This is gonna be a semi-lengthy post.
on my impartial weekend updates.

Rushie came to sleepover on Saturday. Before fetching her, met up with my kaki gerek buddy, Kiddo Aceline ! And the coolest shit thing is he's staying near me. Lol. So easy to meet. Hahaha.

Fetched Rushie @ Wdl. Went for a lil' shopping. Bought the necessary items for our date to Sentosa. After that, we went to eat @ Civic Mac. SEAWEED SHAKERRRR ! Woo~

Then ofto lepak at the sort-of colossal ground under the mrt track.

Bought ciggies !

And of course , home sweet home after that.

We surf-ed youtube.com. for MAD TV & WHOSE LINE IS IT ANYWAY. Heheh. Some funny shit !

Then finally, my buddy Farhan smsed. Lol. King of Busy. Haha. Then @ 2am, Mus called. Aww. =] I was so so ultimately+extremely happy that he have this initiative to call me up to say that he will top up Hot128 soon.

Sometimes life's a sunshine being single. Ain't betraying anyone & total freedom on making friends with whoever i like. =]

Last but not least, Sunday morning , went to Sentosa. Supposed to go to Little Guilin @ night , geesh , im sorry Rushie i was too fatigued. We cancelled the plan. We watched New Moon instead. It was awesome. The whole fun ended when i sent her to the bus stop.

Riki & Raul came at night. My two cute nephews. Hehee. I miss them so much.

Ok dah. That's about it. I'll update more soon k. Byebye !

Woohoo ! finally. PAYDAY!!!! =D Hahahaha. Happy nya aku ! Weeeee.

*jumping up down sideways*



I Bought the tops ive been eyeing on with my Sharingan for quite awhile. And belt too. The rest of the cash is reserved for bills & sentosa this weekend. Well done Iza for not splurging on unnecessary stuffs.

AND Ive been waiting for 1 1/2 day for this Farhan guy, a friend of mine to msg. And he finally did just now when im busy assembling my cascade. Like finally eh ! shoosh !
Speaking of cascades. Ive 2 more to go ! LOL. SLOW.

And another finally goes to Mus ! Anyway, i miss u friend. =]

Yesterday night i went to Little Guilin with Jason aka 'sister'. It's not pleasing down there of course. Creepy cum spooky ! But we maintained our body gestures bla bla bla. We took videos bla bla bla. And i dont know wtr its the wind or what. I heard a woman whispering when i were smoking by the lake. Anyways all jotted down on notepad. Hopefully we get to complete our project on time.

Bye bye !!

things are sailing smooth this week. im ultimately glad =]

i can't help smiling so wide back to you this morning. Didnt expect you would actually approached me. alas ! expect the unexpected.
and as usual, smoked together. wee.
but this kinda of moment wont last. as today is his last paper. boring siak.
im gonna miss u so much friend. i love u, i love u, i love u, i love u friend. ;] shoosh.
pls top up your damn prepaid k. im waiting. cute guy laaa !

Feeling sicky the whole week. Didnt tag along with my PM group members to Old changi Hospital & Sungei Api Api. But atleast, I contributed by thorough research & printed necessary informations. Hehee. I aint scardy cat ok. Im just fatigued & sicky. See, its bold and highlighted.

Besides that, im feeling scared+dissapointed+lost = scadisslo?
Well life is like a roller coaster. U hafta accept that. Things get better and even better at first as it goes up. Once u reach the top, be prepared to face the worst. And it will happen so fast u least expected. Im proud that im facing it instead of running away from it.

friend :[ .. ure hiding my smile. i need my smile back.

im not pleased with my situation now. After that night u msged me something that ure unhappy of, im afraid of falling apart from u. even that we're ok now, i hope that incident is not retrievable. and things arent the same as before. A lil diff. Pls, i don't wish to loose u my friend. :(
i dont wish to stop going sch with u every day either.

(IN WHITE)HASBULLAH. DIDNT EXPECT THAT YOU WILL LEAVE THIS WORLD TODAY. ITS SHOCKING ME. MOREOVER YOU JUST COMPLETED YOUR O LEVELS. I GUESS I WONT HEAR YOU SING @ WDL AS USUAL ANYMORE HUH. MAY YOU REST IN PEACE. amirul, boboi will miss you.

Went to catch the movie Paranormal Activity with my schoolmate , Mus. I bet some of you know who he is ;] . Thx 4 treating me Mus. Hrrm, feeling goosebumps yesterday when i got home. I even msged few of my friends telling how SCARDY CAT i am. Hahahs! Penakut arh. The movie somehow reminded me of Quarentine. Coz its viewed through a video cam captured by the main character itself. Somesort similar. But this is a true story. At first, it seemed boring. But just so you wait till the middle part. Fucking scary.

Too bad 2012 is fully booked. But atleast Paranormal activity enlightens me. In a way.

Hrmm. I have a confession to make. I dont have to wait till friendship day to do this right. I just wanna let this off my chest on how much i appreciatte these ppl. Some ppl are meant to stay, some ppl are meant to go. For example, your family are those some ppl that are gonna stay. And those who go, they drop by your doorstep for a reason and off they go. And those who are gone , they come back to your life , because why ? BECAUSE THEY ARE MEANT TO STAY.

JASON. HE'S MY SISTER. He's staying near me & so we went to school everyday together. He's My love doctor. My smoking partner. Same fav ciggarette brand, next mlsz!

ATIBA , TAM, MIMI. My closest classmate. Almost every problem he has , im someone he will confide to share. He understands me, i understands him.

NANA BFF. workmate,schoolmate,babygirl. love her loads.

IMRAN. Special friend. Narutofreak too. Graduated. Used to contact few years back. And its fated that we contact once again when he asked for my number @ Tamp. Now, its time for him to go again. With his own poly life. Im prepared. Atleast, he dropped by & taught me how to rejuvenate life problems. Thanks for hearing me cry, hearing about my health problems.

my exbf yan hope too. happy that we remained friends. but i know it will never last.

Im a new person now =] heheh. pst. sorry if i didnt include some of you guys!

Hmm . Many things kinda happened recently . Its an obligation i need to take care of my poor health condition now . CA will dismiss me from school if i carry on absent-ing due to my medical problems . u know , Incomplete modules . Unfair huh . I dont know the meaning of crying anymore . I just stay fucking silent nowadays . Sometimes i wonder why im carrying more problems than the others . N they didnt seemed to understand my kinda of , life . U cant expect me to have a life like yours . Im ALONE , yes . Persevering problems on my own feet . Be it from paying my own bills to personal stuff like stupid love . People hurt me , abandoned me . But im still fly & stay fucking silent . A lil of open & close of eyes , im turning 20 . N i know . life , is about dealing with problems , not running away from it . Its like death . U just have to face that u have to die one day .

Cafe2 was so packed yesterday. I was standing around looking out for Nana *& Hawa & suddenly this short convo by a group of guys made me turn !

" Kau jangan langgar aku eh. Nanti aku pakai Sharingan aku baru tahu. "

LOL.
Amazing how Naruto.S. affected alot of ppl including me. Hahaha. -.-"

These are the semi-necessary stuffs I bought. Its maddening me on what to buy at first though.
And it does not mean iam abandoning my old stuffs k ! I still use em. Till it
can't be used? Yeah.
Got my hair done. And my piercing still hurts.
And I bet my two "brothers" must be happy i treated them to Pizzahut. :)
Since i dont know who to spend it on EXACTLY.

Anyway , I need plenty of rest. Tmrw night im working from 7pm-11pm. Mentang2 kerja 711. Haha. Well , In order to detour myself from rotting @ home, Esai ah !

& Oh , Suddenly i remembered that in few more days , it will be a year since. And i bet too that this someone don't even remember or cares. What to do. Nobody knows how i FEEL. :(Well i don't need anyone's pity , i just want to complete my assignments now.

Goodnight EARTH.

Today is all about the eminence of Naruto Spdn. :)

Its touching to know that Kakashi's sharingan actually belong to his dead bestie !

His bestie belo giler oi. Reminds me of Naruto. Only Naruto's not wearing goggles !

Kakashi became so heartless.

And when he cried , its the sharingan eye that got wet with tears. Bloody touching

eh.

There goes about the Hotstuff Kakashi.


Anyway . . Truckloads of news i have recently. But its kinda personal !

I even dreamt of something for 5 times already. Cant tell what is it. Can be someone or an animal. Lets remain discreet. :) But sometimes . . . . . i wonder why.

When hard earned money is on hand , i call a day for shopping !

Guess what i purchased. Just so you see in school kay. =D


(I Still.)

You know , we will bound to meet new ppl out there . Ppl who is meant to be our shoulders , ppl who is meant to be the one to pour our love to , and ppl who is meant to taught us a lesson.

Ppl who is meant to taught us a lesson acts as karma. Which God makes we dont realise. If we realise , we will never get hurt , and so we will never learn. What goes ard comes ard. You hurt someone , these one person destined from God will acts as karma and hurt you back. Life is a never ending education. Everytime , theres many lesson to be learnt.


well , ive learnt my lesson.

i hope they will be famous one fine day. :) . i love this heart-sinking song. sit back and enjoy.

based on this video , its about the lady dumped the guy cos he turned gay. kinda unique though.

Anyway , today's the 2nd day of new semester. Never did i thought Pneumatic & Hydraulics can be so much fun ! Moreover when it comes to the moment when the air supply , diffuser did its magic ! woohoo gerek KEPE ! Hehehe. Bo layan kawan ! Full concentration on the assembly itself =D

& Thank you so much to those who have been there for me. Friends is all i have besides my

family. They're muscles to my body :)

Last but not least , here's the link to my shared blog with Rushie. Two different world.

But opposite do attracts rite ! Heh. Atleast we have two things in common.

Same fashion sense & NARUTOOOOOO SHIPPUDEN ! Hahaha. Sasuke sasuke sasuke.

www.rushieiza.blogspot.com

THOSE dream , it pops now and then. Not consecutively, but in at random days.
Haiz.

Im deeply in love with one song recently.

It's lagu kita by aizat :)

so here it is. lets appreciatte malay for once.




even how much i hated to listen to love songs recently, i fell for this. believe it.
it makes me sad somehow. erm.



anyway i have another song to recommend too.


damn!, shes a sexy bitch!... =D

I wanna say thanks to those who visited me @ SGH yesterday. Insyallah, i will be fine :)



Im just feeling weak from the hyperdermic syringe.



I dont wanna hear what the doctor hafta say bout my chest pain.



Its been going on for months. Now im high on drugs. Gonna have flu any moment.



Anw, Tmrw morning shift.



Back to work. Fyi, im working @ 7eleven. Back to mr zaki. ;)



Before that i wanna check on my GPA result !



Yessa tak sabar oi ! Ha-ha-haaaaaaahk.



Now its all about studies. I wanna conform and commit.

Biar mind pain, jgn heart pain. hahaha.




I wanna take

my rest and be away from net for the moment. Take care.

Ive made a shared blog with my les partner Rushie. (: Ive yet to publish it. Im gonna reveal it by

next week.

And i miss sch. Speaking of sch, GPA LAH FUCK! 1st october. I bet my Gpa drop due to

holy shit weak attendance.

Skip so much for only i-know-you-dont-know reason. Even that i have full marks for

my excellency in practical. It wont help. I miss lepak at Unisex toilet. Only engineers shares this

unisex moments. Haha.


And finally i miss going to school with hasbi and jason everyday ! 12 october pls come fast.

I realised how much i change recently. You guys are so gonna see the OLD a year ago Rose

Idariza back !

Ive make over Woohoo !


~What goes ard, comes ard. God is fair. (: Believe it. U will slowly see behind those "colourful" curtains.

ANY ITECE JAN INTAKE MECHANICAL GUYS WILLING TO DONATE ME YOUR LAST

SEMESTERS BOOKLET? I NEED IT FOR NEXT SEMESTER. SAVE CASH =]

AND IVE CHANGED MY NUMBER BTW.

IVE LOST ALL OF YOUR CONTACTS.

I NEED HASBI'S, JASON'S CONTACT ESPECIALLY.

COS WE'RE GONNA GO SCH, GO HOME TOGETHER EVERYDAY.

PLS DO ASK FOR IT. THANKS.