakfast @ BK marina square.

as usual , maha typical mat minah are seen to be heading to esplanade. like my brother said , hang out somewhere worthwhile yeah ? hahaha !! betul tu !!

And congratz Az for solving your miscommunications with Faezah. happy for you ! but dont just make the next move yet. enclosed it first. trust me.

imy nashrun, loads. :)

Much love.

HELLO

. Today , I & Zahidah did our first LLA @ my home , which is COOKING. heh and guess what we cook readers ?

yup , Tomato Rice with Sambal Chicken :)

recommended AND decorated by my angelic mum. hehe. love her loads ! (L).


so here's a sneek peek of the "chefs".





jyea jyea i know we looked so confident. hahakz ! double action huh. hee. so that's about it. i'm still left with two more LLA. shall discuss that with my mates.
(candids)

Rose Idariza Is Wanting For Her Biggest Wish To Come
True.

much l0ve.

Behold , 8 of my classmates and me :)
ceh , sempat ambil gambar ye kita , before the next lesson starts. well , soon enough i'm gonna camwhore with the rest of my class mates. will try to post more pictures soon kie :)


jyea. so guess what readers.
today half of my classmates were on holiday at home today. nabeh cibye eh korang. hehe.
see , i and the other half of my classmates used our time on finishing up our piping
practical ok. jyea i know ! good students right ? hahaha ! for theory based , its getting much more simpler. alhamdulillah.
&Zahidah , remember this thursday. we need to complete our LLA ! haha. jgn nak holiday2 lagi !
hmm.
now things about those girls ,
are getting even better. and im so not gonna fight with you bitches. silence doesnt mean im defeated.
mature ppl will think that way. correct , huh. either you talk to me , or fuck yourself hard. i do by talkings ok. i dont use physical violence like those man-ly girls.

well i hope i can manage this predestination of life. hmmx &Az , just be patient about Faezah aite ? As long you keep to your moves , things will gonna be alright k. trust me !

K nuff said , time to watch tv. byebye. much love.

If only i could see you as much as i want
to. I really , really miss you. No words can match the way i feel. & my love
for you is way too real. (rose idariza)

DELETED.

Ok im so fucked up about my long lost thermometer. its nowhere to be seen ! haiz. fuck you thermometer. hmph. u see , its been two days i and my classmates predicted our temperature by fingers. we're feeling it as if our fingers has this degree celcius appearing on it. haha ! well , so much for this government constitutive of daily temperature taking. what to do.
For today we get to complete watching the 200 pounds beauty movie. Oh...my...god its so touching ! haha. bastard ah , i tried my best to buat muka maintain seh. serious , its like i can feel her life being an ugly person and to be discriminated by others. fuck others. especially guys who goes for looks , popularity but not attitude.
no point feeling all popular and hotstuff but your attitude mcm binatang nya taik.

and zahidah PLS do visit my under construction house at Pet society. ive visited yours already as promised. dapat 20coins mah. huahua =P visit k !
and to those applied for the PS application too , feel free to add my FB aite. Ok will update very soon. :)

I hate to be insulted. like who doesnt ! nowadays nobody has the tendency to feel. i had enough of people calling me SHORT. i might looked relax aka temperate , tapi muka korang mintak kena kicap sial. im a girl ok. and its really, really ok for a girl to be short. im not a guy. and its not something fresh that you see a girl by the street that is short. you might even get to see someone way shorter than me. korang dah kenapa. jakun kepe nampak org pendek. im not being sensitive. dont object. you have to agree that every joke has its limit. thats what i'm trying to emphasize here.

and stop being Lame. I know lah my name is Rose. U dont have to rename yourself as lily , hibiscus , bandung , apa2 bunga yang kau leh korek dlm otak senget kau. seriously , its so lame. whats wrong with you guys. not funny tau.


i guess so thats all for today;exskinnyfreak.

imy anbar.

if i have those cars i tell you , carpark tak main lagi ! aku simpan dalam rumah. what is carpark anyway? Haha ! kerek nye aku. kk last warning. hahahah !
cars rock my socks =D

Shanghai Auto Show .. Encore
The world's top names in luxury cars are racing to establish their brands at Shanghai's auto show as the best China's new rich can buy.
there's only few photos i posted , wish to look up for more , fyi you can visit the msn website :)

ergh ! cute nyer !
if only i own this geely ge. haiz.

so thats the end of photo session. back to my life , in singapore , i still own no car :( although im eligible enough to take car/motor license. i need to apprehend myself that i still need to concentrate on other things first. its an obligation rose. haiz. school was fun :) theres something im unhappy about. lets not ink out on that. and yes ! for telematch this april ,

wanna know the results ?

**jeng jeng jeng!!!!**
[OVERALL match]

1st - BIZ
2nd - ENGINEERING

3rd- EIT

4th - AHS (applied health sci)

[cheer]

1st - ENGINEERING

2nd- BIZ

3rd - AHS

4th - EIT

uhuh2 ! see the one in bold ? engine ok ;) it was luck the business got first cause our referee kayu. strict to the core of the earth. but we're honest. we dont cheat or use cheat codes ok ! =D good people like engineers must live. hahahaha. ok lah. im done. byebye.

one week of school was "been there done that". so it means im starting to get busy with piles of assignments. in a another meaning is i won't blog often. my school will end late for real and by the time i step my foot at the doorstep of bedroom is equal to sleeping time. haiz. what to do.

and i like my new CA. Mr Othman. He's a man with full of dignity oii. feewit. =D my classmates are not bad. i rate them 9/10. i get along with most of them. i wont ink out all their names. but the closest ive been with so far is Zahidah. she's the first girl on that function hall surface ground i ever breathe out my voice to. now im all nostalgic towards them. haiz. monday please datang cepat ! =D


if ure all hazy towards my behaviour, im sorry. if you had enough, then its enough too for me;close fren.

yes. as you ladies & gentlemans know. school's reopening this monday.
haiz. im not excited. im upset sia. im left with one short 24 hours/day to indulge my life to the fullest. and then goes school school school school school.
macam EFF YOU SEE K.

but oh well. whats life without education nowadays. its something that we have to engulf & enhance. its our future survival kit.
kan kan kan ? ermm anyway yesterday had work meeting @ 11.30pm. i guess humans nowadays bit by bit dah transform into vampires. scared of sunlights. hahaha. the cute part is our manager dah macam perdana menteri kasi speech at the csr stand. lol. yawn here yawn there , chuckle here chuckle there , the meeting ended at almost 2am. then it came to the time we took group photos. MON became our camera man. his huge camera macam cool gitu. hehe.
as usual i felt invisible to all down there. bahh.

and today. i spent my whole lovely day with my parents. mum & dad decided to treat me to a big H.M. Restaurant at Geylang. the buffet was awesome. the cake, cheese fries was awesome. and most of all , the huge ikan bakar wrapped w banana leaf & lemak ayam cili padi was Awesome ! :)
sedap di langit ! =D

ok lah. gtg~~

love is not about how much we want each other/that person. its about how much we need each other/that person.

recently you bumped into a new girlA outside whom you assumed has everything a guy need in a girl. she have good looks and all. you want her. but deep down you know you need girlB who is back home. always there for you all this while , someone you're entirely comfortable with under the sun. GirlB might not be as perfect as GirlA. but she's someone you will be searching for in every need. you know. you love her.

you may want a person with good looks. but you know very well you need good attitude from that person.
you may want a person who is famous. but you need that person to have a look-at-only-you mode.

i hope this is answerable to your questions/problems az. =D xx solved xx

hello hello ! =D here i am updating my blog again.
been very busy lately. i realised im being unfair towards my blog. my blog has all time for me , yet i dont. haiz. baru sedar eh kau setan. tsk. haha. so here we go.

im having a busy traffic of schedule this week. tmrw im going to work from 11-5pm. then proceed to complete my course module at kallang from 7-10pm. and i bet u that i will reach home at 11.30pm. see. life is hard huh. but manager said cash flow. =DD so, tu part close one eye. :) dapat $$$ mah.

and speaking of course , i just got back from my course with nana , diyana & chris. i pitied chris for being the only guy. hehe =D the course was fun. my TE is jamir. boleh tahan kekek uh tu laki. :) rating 4/5. haha. and oh , we saw einstein inside the train. you know the skinhead guy yang fanatic about cows on kc ? haha. the kekek/mepek part was nana wants his autograph. ISHK! haha. but good thing she did not ask for it in the end. or else he will produce a skinhead boy with sticks on his head on nana's book. hehehe. trademark tu~

and p/s. im missing someone. :)

im tired of work. and work is tired of me. :'(
and im having sore eyes now.
see , i have to go for work five grave days this week. walandeh. macam mak mak keluar kerja support laki. haiz. my sleeping schedule is badly disturbed. only 3-5 hours of sleep , then out i go. haiz. im not even sure im able to attend my friend's pit next week. and out to arab st this saturday. life is full of challenges. im not sure if im up to this challenge to my already challenging life. haiz.

atleast i have my new family with me.
my two cute managers. randy , erwin.
my two other managers. maggie , poy.

ladies. diyana , dila , nani , ayu , nelly , iffah , shida , syiqa , christina , jenny , shirley , shuyi , seha , tan, nadia
gentleman. shafiq , aqmar , hafiz , mon , tommy, aaron.
etc

and im not sure i can get along with them. some things is just not right.

and p/s im also grateful to the person who waited for me for 51minutes =D chill ehk. haha.




-
i dont get it why selfish/heartless/self-centered people must exist. like how az said to me "we live in a world with funny people"
in my opinion, theres so many people. but so little humans. human with heart.

look.i treated them like heaven on earth , borrowed my hands/ears even though i need it myself, sacrifised so much you cant measure , see them as a flawless person &
all i get is ??
people looking at my flaws & throw me away just like that.
fuck. tell me , is it fair ? is this what they call treasure ? HAH ! go eat back your words people !

BUSYWEEK (:

i love this song.



hello hello !
im a big fan of sharif ( sleeq ) ! WOOOOOOOOOOO !! i bet my buddies are tired of hearing this inside the train. right right right ? hahahaha ! ok stop drooling you fucker.
the trip to SGH was fun yesterday.
well just the six of us. boboi , man , amirulsyakir , emaliza , rushie & me " bonnie "
we didnt expect block 7 to be so far. what to do , expect the unexpected. thats how life goes. reached there , we went to find for Haziqah's ward , bed no. found her & visited her. her ward are filled with very experienced patients. all are senior citizens. gerek seh. hehe :D

i still remember the doctor's name. Tan Mann Hong Kong. haha !
and yep , get well soon haziqah. i'm one of the clan members who will be praying for you :)

-
what if im gone ,
would it be expressive enough to you
would it be a definition to you
would that convoke a phenomenal feeling towards you
would that make a difference to you ?

as expected , liverpool wins ! 4-1.
OH WELL ! WHAT TO DO ! hehehe. =D
man u did a great job too. somewhat no hood wink. in fact , i cheered for them on their previous match with Fulham.

like how joker said , "ïts all part of the plan". / takdir.
right az ? hahaha.

friday the 13th will be out on 09 april. but its on net already ! but fast & furious is not on net yet. but will be aired on 3rd april. Vin diesel , Paul Walker here i come ! less than a month you wait :)

i just want to say that , i miss you much.

You are the sun in my day,
the wind in my sky,
the waves in my ocean
and the beat in my heart.




ýou'ré so special to me nashrun.

{ i hope you'll pass your tests :-) } xx iza xx

idk whats up with me.
tears keep rolling down , which is so futile.
a minute im happy. a minute im so not !

our friendship thing. i know what it is to you. A GAME.
fine , lets play this on. you play your way.
i play my way.

& to my male bestie , i didnt know friendship is blind too. i bet you're shocked reading the sms i just sent u. i can't tolerate this all anymore.
whats with you sia. selalu last minute inform aku ! bila aku dah timbul , dah sampai , baru kau nak bilang ini tak jadi itu tak jadi. i travelled all the way & this is what you give me ? ive to maintain my financials too okay. im not one big tycoon here. & yes , ure always late ! seriously , ive tolerated enough. ure so not like last time.

this friendship topic is burning me.
sometimes i must be selfish like other selfish humans in this world. THEY FORGET FRIENDS. since they very well forgets me , why must i take the initiative to remember them ? im highlighting this to people who is not contacting me recently. you know who you are.

im so sick now.
variety kinds of sickness enbloc i tell ya.
see. sneezing , coughing , fever , headache , body cramps , watery eyes , stomach ache.
fuhh~~ -.-"

moreover, i had to depend whole heartedly on the terrible flu max panadols.
wahlaowe. how about my stomach & body aches ? not fair. *stress2!* fuh fuh fuh !

anyway my main reason is to feature my dear here.
her name is nana :D
-

yep , her birthday is coming ! 18 soon baby ! legal as ever. hahaha. im sure u want presents that is sealed with ribbons & wrappers right ? hehe.

i hope what u wish for will come true. and yes, a school. i'll be praying hard for u k dear :) last long with zai. * wink wink *

recalling on yesterday's chapter , i have to say its a tiring experience. so so sooo fatigued that i slept not following up to my daily sleeping time. usually i will knock out at 3am. but yest its 12.50am. take that !

and all my friends who msged me , im sorry for putting you guys aside & put dreams first. :P

& oh, i bet nashrun will pull on to this thoughts that i come from a crazy family. p/s; after observing Riki Safrian's weird behaviour yesterday. hahahaha. and pls , im not crazy as him ok. you are. pfft.

im going out to lepak with e AMK-IAN/REPULICAN today. most prolly, i think. good day.

[ baby i feel so alive again ]

YOUTUBE TIME :)
lets go malay~~
im supporting these 3 guys here. esp my dad's friend Son, thqf.



and my goodestfriend/kwn lepak. AMIRUL SYAKIR :)



and im a fan of them( yancik, man b ). HAHAHA. suara maut oi. =D

NI LELAKI, AKU PUNYA.
HE'S MINE. He's christopher drew from Never Shout Never. *melts*
better not take him away from me. hmpf.



i shall update more soon. busy.

happy birthday Nashrun & Riki Safrian :)
love, skinnyfreak~~

Thanks Nashrun for buying Riki a huge Lollipop. how thoughtful. :) Since ure thoughtful, buy me twice as big for my bday aite. huhuhu.

anyway im in a need of a job. kindly recommend me one asap. thanks.

14 february.

i got good and bad tidings.
& this is my first time, this year, waking up as early as 7am in the morning. ^^
amazing as ever. i thought im a vampire all this while. hahaha.

perceived my mornings with Nashrun. went to Pasir Ris Park. on his bicycle. we tried diff sitting techniques since the bicy dont have 'stands'. tukar peh tukar position, tetap irritating. pfft. it was when we're about to reach, at the traffic light, i met with a minor accident.
my leg and my shoe got stuck in the bicy's rim. and my skin got peeled off like an apple got peeled !
urgh. the feeling is horrible. the blood is horrible. luckily, nurse Nashrun came to aid. he did it well. well done. i should hire him as my personal nurse. hahaha. but naggy. -.-"
at 6pm, he have to set off. big thanks to his friend, Umar, to drive me back to Bedok Reserviour in his car. =D k dah. tc !

friday the 13th.
i, amirul & idrus spent our evenings together. idrus is my new young friend:) they followed me to buy my 2nd new hp. hahah. tamak peh anak. satu tak cukup. this time its tv mobile. recommended by ema & amirul. =D so far the only bad luck was we stood there waiting for that arrogant aka rude ahlian to finish inspecting the phones. and it took a total of 1hour 30mins of STANDING. omg, i can use that golden time watching 3 drama episodes !
after that, had our dinner at macdonalds civic. finally get to feed myself some light savoury. esp double chocolate frappe ! huhu. at 9pm, we went to lepak. we sat at some cosy place. we got this crazy idea of recording our malay songs. and we did. hahaha. kekek/mepek. my voice is weird. but i like amirul's. i wish i am not lazy enough to post our recordings. but u see, im tired and all. got to go. bye. =D

im worried for my bestfriend here. atoi. lets put to that, its a rather to splurge your day on someone you love than someone you hate. wasting few hours of your youth life on someone useless ? god. we live only once. we must make the best/happiest out of it. haters are fucking not worth your attention. dorang sapa siak. sendiri tak ter urus :) oh well, what goes around comes around.

-
anyway, dig this up on a famous love global website. Now i know why I and my brother are the same. we both are CANCERIANS ! haha, selow/bengap siak ! =D
Horoscope Compatibility for Cancer
Perfect Partners: Scorpio, Pisces
Nearly Perfect Partners: Taurus, Virgo
Not Your Destiny: Aries, Libra

somehow, they can read me like a book.
SEE. so true -.- i like tickets to theater. those romantic stuffs. and got jealous easily. salutes loyalty, no to betrayal. hah. \/(-.-)\/

Ok people. stop asking me about Valentines. its mega-irritating ! pfft ! haha. i dont celebrate them :) neither i regret nor hope for anything. i wont envy couples out there celebrating it. last year is my first time indulging it. and thats it. =D

(my worst picture taken)

hello . im feeling fatigue now. webcam-ed till 6am with azmi. apa tak ? hahah ! for him its only minus 4 hours. so its 2am. and i only took 7 hours of sleep. now its 1pm. but its knowledge-building too ok. i learnt the greatness of Dubai. & i learnt from him a new trend name ppl used in friendster. imagine putting ur name with a 'liao' on its end. ROSE-LIAO , AZMI-LIAO ? wah ! haha ! WTF ! kekek/mepek.

are u one of them ? hahaha !

hmm and im now confused of what course to take. either one. i have to decide fast and click on that accept/decline button. deadline's tmrw. i'm in the depth of doom. engineering or business studies ? hmmmm.

i wish things were like last time. its just hurtfull to me.

finally bought that shoe. up next, rebond hair. =D
since many ppl has been bugging me what course im enrolled to, i can only tell you this. im matriculated to two seperate intake. (: the first offered me Business Studies. the 2nd is under School Of Engineering. i know it sounds hanyut. i got my diploma cert for that short logistics course last year. and now going ite ? wtf. i know. but its no harm claiming ite cert next right ? pursuing dreams oi. heheh.

take care.

HELLO. today i spent my entire noon at simei.
woke up at 8am and quickly got dressed for the interview.
i & nana quickly rushed to the campus.

saw izzat. follow up by eddy aka adly shafiq. dila's bf. sufian aka boon. and boy ipin & gang.
and yeah. something happened. i was sitting inside CSC when a group of guys came in & sat behind me. i find one of them hot and so, i keep staring at that 'one of them'. hahaha. after some period, they head off, and that ''óne of them'' smiled at me. i was like *yes yes* and after he's out, he looked through the glass panel and woohooooo , waved !
wooooooooo. is this for real !!? can i marry him straightaway ? hahaha.
ok kidding.
met ira and we headed off to the bench outside CPT's class. her classmates, akmal & gang headed out of class and approached us. 2 plus, ira headed back in.
we went to eastpoint next and ate at kfc. thanks dear for the treat. and got to know2 an info comm guy. he's hiding behind a tree when he asked if im willing to make friends with him or not. hahaha ! lol ! mepek jek. Fie (: thats his name.
and last, we went to meet up with anis & ira and ate at Banquet.
im off now. byebye.

heh something bothers me.pala puki. so what aku make up macam mana
pun. and so what kau tak pakai thick as aku. ehk, aku peh pasal uh nabeh ! AKU
KE KAU PUNYA MUKA BODOH ? dah buat salah abeh maseh nak getak aku. sial peh anak.
take note of the 'salah' word ehk. thanks. and to sape2 yg takde life, go on telling ppl pasal bad make up skills aku. sape terasa, too bad ehk.

SUNDAY
today was ok. lepaking with Niez at his house. its fun watching him play left 4 dead. but i got so dizzy til now. & this is random. i so agree with this !
"Sometimes we must get hurt in order to grow, we must fail in order to know, Sometimes our vision clears only after our eyes are washed away with tears."
what do u think ? :)

SATURDAY-
east coast was fun.
the whole outcome was phenomenal.(:
the crowd, the hasty wind, delicious savoury. thumbs up !
now i want you to meet my little, 2years old nephew, Raul Ilhan. all was candid. HAHAHA.

the one in orange is his brother, Riki Safrian.

i went for bike riding for three solid hours. i didnt thought i could make friends & enemies just by riding on that bike path. and cheeky boys.

i collided with one,

and he said': 'fuhlamak ! dia tengok aku seh. woohoo !'

and me : -_____-"

got even one auntie scolded me for using HP during biking.

she said: 'HAIYOOYO !! ish ish ish. want to die tombalek uh ?'

and me: no comment.

i have vids and my pic biking and stuff. ill reupdate when finished. i promise !

(a phenomenal love song that describes my situation. heres the link if u wish to listen.)
http://www.imeem.com/noridomi/music/3zvQQ-cS/hugh_grant_haley_bennett_way_back_into_love/


hello.
dont mind me talking to myself for awhile.

ROSE. LISTEN ! WAKE UP. STOP BEING A LIAR AND ALL CAN YOU!! bodoh ke pe ? why the in the bluest hell are you hiding your tears ? and showing FAKE smiles ? whats that suppose to mean, faker ? stop the pretence rose. why are you running from the truth ? that all you think of is him. and ure drowning. how should i ever apprehend to this.

hear me. stop hoping for something hope-LESS. he's happy with his life now. he does'nt need YOU. dont just stand there. walk !!! why are you soooo weak rose ???? stop being so forgiving too ! whats with crying silently every night you go to sleep ? when he's sleeping his nights away. are you out of your mind ? its useless, believe it. i know you cant bear to let him off. ure TOO concern about him. wondering of his where abouts, health etc. haisk just heck care lah ! pls rose !
yeah, i know he's different from anybody you know. everybody is unique in their own ways. but life is cruel. love is selfish. some people just put self before others. they put their happiness 1st than yours. they happy, u suffer takpe. them both, let them be. when something bad comes, the good will be on its way. trust me.


see. now ure crying. ure weak still.



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im advising myself now. i dont want to be label-ed as a person who can advice people but cant even advice and unacknowledged of my own self. worth a try. i feel better now.


ANBAR

hello.
sorry for not updating these past few days. busy lah.
which i don't know what im so busy about. go out? tv?


& im no longer using Msn & Friendster for the mean time.
anything, my cell.

for today's update, lets keep it short.
i went to campus with Nana & Zai. it was like my first time. and i made two new discoveries.

discovery number 1; many gays.
discovery number 2; tattoo girls.

& thanks to our two chemical process friend. they accompied us and we get to familiarise with the campus environment. the irri part was that they both teased me about 'those guys'. U BOTH KNOW-I KNOW what is it about. LOL. k lah. im going to watch tv now. no mood.

yours maybe,
rose sknyfk.

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some people might know about my jealousy. it will never fails to exceed its limit.
but somehow God has sent me patience, and share His opinions about perseverance. Remarkable.



I MADE IT.

believe it.


sad as i am now, i leave everything to fate. but that doesnt mean i should give up. i never will. and this feeling for U will remain the same.
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thanks nana for your offer to let me tompang to u-know-i-know-where in ur bf's abg sedara car. i think his car is awesome. with a touch of neon lights on every corner. and of cos, the loud music (:
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AND GUESS WHAT BTW. I have high chances in starting school this month. HNitec app results will be on 9thJan. damn. i just cant wait to start school.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!
like how the msg that was sent to me by 15 diff people ;

"2009 is at your doorstep.... Remember, Life is short, break the rules, forgive and forget quickly, love truly, laugh uncontrollably, and never regret anything that made you SMILE(: "

yeah! and so. this year. my new year resolutions will be simple.
1. try not to revolt towards my parents :) be a good last child. :)
2. complete school and put more effort in respecting teachers and be on time ( insyAllah )
3. to have super abundant amount of cash. hehe.
4. to continue on sticking to one. ;-)

and last, being a good friend to all.

what's yours? :)

25th december post.



MERRY X MAS EVERYONE! Terutama sekali kaum Kristian & sesiapa yang menyambutnya seperti the potential Cik Mas Pizzahut. Hahaha. ;-)

christmas night was fun :) i and the pizzahut-ians spent the nights together.
we went to find a space we can sit with hilarity. we played the card game ' polarbear '.
ema & aisha enkidled the atmosphere. and of course, LIKE DUUUUHHH, i never get to have the polarbear(J) card in all rounds. tgk lah siapa. hehehe ;-P Good luck charms kata kan. Ke ppui !

after that, we switched places & get ourselves comfy at the garden. this time, elfee joined in and we played taiti. eventually my good luck charms wore off and i lost. huahua. ;-P
but nevermind, everybody has its LOSER days right ? :-D haha.

elfee whispered to me something. just that SHORT 2 words. it trembled me. pls let me forget that _____ and i hate to know. cause this person CRUDELY annoys my mind. nuff said. i dont want to like, hyped up and revile upon this.




goodnight !







27th december post.



see this?

yeah i know. its horrible. haha. so its rushie ft. rose. :) we went out today. supposedly to meet up earlier upon to fix up her phone @ WA ard 2pm. but i wasted my time at minimart. huahua ;-P in the end, met her up at 5plus at marina sq. and at night, we went to esplanade. there is this silver leaves. those esp go-ers might know this. and we are free to write whatever we want on it. since we got the opportunity to write on it, we wrote on uncountable leaves.

rmbr rushie? the girl whom provided us markers was putting up this 'are they done yet' face. hahaha.

and sorry hunn! the photo of the leaf we took was not clear at all. :( so i have to give it a pass.

so yes. i'm tired now. update more soon! :)

;nashrun; why do u have to be so sweet?
aww =D and cute too. and and HOT. haha =D

serious. im not kidding u okay. hee.
anyway. thanks for showing me around the cozy simei.
i like that place, i admit that. and the stuffy hotdogs. ;D
all was okto me :) ily ily ily dearest!

and yes.
shaedah. i cant wait for our date this thursday ! u know i know where will we be heading to. right sis? *wink*




someone seems to be having problems with me :) sucker//

i hate when this happens - msn being hacked.

i dont know who the fucking hell used my a/c and toyed with it.
now i have to deal with several down unders.

pls friends, dont get the wrong picture. it may not be me who is online.



;dude; ure just LONELY.

ph peeps, i just want to say that i miss you guys so muchy :(
no one can ever replace you guys, really. its like breaking up with 20-30 boyfriends at a shot.

theres nothing i can do now guys. sorry.


anyhoos, first day of work is ok :). i came late by an hour. hohoho. the work is pure easy. and i made friends with the ahbengs promoter. i can go for a break anytime i can that i took a total of 3 hours break. hahaha.

and for at bugis, my supervisor is pretty lame. he made lame jokes that anybody can hardly laugh. serious. and the work there is busy compared to Paragon. Paragon was populated with rich customers. they kept coming in asking for BB BOLD/STRONG & HTC. whereas at Bugis, they went for Samsung OMNIA/INNOv8 & Sony Erricson. And yes, " THEY ARE INTERESTING CUSTOMERS" .

IVE OFFICIALLY RESIGNED FROM PH.
sorry not to tell u guys earlier. :) i dont want to worry u guys.


Boboi. Its your last day too at PH. & Everybody has its last days. Now you Study well in Ite & dont dissapoint your parents aite mate? Finally, No more 'Rosenita' from you. Hahaha.


I cant wait for this one item to be written off from my wish lists.
You know what is it right Nashrun ? ;-)
Hint, Dickies.

And pls. Accept the fact that Tampines is way better than the EMPTY STRETCH of Simei. Oops. Chill ehk nashrun. ;-) Hidup mesti bersabar. hehehe.

And guess what.
i'm starting on my new job this 12 December. All thanks to Aidil and his angelic mum. Aww. :-) Good friend. If not, I would still be struggling engaging in the PH line. I'll be working at M1 hp shop for short term. weekdays will be at Paragon. weekends will be held at Bugis Junction. So. Dont hesitate to visit this ex- Skinnyfreak. hohoho. See you there ! :-)

Shesh im so addicted to Naruto. just finished watching one of the episodes and i cried. hui hui. :( But im abit slow and edge of the road, ive just about to start on the Shippuden Part. Thanks to GreenGaara for displaying such wonderful clips. hohoho =D

and today, was fun. finally get to have this small buffet with my parents. the food was awesome. i get what i wanted. thanks to thee angelic mum of mine (: HEEEHEE. and after, i slacked with rushie. something happened. and gf, be strong ok. the truth will emerge, trust me.

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anyways, im feeling sad still. problems and more problems. all my friends seemed to have this same patircular problem. friendships, relationships. i dont want to face it. but im FACING IT. seeing them sad, im sad myself. listening to their problems, MY PROBLEMS? im listening it to myself. and it will remain to myself.

I miss you.

Can't deny the fact im so so down right now. Clutch my heart, trust me it would break beautifully.
let me put in bananas form.
someone saw B1 with B2 yesterday. same pyjamas. under ONE ROOF. this never happened. till B2 confronted me this ONE question. tell you what B2. kata kata kau tak ber alas. im so dissapointed in u. pls do stop thinking that you're too beautiful. PLS DO.


i guess, more friends = more problems. xxxxx
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When I'm with you,
eternity is a step away,
my love continues to grow,
with each passing day.

This treasure of love,
I cherish within my soul,
how much I love you...
you'll never really know.

You bring a joy to my heart,
I've never felt before,
with each touch of your hand,
I love you more and more.

Whenever we say goodbye,
whenever we part,
know I hold you dearly,
deep inside my heart.

So these seven words,
I pray you hold true,
"Forever And Always,
I Will Love You."

IM SORRY FOR TAKING SO LONG. IM SORRY TO MAKE YOU WAIT. PLS DO FORGIVE ME. :( PRETTY PLS.

but im sure we still enjoyed our cute day.
we sure did right snorlax? ;)


(ah.green colr somemore.hehe.)
I LOVE YOU MY SNORLAX!

im crying my whole heart out.

YA ALLAH
pls
make
me


STRONG. :(

HELLO DOMOKUNS!
im at macdees now. God knows why i'm here.
im late for work! but im still down here. huahua ;P


yesterday's meeting is like as usual, shitty.
but we did the CMS tests. jette handed over to me the CSR flowchart sheet. i was brain dead at that moment. my mind is so not generative at night.
and when i looked at the paper. wah piang eh.
i did not even remember the procedure.
and i quickly returned her back. huahua :D
i claimed to her i never did CSR before. " JETTE!! i never do csr before.. so why should i do this ?"
she believe me and took the sheet back. haha !


LIAR ;D

WORK IS TIRING TODAY.
11-6pm. 7 hours with no consumption of food.

god. lapar SIAL. and manager wont even apprehend to this. shesh.
and i have to do both section 200-300 & busser/setter.
and the only staff there is the three "hot" ones.
something something, elfee and me. HAHAHA.
but its not normal for a huge outlet like ours to have little staff.
endured & endured.
and those attending the PH dinner&dance @ suntec dropped by.
thank god im not going. siapa nak layan seh.
i rather slack at home or something.
or or think of nashrun ;)

and tmrw night i have PH meeting. 10pm. so abnormal time but i just go.

PRESENTING......



MY SIBLINGS!

so yeah.was FORCED post it :-)

will upload more if not lazy.Haha.

yesterday met nura at 930pm. sorry late beb! suppose to meet her at 900.but i got out at 900. haha. and today i have a date with Nana. cant wait :-)

and oh. thats ME.

i wish i have a licence.

i wish i have snowcaps.


i wish i have money to do xtntn.
- to buy dickies haversack.
- to do manicure.

like. NOW!

ive not been working frequently lately. and my bills shot just like that. i need to do something about it. i need to reschedule my roster ASAP. --.--

(:

heyoall.hi.hello :-)
ah.anyway.today's test. -.-
SHITTY.

i think i left the whole 2 good pages blank.hahaha. like wthwtf.paper susah hxc.
nana and i went to the shit exam centre at 8am this morning.
as usual.all matreps.minah.
and the only non mat reps & minah is me and nana.
HAHAHA.

abeh nak stare stare -.-

and im going to dine in with mum at my own workplace later.weehee.then go gaylang.:-)
and aaaaand i miss naruto handsome face. -.-
i miss gaming !




ergh.byebye.

just took these yesterday before lepak at wdl civic garden.hahaha.shit.-.-

[im the lowest far side left.in black.]

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii all. :-) how? fine?
okok.first thing.i got back my laptop today.
wee.
costed mum 300bucks.
like,replaced the whole keyboard & wireless thing uh.
mengamok seh ibu.
and.and.i miss msn :-(
i want to online now.
see me there ok.
haha.
bye.

i was browsing through my photo album

and i found this unedited picture. i look pathetic right?haha.

what i expected, really happened.
and i cried infront of shaedah.

if ure expecting i really want a sec chance from u,
ure really wrong.

i dont want u back.

i hate u.
how could u do this to me.
u blame me.
u lied to me.

ure to be blame for everything.

im meeting shaedah and its no way u will get her on your side.
i make sure u regret.

i hate u nura.

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