truckloads of things occurred between me & bf recently.

oh yes. he tagged along to my cousin's chalet.

over there , we went to cycle and watched the pretty sunset together.((:

played soccer and we ate a tonne of savouries.

and for the past few days, i went to clean his entire crib. squeaky clean now. i kinda pitied his mum for working so hard to support 5 boys on her own. every single day bf meet me up after his super tiring daytime in camp. i don't force and it's his will. he's fucking sweet.

he even wrote a long love letter in my diary. with his picture on it. (:

he designed the whole cover page too ! seriously cute sia. ahhh daymmmm. i love him la !

now i just have to be extremely patient with his ex. and get used to his mum. it's kinda awkward that me, smoking together with his mum and him. goodness. a very...open minded mum !

yesterday bf met my parents. got interviewed from 1100pm to 230am. haha. was embarassing. mum showed bf my childhood photo with curly fries hair. and the one i slept on the bus reaching terengganu last year. SUPER UGLY SIA. urgh !
he likes my parents though. he took cab home. and today he's having this ns outing at fort canning park.

im so tired i slept 12 hours straight today. yest spent the whole day together wit bf. sanggup sia dia ambik mc from sgh to be excused from camp. haha. thanks for the movie treat, restaurants and many more. i hope u like the adidas watch i gave u. now we have similar watches. hehehe.

(our most ugliest random shots. sorry)

yesterday was a day for me and bf to remember.

we went to shop at ion together.

bf is so sweet. he insisted on buying me clothes. with his brutal words. haha.

in the end, i got myself just a mango tee and uniqlo hoodie.

i dont want him to spend so much money on me.

as for him, boxers and 1 tee from uniqlo. 4 shirts at topman. happy la tu. hahaha.

moreover dgn matching earrings dia. chis.

i wonder what should i get for him in return. mmmmmm. and yeah to those who doesnt know, ive officially changed to a new number. so pls take note k.

ive so called ditched my blog for quite sometime. im so shag to update. no time man.

now i have my mini laptop, iphone, firdaus to keep me contented. (:

see that guy above ? that's firdaus i'm talking about.
he's in army now. and he always have time for me despite his tight schedule. i love his random calls just to sing to me.(: sent me right to my doorstep so that im safe. see stars together.
he kept my photos and i kept his. whats mine is mine. and whats his is mine.((:

im sleepy now. i will update tmrw morning to continue k.

I HATE MY NEW TIMETABLE FOR TUES & THURS!

WEEHEE ! Im halfway recovering from my dissapointing asthma & fever. Imagine hitting the point of 39.5 degrees. It's something i dont want to recall much. Anyway im back to school this coming Monday. :D Hehehehe. I miss Nasi Ayam Sambal & Mushroom Sp !

Sometimes. I feel stupid for playing back those songs which makes me remind myself of the past down at Woodlands. I should be moving on. Looking forward. And never turn back. Well, no matter what, memories stays huh.

just when i was about to reach the top with felicity, snap! now im at the bottom again. feeling at my worst. stressing about money. i hate saman. like who loves it right? Moreover with dad trashing more books ontop of me. Me, trying to balance the whole pile of books. One more book, im gonna trip and fall. My dad took a whole 2 months leave. He finished off most of our savings on ciggies , and we have to feed ourselves instant noodles almost everyday. I didnt dare to tell this off to my friends. I dont want anybody's sympathy or stash. Let me suffer this alone.
Once my dad is done with his 2 months leave, im happy again. and after 6 months, he will be promoted and will be offered to work overseas. Either dubai or oman. I'm fucking excited on this part. Cause he's bringing me , my mum , my brother along ! Staying there for atleast 3 months. Cool or what !

Dayymmm ! Something is ultra wrong with my ite portal siaaaaaaa. T-T

I can't seem to reveal my results. It doesnt work still after so many attempts.

I really have to figure out something soluble.


Anyway i watch a movie badly !!!! :(

Finally done wit my 2nd song :D " Don't come to me " But personally i think it wasnt well done. Just my voicals. Huhu. Other than that, it's fine. Will be posted by Phathell in FB soon. :B

Anyway i miss him.
I miss rushie wooshie sushie.
I miss encik ahmad(;
my fuckers from ite.
and bitches from workplace.

weeeheeee


i'm gonna be drop dead busy today. heading out jalan jalan wit the woodlanders.

To be honest , i am in my worst mood. But i dont wanna evoke it to myself. Chillek. :]
Im going to bisect my freetime today into two. Meet up with heen to escalate on our two new songs. And hang around with Rushie bestie , aphat , loco . Theyre somesort my happy pills . Atleast sejuk jugak hati aku hari nie :) Huhu . These week i'll be pretty busy in terms of hanging out. Tuesday, wednesday, saturday, sunday dah confirm busy to the max. Tha other free time goes to work. Fooooooooooh. Busy busy.

And somehow unexpected people contacted me back after so long . Kiddo ( Zulhilmi ) whose in ns right now contacted me back . We treated each other like brother sister now . He smsed me yesterday just to tell me he watched soccer wdl vs home united and they drawed . Then MUS contacted me back ! My all time favourite dearest friend . He smsed just to tell me he's botak now. Haha , random seh ! He cut botak because of work ? Err . @.@


i gtg , need to get ready :D

As expected, a mundane monday. @.@ !
Feeling ultra restless. Chill chill apple the whole day.
Eat sleep tv computer.
Brainstormed on my catchy lyrics.
Moreover with the never ending rain out there. It's something impropable during March. So i rather be somewhere indoors.

Anyway , bf's msg is daymmmm agonizing. Im so sad. I dont wanna brag much. :[ I don't know what did i do to be treated like this. I swear i never hurt you before. But you always did. Am i not special to you at all ? I wonder so much :(.

its Been awhile since i updated. Both my laptop & desktop needs to consult a doctor. Now I'm struggling, shaking, shivering with every alphabet to click. keyboard errors.

anyway I've published my 1st new song titled 'what about me' :]. download able at 4shared. up next I'm joining forces with heen elfenzo. hehehe. working on two songs titled 'don't come to me' & 'cinta tidak kesampaian'. thanks to 245productions for the beat. :D god bless u.

Rebonded my hair. =D
never ever gonna perm it.
i rather its silky straight.
most girls out there looks ugly with curly hair. no offence :]

I'm done with my lyrics.
PS. Got nothing to do with anybody.
So here it goes. With simple english.

I SACRIFISED MY SLEEP TO BE YOUR STARRY NIGHT,
I WALKED MILES JUST TO SEE IF YOU'RE ALRIGHT,

I HEARD ALL YOUR FEARS,
YOUR SECRETS N YOUR DREAMS,
I WOULD LISTEN WHEN YOU BREAK IN TEARS.

I COUNTED EVERY TEAR YOU CRIED,
JUST TO MAKE SURE ITS NOT AS MUCH AS YOUR SMILE I LIKED,

WHY IT'S ALL BOUT YOU,
NOTHING BOUT ME,
WHY I GOT THE PAIN,
N YOU LEFT ME WITH ALL THE BLAME!

CHORUS/

FORGET ABOUT THOSE DAYS,
FORGET ABOUT THOSE NIGHTS,
FORGET THAT WE WERE ONCE SO RIGHT.

DONT WANNA HEAR YOUR VOICE,
DONT WANNA SEE YOU,
DONT WANNA DO ANYTHING GOT TO DO WITH YOU.

so how is it :D :) ? Hahaha ! It's been a long time since i wrote a proper one. Just a short draft or two eversince im bombed with school assignments.

Anyway. School's a bore. Did a bundle of revision papers. Exam's next week. Daym, I'm shaking. Hahahahaha. I need to bloody revise on bearings ! Not those maths topic on bearings. But those ball bearings, roller bearings, bush bearings. Tsk tsk. I know nothing about it. ~.~
I'm spending my whole night today at Pasir ris till 7am tmrw. So i'll blog when i'm free.

Can someone relay to Fairouzs that i love him so :) ? Hehe. Random seh.
Anyway. Malique nigga just produced a beat for me today. My mind got bombed since yesterday night. Creating an almost perfect lyric. It's almost done. Wait till im done i'll publish it kae ?
Tmrw my Section head organised a team bonding event at ALOHA CHALET. To go or not to go ? THATS THE QUESTION !

Was expecting a mundane night.
But things dont always turn out the way we expected right.
So im not suprised. :) Hehe.

Cancelled my meet with Fairouzs.
And my meet with Vanessa Adrianne Nunis.
I roused from my seat and rushed excitedly to Scape at Youth Park to meet Bffs.
Since Tampines is almost an accessible place to go anywhere in the North.

The atmosphere and the crowds down there ROMP SIOL !!
Haha. Seriously.
And Sheikh Haikel Junior is so adorable !
Of course this little boy raps well.
Tengok lah bapak dier siapahhh kan. Hahaha.
Met up with Khai aphat , Amirul , Hariz , Heen elfenzo and Loco.
Khai seemed melancholic and disturbed by the crowds.
Oh yes , I'm so sorry i didnt make it on time to witness your performance.
The rest of bekas TIP was there too.
Had a short chat with my favourite Shidy and Loco.
And we went seperate ways.

Ate at KFC. Finished off Hariz's cheese fries.
Logged on to Facebook through Heen's Iphone.
Got my hands on my baby psp all the way home.
Got myself into another realm. Where only Naruto Shippuden character exists. Hahahaha.
Fought halfway through the tower.
And here i am ! Haha.
Back to earth , I wanna sleep. Nite earthlings.

i had some lovable moments with rushie & loco.
but to some dissapointment. we bumped into hyder.
when he got engrossed into a conversation with rushie, loco and i were practically bitching about him by bluetoothing msg.
poor rushie can't help wondering what got into our sleeves. ish ish. haha.

then we bumped into hidayah and zul.
hugged them tight.
seriously. looking at them. i just miss those old days.
back in those times in a food chain restaurant named pizzahut.
i remembered i was sending a toasted garlic bread to this customer ,
then tiber tiber i slipped and the garlic bread flewed all the way to the east
macam bukit batok ke pasir ris and hit the wall ! haha !
selenger nak mampos seh !! urgh.
anyway. im happy working in 7eleven now. :)
goodnight.

you know what bothers me most ? ORANG BERBUAL WORLD. That's sadistic in a way. You are pulling a person's leg in a convincing manner. But ask yourself this. Whats the outcome. Isn't it a relieve to just say the truth.
Common, tak semua org bodoh nak mampos untuk percaya kau okay. Nak world tgk org. Jgn end up malu.
Theres this one guy got i and my music buddies extremely bothered. He claimed he's a Eurasian. What the fuck. Pandai seh dia buat kelakar. Hahaha ! He looks malay. Has a malay name. And his i/c clearly stated that his race is a malay. Race and religion is two different thing okay. And what's wrong being a malay anyway? Wahh , kononnya kalau kau eurasian , kita akan sembah kau, jilat kaki kau ? He even got the guts to actually say the parents that is under one roof with him is not his real parents. Astarfirullah al hazim. Padahal muka bapak dia mirip dia. Ingat , Tuhan dengar seh. Confirm ni punya anak terus pergi mampos masuk neraka sak ! Konon nya his real "Eurasian dad" hit and run. Hahaha. Oh wait. Just look at his facebook. His current city is at New york. I thought this is Singapore ? I think he's dreaming. He even claimed he djed for a club in Australia when he's 15! Hahahaha !! Fucking shit !! Another big joke to laugh about. Theres another. This NITEC certificate holder is acting like a JC student. Tak sedar diri. He taught me English like I'm stupid. If I'm that stupid, i wouldnt be passing my O levels English. Wanna see my certificate ? Im not world. Unlike him. He can just hisap konek sudah ! Hahahahaha ! Lai. Go ahead and spit at me. I'm so not scared of you.

and i miss fairouzs so much. :(