WELL, WELL..

Found a piece of dirty joke extracted from a certain known webbie.
I find it humorous though. Go ahead & read.

Pinocchio talks to Gepetto:

- Daddy my dick is all jagged and crooked so I have no success with girls.

- You know, my son, I didn’t care too much about that detail, but that should not be a problem. Go to the shop, take a sandpaper and fix it.

After some time, Gepetto asks Pinocchio:

- Well, did you resolve the problem with the girls?

- Daddy, since I got the sandpaper who needs the girls anymore -


--- Back about me ---

Still, I'm maintaining my health to an acceptable level.
But... I guess I'm more worried about my studies!
For me, it's a battle btwn life & death.
I really am not into ITE! I want to enter sec5;
B-A-D-L-Y !
Studied pretty hard lately. Done alot of tests.
Here I've calculated all my mock/try out sets marks-

Chem Mock paper - 33/50
Chem set11 (prelim03) - 39/48
Chem set10 (prelim02) - 47/58
Chem Suqunsec06 paper 3 - 11/20
Maths Mock paper1 (paper1) - 51/60
Maths Mock paper2(paper1-kranjisec) - 52/60

STUDY HARD. PARTY HARD (later).

Aaaachoo! Not again!

Why do I have to fall sick that often?
Unlikely, I'm adapting with sensitive skins;
due to family genes.

This enables higher chances of getting sick!

However,
I hung out at Twin's house again today.
This time, twin (R)dan persuaded us;
friends & I having a room theater.
We watched Underworld Revolution.

Disgusting! Especially the part that the hero & heroin really "played".

They like it, They laughed, They increased in voltage..

Man, I'm getting even sicker by the sight of it.

Yipee!

Finally managed to replace into a new skin.

I guess it looked likely more 'decent' than my previous;
rock fulfilling dream.
It harshly took 3 solid hours to complete it all.

Since it kindly replaced the passing time of fasting,
I'm satisfied with the countdown to break my fast.
woohoo! hahaha..

But still, I felt rotten sitting down for so long!
I really have to accomplish my housechores task.
And ouh! my home revisions!



Ok. u should know I better get going.

My heart were
still in pain.

still unconcious.
All because of my last day with dearest Mr Ishak.

It really broke me down emotionally as he withdrawed his tears.

I silently confessed a 'doa' under my breath,
Hoping for his safety & thankfull,

to have met him on my once-in-a-lifetime journey.

Take care.

Seems like I just entered the path of heaven.

Happiness received with open arms every single moment.
Alhamdullilah,
Thank God for birthing me delicate smiles.

Studies became more meaningful to myself.
I set my path to polytechnics,
but somehow I got a bundle of negative thoughts that I could'nt.

I get to reach myself to the twin's crib twice lately.
One of them is today.
I managed to have high quality fun with them, plus their maid.
I & Ram fought for tv.
I, Art Attack
Ram, Spongebob Squarepants.

Damn! they pointed me out as the
LONGNOSE animal from spongebob series.
Grr, I don't know the name exactly, but it's so UGLY!
.
Whatever!

i felt so low & fragile.
Touch me a little,
I sensed a high voltage of pain
running through my veins.
I had a conflict lately with a few friend of mine.

Only one major that I had dealt with.

Alhamdulillah, I managed to seek for forgiveness & was accepted sincerely. Just after our hearts - out conversation.
But I know deep down inside, we still store our bitter sorrows.

"Dear god, please help me, I'm startng to hate myself! "

The day I have to note down.

I had a heavy quarell with my bro. I never meant to, he should know. But it had happened. My room was astonishingly messed up like a forest. Drawers rested its base at every corner of my room.

Im crying heavily as I drove myself into this MSN world. BLOGGER. I showed my worst facial expression & shouted for no reason. My daddy just looked at me with full of meanings in his eyes. He & mummy quarelled too.

Im lucky enough, before the day ended,
My heart softens as I heard his voice across the telephone line.
We shared our problems together.
More like bestfriends u can say.
And there..
I realised I had to be patient.
Somehow I left with no choice but to swallow it.

The pain that was crawling inside my foot was still visible to my senses.
All because of having a bad fall in cinema recently.
A REALLY BAD FALL! until my face reach the carpet!
It really answer to the nature that I'm going to lead a horrible week.
AND GUESS WHAT? IT IS TRUE!
hold your applauses if u were to give a mean remark.
You might ask what really happened today won't you?

After that bad fall, I had ANOTHER FALL!
urgh. you can set ur applauses now.
not at cinema, but at a hellish staircase.
MOREOVER, it happened..
infront of that twin! twice!
& my face painted a deepest red!

It's getting even weaker every minute.
I managed to walk still and had a normal time with my friends.
Red, Ram, Di, Dan, Toyol.
I pitied Lulu somehow she had to attend to her father at hospital.
So we decided to spent our time at bowling centre. duh!
And yeah.. RusyD won~ *roll eyes* haha!

Those fun moments lasted only for awhile.
The horrible curse still on the line.
It turned out that each of my friends led out their inner problems.
I learnt that basically it involved love & friendships.
Friendships is all on between us. Those frightful misunderstandings.
This is what happens when we're all too close. *sighs*
They seemed to blow their anger everytime.
(fierce se.. da besar drg)

I tend to relax my mind still.
I took this as a part & parcel of life.

To all Muslims, I would like to share an e-mail I received today. Happy reading!

There was a young man who went overseas to study forquite a long time. When he returned, he asked his parents to find him a religious scholar or any expert who could answer his 3 Questions.
Finally, his parents were able to find a Muslim scholar.=20

Young man: Who are you? Can you answer my questions?
Scholar: I am one of Allah (SubHana Wa Ta`ala )'s slaves and Insha-Allah
(God willing), I will be able to answer ur questions.
Young man: Are you sure?
A lot of Professors and experts were not able to answer my questions.
Scholar: I will try my best, with the help of Allah(SubHana WaTa`ala).

Young Man: I have 3 questions:
1. Does God exist? If so, show me His shape.
2. What is thaqdir (fate)?
3. If shaitan (Devil) was created from the fire, why at the end he will be thrown to hell that is alsocreated from fire. It certainly will not hurt him at all, since Shaitan (Devil) and the hell were created from fire. Did God not think of it this far?

Suddenly, the Scholar slapped the young man's face very hard.
Young Man (feeling pain): Why do you get angry at me?
Scholar: I am not angry.
The slap is my answer to your three questions.
Young Man: I really don't understand.
Scholar: How do you feel after I slapped you?
Young Man: Of course, I felt the pain.
Scholar: So do you believe that pain exists?
Young Man: Yes.
Scholar: Show me the shape of the pain!
Young Man: I cannot.
Scholar: That is my first answer. All of us feel God'sexistence without being able to see His shape... Lastnight, did you dream that you will be slapped by me?
Young Man: No.
Scholar: Did you ever think that you will get a slap from me, today?
Young Man: No.
Scholar: That is takdir (fate) my second answer...... My hand that I used to slap you, what is it created from?
Young Man: It is created from flesh.
Scholar: How do you feel after I slapped you?
Young Man: In pain.
Scholar: Thats it. this is my third answer, Even though Shaitan (Devil) and also the hell were created from the fire, if Allah wants, insha-Allah (God willing), the hell will become a very painful Place for Shaitan.

Im feeling scared.

I felt that I'm the worst person you could ever think of!

Just after that ghost encounter.
I would not know if you were to believe me or not.
Dig my heart out, I swear that I led out the truth.

On thursday, I had a tired day out.
Off I went to bed, but my mind was uneasy.
Cyclones were haunting my heart,
but still I managed to sleep.

The next day ( Friday ), I went out with my friends.
We went to catch a movie : Frostbite.
Gross! That's the comment I could thought of.
It all based on vampires & nasty dripping bloods.
When I arrived home, that was the time I received a horrifying news.

My mum went bonkers over me all of the sudden.
She told me hundreds of time not to break our religious rules.
I eyes never let a blink and my heart dropped.

"At 2am, your brother was about to went to bed.
As he was about to enter his bedroom,
he saw a creature that made his eyes glued to your bedroom.
You know what he saw little lady?
That --------- is infront of you trying to harm you!"

My brother continued : After that, the creature dissapeared
when I looked into it again.

My mother continued : Not only that, I saw it again!
And this did not happenned for no reason. Make sure you repent now.
You're no good person anyway. You never followed Islam's rules.


From then on,
I realised that who I really am now.
And this clearly shows that I have to change to a better human.

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!
may god bless you.
Especially to my favourite ones:
Mr Ishak, Mdm Rehana,
Mrs Eng, Ms Ang.

I just love yesterday.
I attended school as usual with Twin(r)usdn.
But for that special day, i wore a bright blue half-dress with season faded jean.
I applied make-up & all kinds of accessories, cause Im pretty sure Mr Adam would not care anyway.
AND IM VERY TRUE!

I was involved in helping out on handling food, present it to teachers & backstage help.
It turned out that I had wonderful time with the preformers, Mr Adam & my other peers.
Many commented how stunning I looked. I blushed & thanked them.
But then, some of them pinched my cheek! ouch!!
Even the sec1s.
Backstage, all of us handled delicious food like sushis, pizza, cakes etc.
All of us went so hungry! luckily there's leftovers for us.

Shortcuts, the performance went great & I met my groups at the foyer.
This time, Dayah/LULU!! & her gangs came along.
All were thinking of where to go.

NAK PERGI MANER?
tanyer boss laki ahh..
GI MANER NI?
tanyer boss pompan ahh..

suddenly, all blurted of going to town.
then off we go.
It's been long since we went there.
because it is such a "BASI" place.
HAH!

SUNDAY,

was a day to remember.
the fun I had, the tiredness I carried.
Overall I'm fully grown satisfied!

Early in the morning,
I had to force myself up & get ready for the BIG DAY.
I had to attend My cousin's wedding
AND...
The twin's small sister birthday party.

By 11am I reached Woodlands b617.
I did not realised that my mouth went half-open as I admired my surroundings.
It was totally grand & the facilities and decorations are all high-class.
I found out that my handsome cousin spent $20 000 on all of those.
The catering was fabulous and the food are deadly delicious.
I sign on the guestbook accompanied with wishes.
NOT TO FORGET! dikir barat was sent to that location.
Media mass casa was invited as Djs & unexpected celebrities was there too.


Shortcuts, I went to the twin's small sister birthday party ard 5pm.
Raf, Sugarddy, Hafizkhan, Wakfian, Farhan & his girl came.
Received goodie bags & participated in Lucky Draw.
how sad.. (R)usdn's ex finished off most of the prizes!
*sob sobs*
reached home ard 9pm AND.....

TADA! I never attend school today. (:

Looking at myself in the mirror,
I sensed that the crisis identity had nearly ended.
I finally learnt myself
& slowly discovered my true identity.
Satisfied, I gave a heavenly smile & walked off.

I dropped myself on the white silky sands,
Raf came & we naturally put our hands to work!
Guess what we did?
A sand castle & a sand sculpture of human dying.
It was so eye-catching that I ran to my other peers,

& blurted " Tadaaa!! Look what we did!! "

Am so proud of it. Thanks to Raf's creative hands.
But in the end, we had to leave behind our creations
as we need to catch waves badly.
AND!! it was destroyed by those pure loosers
volleyball asses!! *sobs sobs*

And ..
My stomach was like 0/10.
Guess what 7eleven sold to us?
A cheapskate Nasi Lemak.
The worst part was to discover that
the egg was so small, enough to feed a baby!
And the chicken is dead cute.
Not enough to fill my bigfuck tank.

And this tells me that I need to grab some food right now~

A Sweet As Maple Syrup.. Day.

I conclude that I & her is hard to be apart.

We are like a dry stone wall,
Stone of us fit closely together && no cement.

Digeridoo was played as we both sank deep into our own dream.


And so, Today.. I did my Maths & Ss paper.
Truly did not expect that it could turn out simple.
The fear I had in me faded away & little amount of confidence was born.
But.. that did not mean I will pass with flying colours.

Plus,
Tomorrow I will be doing my geography,
Better get going now !!

GIVE IT UP TO ME ...

Finally ! Back to my boisterous way of life.
And beats is what exists in my soul.
Sean Paul will always be my sexy voice idol ! haha !

After all those explorations I had covered in the world of music
especially Rock. Even those piddling details. There are many subs in Rock & divided into different kinds of genres. Not to forget those fully - fashioned clothes.

And Rock is still in season !


Today, I decided to chill at my crib.
Covered my most boring routine which is eat, sleep, com, tv, eat, sleep, com, tv. If not I would sms & sms & sms.
But..
Food is what matters to me most !
I gobbled up 3 plates of rice, 2 bags of potato chips & 1 stick of ice cream.
Thank god I'm not fat ! haha !

What should I have for my next meal? hmm !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

Before bragging on the happy issues,
im
TOTALLY DISSAPOINTED
for this year National Day celebration with my school.
It was not amusing & satisfying compared to last year.

The weather toned like a human's lugubrious voice, poured a slow & steady rainwaters. I could not even hear what the speaker wanted to say.

Stupid!

At least,
I got to entertain myself playing with those man-made fake hi-5 hands made for easier & noisier thunder of clappings. Plus! a not-so-wonderful goodie bag. haha !

As Khairi passed the goodie bag to me, his face seemed pale.

I wonder how's that rawker's life right now.

The remaining time was spent with my special friends.

The twin;
instead of slacking @ Esplanade with some pure loosers,

he's watching fireworks later with his big brother. Aww.. That's sweet!

I will spent the rest of my night with my family.
WHICH COMES FIRST!


TOODLES!

Whatever that had happened today,
was more like a slippery dream.

Those tintinnabulation was heard across my mind clearly.
I could still imagine those smooth drifting waves.

I trully enjoyed Sugar, the twin & Ruff's company.
How am I to express how fun I felt to spend time with them? Especially to the one I cared most? Mainly because :

It is difficult to unravel complex human emotions.

The place we went ? Err . It's a secret !!

Tmrw my school is celebrating NATIONAL DAY.
With the public. lols.
GOODNIGHT

When someone hates you, there is reasons behind it .
It is worst if you are not in the wrong.
It is worser if you are in the wrong.

YOU are the one who intend to create enemies.
YOU are the reason that create haters bindweed.

It may be by your unacceptable attitude,
full blooded argument between both parties;
BECAUSE OF YOU,
or by your wrong doings/decisions etc .

It's time that you need to turn over a new leaf.

Unless you intend to remain the way as it is.

Today, nothing unusual happened .
Only that I did a hybernating job on bed.
I woke up at 11am & continued back at 2pm till 7pm.
I don't know what made me so awfully tired that I desperately needed tonnes of rest. When I tried to sit facing the mirror, my mind did a wild spin & my whole body collapsed.

SO RESTLESS .

CLOUD NINE .

Went out with one of the twins! (R) usdn .

Sheltered fully with happy moments.
Even though his ex; Setan binte Iblis, kept calling & distracting him.
Even though a little amount of jealousy is filling me.
I understand & understood.
It's a part & parcel of life to overcome breakups .


Yesterday, I did my English N Level Prelim Paper.
It was quite tough as my comprehension skills is rusty.
The topic was on Pharaoh : The ruler of ancient Egypt.
Discovery on Mummies. Interesting .

After that, I & my buddies catched the Movie "Click" .
A nasty, emotional & stomach-breaking movie!
It thought me to value the life I had to lead.


Till then.
CHEERS .

HAISSH...
I hate today.
Seriously .
Feeling like decontaminating that shit.

Not worth to be identified as a human. A shit who do not wish to blend a harmonious relationships between every races of our schmates.
After sch, I hung out with my friends.
As usual, we stopped by a study point @ rc. This time, without premonitory symtoms; Ray, Fadhilah & a guy dropped by. Followed by Patmah & Afai. Then.. Dayana. All putting on a long face. I'm sure that the main character involved is Nab--- . They're going to talk things through. Like my case that had been preoccupying me lately. Stewpid rumours & accusations. can't be bothered!
CHILD'S PLAY!

Plus, prelims is starting tomorrow.
Goodluck peeps.
MWAHHS!

FUCK , FUCK, FUCKING DAY .
I withdrawed a lopsided grin,
slammed the car door shut
& dragged myself into the school compound.
As I entered the classroom, almost every single of my classmates stared at my pale face like as if I'd just consumed a Scrumpy.

I woke up late today.

Thanks to Dad's powerful voice to blink my eye.

I pitied that Twin for waiting for me to arrive whilst Im lying on my bed, still caught up in my fantasy world. Moreover, what teacher had thought during lessons was like a lullaby to me.
Plus, 2 fugly pimples appeared on my face! I simply can't bring myself infront of the mirror.
Fuck, I never had this fuck,fuck,fucking figures before. I'm feeling ugly.

F.Y.I : That twin had a new haircut today, the way i like it (:


CHEEROS IDIOTS!