I WANT NEW CLOTHES. PATHETIC!

Aku tahu lah perasaan dia tentang aku kerja dekat pizzahut. Like, semua orang tahu eh situ ada byk matmat. If he does'nt trust me, macam mana seh. Aku dah terdesak. I'm in need of money to buy my personal stuff. Aku kerja pasal duit. Lain lah kalau aku ni gatal giler babi, PASAL LAKI. Diff ppl, diff attitude, diff perspective. I know you're worried dear, but i promise i wont do anything funny alright. You know that my heart is with you. THEY ARENT LIKE YOU.

Nobody like me, preferred work. I prefer to go by cash flowing w/o venting a single muscle. Hah, obviously its not possible. Now I'm juggling two job. the current Salesgirl@Marinasquare & now added with, Waitress@PizzahutCAUSEWAYPOINT . Phew, I'm counting to Monday, which is when i get started.

Tmrw work siakk :( Fauziah will not be there for the whole week. Things will be ridiculous! But I have to, for what it takes. Or my money will crumble down, wasted.
Like finally, I got back in contact with my "sister". She's busy working too, like myself. She had this problems nobody wished to have. Pity her. Her bf was once married recently, and now his ex wife was running after him and acts voilently toward my "sister". Their relationship is never at peace nowadays.

I miss Ruzz.

eh, senang aku dengar lagu keling. tak payah nak hegeh compete/kata kata dengan/pasal aku kan?
like, mulut big hole siakk. pa pe lah, lagu kau the best lah eh? semangat cari lagu all over the net. latest, so? *sneers* "aku bukan macam kau" aku tak kejarkan latest. ada masa aku tukar tukar genre. sebab, asal kan sedap sudah.

" Like finally, tmrw is weekend ! I do not have sink my eyes, coating & assembly at those optic lenses at work. It's mother of disaster sak -.- "

Fauziah taught me alot, and people thought we were like mother and child. itu part bagus, because those guys would'nt dare to disturb me. It's really annoying. I dragged Ruzz into my mind every minute. I just feel so alone without him. I miss him. Meeting him tmrw (:

Don't try to act as if u know all the songs in the world. I don't give a damn about your "goodness" . like, so what? SINK THE FUCKER.

1st shift work starts tomorrow. Little freedom, more cash flow. I'm going to miss every little bit of Ruzz, every little quality time we had. :(
This will lasts for a month. I need to check in the campus website tomorrow too.
I'm hoping highly to pursue on Diploma In Businesses. I'm eligible but, Can I be chosen? Insyallah.

The campus isnt okay and the customer service isnt okay.
I felt it like sinking in a trash. Nabeh teng teng.

Anyway. my job are scheduled as Mon-Fri 1st shift basis this Thursday. Comfirm boring :(

I can't sleep the whole night today. It was half-past two when I suddenly woke up with piles of uneasiness. I filled my ears with soothing music until 6am, which when the MOE sent an SMS pertaining the JAE2008 results. Its really amusing, NOT.

Work was tiring. :(

Moreover, with little pay. Now Im hoping for the 3dayswork-4daysoff job my mom recommended me. The Retail Manager has yet to call up, and they expected me to sprout attention fully towards the flyer duties.
Yesterday, I went all the way to Sengkang to give out flyers. I got lost eventually. ;tanya sana tanya sini, orang mama pun jadilah !

I met up with my Boyf after I reached my doorsteps & got changed. Its pretty amusing to have this maggi eating session with him :)
We exercised, we lay down on each other and watched the sunset. And I cant help hugging him when it was time to go home.
"I love you dearest", hehe.

a day out before valentines.

too bad we did not snap any during our valentines.

& ouh! our valentines was great(:

after my hard day work and those romantic night at the park, he suprice me with a real rose & a gift. i blushed like a total idiot. he's too sweet !

HAPPY FIFTH MONTH RUZZ SWEETHEART:) thanks for the picture u did specially for me.

anyway,worked at m.square last saturday. seriously, tiring gila. haiz haiz :( nasib part time. phew.
the esplanade is occupied by the uhh chinese bazaar, so punye lah sengket! tempat tu.
nak balik pun susah, mat mats minah minahs duduk, block the stairs yang panjang lebar tu.
uhh yeah, customers came loaded and those small minahs-minahs especially. look here,look there. uhhhhh pegi dah.

GAWD I LIKE THIS BAND!

eyes set to kill.

Eyes Set to Kill began in 2004 as a three-piece band from Phoenix, AZ, seeking a unique sound that would combine the soft, melodic feel of female vocals and gut-wrenching screaming, backed up by powerful instrumentals with a post-hardcore influence.

PENOPLY.

she's so pretty siot, whathefish. i love her hair, whats most. she's one of the top top toppest in emo images found on web. and i adore her way. GAHHH can i have a hair like her? LOL.

love.

oh bestnye. o results will be out in just a few hours!omg. i cant sleep, i cant think properly. im so scared i could eat my entire body. what the fish? haiz.

i myself knew how terrible i did for my entire papers. Iwasted.

ruzz ruzz ruzz.

he's all i could ask for, :)

forever.

[ o lvll results is out tmrw! HAIYO aku mampos dulu ! ]

escape the fate.... is nothing new.
but im starting to fall for them, :)




my sister moved in back to my house temporarily recently. her new house will be hers by march or april SO YEAH she has a com so WOOPY i can now blog often. WOOHOOOOOO




I MISS RUZZ!

how i wish i could just be with you forever.
and you and me (:

fancy not having access connection and go allllllllllllll the way down to some stupid cybercafe to BLOG. im pretty free right now though, totally not busy with life.
UUU CANNNN COUNTTT ON MEEEE FOR ANYYYY OUTINGGGSSSS (REALLY!) , as if.
but beep me, my msn is not alive (:

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSSSHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
IMMMMMMMM BAAACCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKK LAAAAA SEEEYYYYYYYY /
GEDDDEEEEBUUUUSSSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHHH PIANNNNNNGGGGG

using, my friend's com.

my modem isnt working so im unable to access through internet, FOR LONG
it terribly need to feed on shit SO YEAH.

new year's a bore.
all i did during countdown was sleep.

new year hols,
sleep.

after new year,
sleep.

FUHHHHH LAZY HABESSSSS

i did went for a couple of interviews and training in work industries,
i dont know why it kind of, dont work out.
and next week i'll be starting on my work SHEESSSHHH
so i guess i'll be pretty busy this month.

WOOOOO WOOOO WOOOOO. AKU HAPPPYYYY LARRRR OI.

finally, im meeting him tmr ! woooooo woooooo woooooooooooooo.
i miss him so heavily much.

languished in home SO beats me.spick and span. im done with rotting. KERJA RUMAH SEMUA AKU BUAT TAHU TAK. sweeping, washing the dishes, scrubbing the walls & floors. GEE GEE GEE ! AKU AKU AKU -___- TAMPAR TERBANG!

i want to hook up in working line so i could escape from this ordeal.

its been quite awhile too i contacted her. she's busy working. and she left her boyfriend, which i was not informed. and now, her father left this world. which i was not informed too. im so upset. have she forgotten about me? hidayah, a best sisterly friend for all this years.