My throat congested with phlegm these days. I hate the itchiness ! Hmpf.
Anyway yesterday was one of the days i must remember. :)
Spent time with fir on our monthsary night. It sucks that he's good in games. He always wins. Hmmm, suke la tu.
And recently we caught two movies. The lastairbender3d & tekken.
Seriously i love the last airbender ! Hehe. I wish i have his powers too.
And tekken. Jon foo is so hot. Hes fit to be Jin. I admire his moves.
I miss my fir so much. Meeting him later :)

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Today i did not go to school.
im damn tired. hybernated on bed for like 14 hours straight.
hahahaha. now im having a bad headache. too much sleep is not good for u too.
and guess what, bf just called to wish our special day. hehe. i love him so much.
i hope he's safe and sound at tekong. even my mum's very worried for him. goodness !

the recording session was a success. did a cover song. (christina.a - beautiful) now awaiting for my producer to master and publish it online.
planned wide on doing a next cover song. maybe the song PYRAMID by charice ! Cos im so ter-sangkut on this song. heee ((:

and DO check out the next shining star CHRISTINA GRIMMIE 17 yr old girl 1st music video. Shes fucking famous on youtube. Senang je. Type out her name and her vids will emerge. Her voice i rate it 5/5. To me, shes way better than rihanna, demi lovato or anybody. Serious.

Anyway. School is fun. Assignments a bore. Today is my bf's first day in Tekong. Im feeling so sooo empty right now. :( tmrw is our special day. but we actually met for 30mins at pasir ris before he sets off. I miss him so much !

im so damn sleepy right now. those oozy feeling somehow gets the best of me. only fir , my mum and God knows why. i hate it when these things happened. i need to force myself to stay wide awake and relive.

won't be seeing bf today and the whole five days next week. will be missing him so much :(
today im going for a recording session at producer's house. gonna suffer a whole lot. wish me the best.

Can't believe the two person i know, left this sinful world on the same sunday. Both drowned.
Ridzuan Jumali, 18.
Notable.
Talented morning singer.
Our production pages are always flooded by his positive comments.
Well , he's on new paper last sunday. He ignored pleas not to swim. Drowns after he tries to swim to islet at sentosa.

The other guy i know is by the name of Muhd Asrul. A childhood friend of Ahmad. Falls into S'pore River after sleeping off a night of boozing and watching World Cup. I hope this incident will be a lesson learnt for Ahmad. He's getting old sia. He's 26 fucking years old. He shouldn't be out there EVERY NIGHT at Clark Quay drinking. Taking a jap. or got high on those blackmarket cough syrups. He should be earning hard for a living. OR finding someone to settle down with. He should be done with the life being behind bars. And repent. Before its too late like his friend.
i hope he will stop wasting his time on it from now on. And quit his job as a tattoo artist. lets hope hard he will open his eyes.


Anyway, I MISS FIRDAUS !!

truckloads of things occurred between me & bf recently.

oh yes. he tagged along to my cousin's chalet.

over there , we went to cycle and watched the pretty sunset together.((:

played soccer and we ate a tonne of savouries.

and for the past few days, i went to clean his entire crib. squeaky clean now. i kinda pitied his mum for working so hard to support 5 boys on her own. every single day bf meet me up after his super tiring daytime in camp. i don't force and it's his will. he's fucking sweet.

he even wrote a long love letter in my diary. with his picture on it. (:

he designed the whole cover page too ! seriously cute sia. ahhh daymmmm. i love him la !

now i just have to be extremely patient with his ex. and get used to his mum. it's kinda awkward that me, smoking together with his mum and him. goodness. a very...open minded mum !

yesterday bf met my parents. got interviewed from 1100pm to 230am. haha. was embarassing. mum showed bf my childhood photo with curly fries hair. and the one i slept on the bus reaching terengganu last year. SUPER UGLY SIA. urgh !
he likes my parents though. he took cab home. and today he's having this ns outing at fort canning park.

im so tired i slept 12 hours straight today. yest spent the whole day together wit bf. sanggup sia dia ambik mc from sgh to be excused from camp. haha. thanks for the movie treat, restaurants and many more. i hope u like the adidas watch i gave u. now we have similar watches. hehehe.

(our most ugliest random shots. sorry)

yesterday was a day for me and bf to remember.

we went to shop at ion together.

bf is so sweet. he insisted on buying me clothes. with his brutal words. haha.

in the end, i got myself just a mango tee and uniqlo hoodie.

i dont want him to spend so much money on me.

as for him, boxers and 1 tee from uniqlo. 4 shirts at topman. happy la tu. hahaha.

moreover dgn matching earrings dia. chis.

i wonder what should i get for him in return. mmmmmm. and yeah to those who doesnt know, ive officially changed to a new number. so pls take note k.

ive so called ditched my blog for quite sometime. im so shag to update. no time man.

now i have my mini laptop, iphone, firdaus to keep me contented. (:

see that guy above ? that's firdaus i'm talking about.
he's in army now. and he always have time for me despite his tight schedule. i love his random calls just to sing to me.(: sent me right to my doorstep so that im safe. see stars together.
he kept my photos and i kept his. whats mine is mine. and whats his is mine.((:

im sleepy now. i will update tmrw morning to continue k.

I HATE MY NEW TIMETABLE FOR TUES & THURS!

WEEHEE ! Im halfway recovering from my dissapointing asthma & fever. Imagine hitting the point of 39.5 degrees. It's something i dont want to recall much. Anyway im back to school this coming Monday. :D Hehehehe. I miss Nasi Ayam Sambal & Mushroom Sp !

Sometimes. I feel stupid for playing back those songs which makes me remind myself of the past down at Woodlands. I should be moving on. Looking forward. And never turn back. Well, no matter what, memories stays huh.

just when i was about to reach the top with felicity, snap! now im at the bottom again. feeling at my worst. stressing about money. i hate saman. like who loves it right? Moreover with dad trashing more books ontop of me. Me, trying to balance the whole pile of books. One more book, im gonna trip and fall. My dad took a whole 2 months leave. He finished off most of our savings on ciggies , and we have to feed ourselves instant noodles almost everyday. I didnt dare to tell this off to my friends. I dont want anybody's sympathy or stash. Let me suffer this alone.
Once my dad is done with his 2 months leave, im happy again. and after 6 months, he will be promoted and will be offered to work overseas. Either dubai or oman. I'm fucking excited on this part. Cause he's bringing me , my mum , my brother along ! Staying there for atleast 3 months. Cool or what !

Dayymmm ! Something is ultra wrong with my ite portal siaaaaaaa. T-T

I can't seem to reveal my results. It doesnt work still after so many attempts.

I really have to figure out something soluble.


Anyway i watch a movie badly !!!! :(

Finally done wit my 2nd song :D " Don't come to me " But personally i think it wasnt well done. Just my voicals. Huhu. Other than that, it's fine. Will be posted by Phathell in FB soon. :B

Anyway i miss him.
I miss rushie wooshie sushie.
I miss encik ahmad(;
my fuckers from ite.
and bitches from workplace.

weeeheeee


i'm gonna be drop dead busy today. heading out jalan jalan wit the woodlanders.

To be honest , i am in my worst mood. But i dont wanna evoke it to myself. Chillek. :]
Im going to bisect my freetime today into two. Meet up with heen to escalate on our two new songs. And hang around with Rushie bestie , aphat , loco . Theyre somesort my happy pills . Atleast sejuk jugak hati aku hari nie :) Huhu . These week i'll be pretty busy in terms of hanging out. Tuesday, wednesday, saturday, sunday dah confirm busy to the max. Tha other free time goes to work. Fooooooooooh. Busy busy.

And somehow unexpected people contacted me back after so long . Kiddo ( Zulhilmi ) whose in ns right now contacted me back . We treated each other like brother sister now . He smsed me yesterday just to tell me he watched soccer wdl vs home united and they drawed . Then MUS contacted me back ! My all time favourite dearest friend . He smsed just to tell me he's botak now. Haha , random seh ! He cut botak because of work ? Err . @.@


i gtg , need to get ready :D

As expected, a mundane monday. @.@ !
Feeling ultra restless. Chill chill apple the whole day.
Eat sleep tv computer.
Brainstormed on my catchy lyrics.
Moreover with the never ending rain out there. It's something impropable during March. So i rather be somewhere indoors.

Anyway , bf's msg is daymmmm agonizing. Im so sad. I dont wanna brag much. :[ I don't know what did i do to be treated like this. I swear i never hurt you before. But you always did. Am i not special to you at all ? I wonder so much :(.

its Been awhile since i updated. Both my laptop & desktop needs to consult a doctor. Now I'm struggling, shaking, shivering with every alphabet to click. keyboard errors.

anyway I've published my 1st new song titled 'what about me' :]. download able at 4shared. up next I'm joining forces with heen elfenzo. hehehe. working on two songs titled 'don't come to me' & 'cinta tidak kesampaian'. thanks to 245productions for the beat. :D god bless u.