LOVE.
Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are.
MORE SAYINGS.
When u're in love, all i had to say is: dont be TOO IN LOVE. just be in love, in a healthy way.
U know why, it's all because it wont last, it will end. if not now, it will soon. they say "hottest love have coldest ends". i dont want to see u terribly miserable in the end. just because u're SOO IN LOVE.
When u have a boyfriend, dont be over TOO PROUD just because u have him. he may be UR boyfriend, but he's certainly not ur husband u can boast about. he's not that hot anyway. even he is, there's certainly a guy MORE hotter than ur boyfriend.we're still young friends. just b in love, in a very acceptable way & limit.
if u dont accept my sayings, remember. this is my blog. ive my own right to list this. i post this specially for my teck whye friends. :) lotsa love.
Sunday, April 30, 2006
Monday, April 24, 2006
PHOTO TIME.
THIS IS MOHD RAUL
ILHAN. MY SIS 2ND BABY. 1 month. ISNT
HE CUTE!?
i can't resist him everytime he's beside me. especially when he's smiling, sleeping or staring with it's big black eyes.
MY SISTER, ROSE IDARITA. DONT GET OUR NAMES WRONG. MINE'S ROSE IDARIZA. She's 22. Married. i took her experience as examples. She's going through alot. both a young mother & daughter. i respect her for that.
OKAY. THAT IS ME. young & confused. so windy, that my hair gone messy all over.
MY MUM & RIKI! I love riki! he's so photogenic & his smiles is what attracted me. moreover, he's talented at singing all sorts of song. from jiwang to reggae, from cartoon to techno! even alternatives from hot hot heat. rock song, hysteria from muse. :) he's multi talented. he love soccer to the core i tell u that. he will cry if he's not in jersey or lost his balls. if u switch on a soccer channel, u'll be seeing him cheering like demented person.
MY BRO IN RED. ROFIAN. 20 this year. even though he's naughty, he have a good heart. he's sooo loyal to his girlfriend. which is hard for me to see loyal nitec, ite guys nowadays. luckily my bro is one of them whom u can called a faithful human.
THIS IS MOHD RAUL
ILHAN. MY SIS 2ND BABY. 1 month. ISNT
HE CUTE!?
i can't resist him everytime he's beside me. especially when he's smiling, sleeping or staring with it's big black eyes.
MY SISTER, ROSE IDARITA. DONT GET OUR NAMES WRONG. MINE'S ROSE IDARIZA. She's 22. Married. i took her experience as examples. She's going through alot. both a young mother & daughter. i respect her for that.
OKAY. THAT IS ME. young & confused. so windy, that my hair gone messy all over.
MY MUM & RIKI! I love riki! he's so photogenic & his smiles is what attracted me. moreover, he's talented at singing all sorts of song. from jiwang to reggae, from cartoon to techno! even alternatives from hot hot heat. rock song, hysteria from muse. :) he's multi talented. he love soccer to the core i tell u that. he will cry if he's not in jersey or lost his balls. if u switch on a soccer channel, u'll be seeing him cheering like demented person.
MY BRO IN RED. ROFIAN. 20 this year. even though he's naughty, he have a good heart. he's sooo loyal to his girlfriend. which is hard for me to see loyal nitec, ite guys nowadays. luckily my bro is one of them whom u can called a faithful human.
Friday, April 21, 2006
WARMLESS ON THE SOUL.
Your hazel green tint eyes watching every move I make.
And that feeling of doubt, it's erased.
I'll never feel alone again with you by my side.
You're the one, and in you I confide.
Missing my blardey cute nieces; Mohd Raul Ilhan, Riki Irfan. Nothing can compare in this world to them both. They're officially not staying with me anymore. That's a total Heartbreak. im such an emotional cripple. sobs. They're staying at our 2nd home. Recently, my parents planned on a way that i can be with Riki & Raul 24/7 365 days. But .. we have not come to decision yet.
Besides that, I'd taken half-day leave today. Im having sore eyes, slight fever & sciatica simultaneously. those sciatic are hurting me now and then. i'd collided with B guy tonnes of time, even when im taking leave during recess. "skarang mo settle exam dulu.. ako mo pass. oi plabuto.. ako nk kena belajar .. caos. :)"
BAK KATA ORG MELAYU:
Susah dulu Senang Kemudian. BODOH!
Your hazel green tint eyes watching every move I make.
And that feeling of doubt, it's erased.
I'll never feel alone again with you by my side.
You're the one, and in you I confide.
Missing my blardey cute nieces; Mohd Raul Ilhan, Riki Irfan. Nothing can compare in this world to them both. They're officially not staying with me anymore. That's a total Heartbreak. im such an emotional cripple. sobs. They're staying at our 2nd home. Recently, my parents planned on a way that i can be with Riki & Raul 24/7 365 days. But .. we have not come to decision yet.
Besides that, I'd taken half-day leave today. Im having sore eyes, slight fever & sciatica simultaneously. those sciatic are hurting me now and then. i'd collided with B guy tonnes of time, even when im taking leave during recess. "skarang mo settle exam dulu.. ako mo pass. oi plabuto.. ako nk kena belajar .. caos. :)"
BAK KATA ORG MELAYU:
Susah dulu Senang Kemudian. BODOH!
Thursday, April 20, 2006
ME INSIDE.
Giving in to what has got me
Feeling claustrophobic, scarred
Severed me from all emotion
Life is just too fucking hard
SNAP! Your face was all it took
Cuz this need ain't doin' me no good
Fall on my face, but can't you see?
This fucking life is KILLING ME!
Totally confused. im fully consumed with many kind of feelings. how am i supposed to describe it? im feeling full of hysteria, at the same time; i can't stop blushing, im traumatised, happy, scared, worried..
I got a shocking news. jeng jeng jeng! "Love Struck" ...SOMEONE admires me. i don't really realised it at first, but as days goes by, im starting to notice those weird events. i passed by these group of guys & everytime i got this uneasy feelings abt them. they stared at me in unusual way. moreover, recently .. i drop by their class wanting to chat with my friends & those group of guys start staring & whispering to each other abt me!. i don't know who but someone said im pretty(whthehell, hehe) ..they all smiled at me except for my old bud. he called out to me. OMG. not only that. i received news .. SOMEONE admirers me. but WHO?who's the criminal who want to steal my heart?. but i know & i heard its one of the guys. i know them. ARGHH. :) making me more confused than usual.
NOT ONLY THAT. i felt totally glad that im choreographing dance with shima, fira for installation. plus, The Pimpjuice invited me. well oh well HOW HAPPY I AM!. but.. i need a break. mid year is around the corner. Suprisingly i only failed my ss for class test. im studying like a geek at school & home. wellll, for the sake of having a fucking good future; ladies & gentleguys.
Giving in to what has got me
Feeling claustrophobic, scarred
Severed me from all emotion
Life is just too fucking hard
SNAP! Your face was all it took
Cuz this need ain't doin' me no good
Fall on my face, but can't you see?
This fucking life is KILLING ME!
Totally confused. im fully consumed with many kind of feelings. how am i supposed to describe it? im feeling full of hysteria, at the same time; i can't stop blushing, im traumatised, happy, scared, worried..
I got a shocking news. jeng jeng jeng! "Love Struck" ...SOMEONE admires me. i don't really realised it at first, but as days goes by, im starting to notice those weird events. i passed by these group of guys & everytime i got this uneasy feelings abt them. they stared at me in unusual way. moreover, recently .. i drop by their class wanting to chat with my friends & those group of guys start staring & whispering to each other abt me!. i don't know who but someone said im pretty(whthehell, hehe) ..they all smiled at me except for my old bud. he called out to me. OMG. not only that. i received news .. SOMEONE admirers me. but WHO?who's the criminal who want to steal my heart?. but i know & i heard its one of the guys. i know them. ARGHH. :) making me more confused than usual.
NOT ONLY THAT. i felt totally glad that im choreographing dance with shima, fira for installation. plus, The Pimpjuice invited me. well oh well HOW HAPPY I AM!. but.. i need a break. mid year is around the corner. Suprisingly i only failed my ss for class test. im studying like a geek at school & home. wellll, for the sake of having a fucking good future; ladies & gentleguys.
Sunday, April 16, 2006
I believe : "If theres a will, theres a way."
Never beyond remedy. - Rose.
From the darkness I walk into the light,
From the day I walk into the night,
From the shadows I will appear,
With a message for all who will hear.
For the weak of heart I will be strong,
To the defenders of faith I will belong,
Till the last of us fight till we die ,
Till the keys of the love are mine.
All stand together for the world to see,
Now the time is right to live out all our dreams,
Say the words forever, your strength will never leave,
If you want to win the fight, say "I believe" .
The reason i'd never update my blog for the past few days is simply because im having a fever. nauseating now & then. is this some kind of phantasmagoria? as i never stop being sick. almost every week, i did not attend any one of the day. are my phagocytes nt working? hrmmph. i can't get myself entertained easily nowadays.
moreover, i dont buy energy bags to suit myself as audience during speechday. i'd rather went off to a visit at hospital. heartbreaking moments, tears that never stop falling.late afternoon i forked up some time to be with azrie. we did a long walkathon & mrt trips. funfiiled aura, how i wished it would last, but it dont. that was thursday.
friday?saturday?today? i fell into a deep fever. i took a nap most of the time.all because of playing in the rain. all because of tears vented out of pain. believe it or not? i woke up 5pm today!
Never beyond remedy. - Rose.
From the darkness I walk into the light,
From the day I walk into the night,
From the shadows I will appear,
With a message for all who will hear.
For the weak of heart I will be strong,
To the defenders of faith I will belong,
Till the last of us fight till we die ,
Till the keys of the love are mine.
All stand together for the world to see,
Now the time is right to live out all our dreams,
Say the words forever, your strength will never leave,
If you want to win the fight, say "I believe" .
The reason i'd never update my blog for the past few days is simply because im having a fever. nauseating now & then. is this some kind of phantasmagoria? as i never stop being sick. almost every week, i did not attend any one of the day. are my phagocytes nt working? hrmmph. i can't get myself entertained easily nowadays.
moreover, i dont buy energy bags to suit myself as audience during speechday. i'd rather went off to a visit at hospital. heartbreaking moments, tears that never stop falling.late afternoon i forked up some time to be with azrie. we did a long walkathon & mrt trips. funfiiled aura, how i wished it would last, but it dont. that was thursday.
friday?saturday?today? i fell into a deep fever. i took a nap most of the time.all because of playing in the rain. all because of tears vented out of pain. believe it or not? i woke up 5pm today!
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
`AGITATED.- By Rose.
Set Me Free
Let Me Be
Who And What I Am
Why Can't You See?
You Never Seem To Understand
This Pain I Feel Is As Real
As Your Ignorance
Question Fate
As I Await Deliverance
Like A Fantastic Fork
In Bloody Meat
Don't Give Me Love
I Wanna Drowned In Your Deep Divide
Tumbleweed Sew The Seed
In This Ghost Town
You Never Know
What You'll See
When The Sun Goes Down
I Saw Him Last
In A Dream
He Seems To Astound
Heard Of His First Third Verse
Hands Bound
Taken From Me
In My Mind Empty
Without It Inside
Starving I Am The Deprived
Just Want It Once...
desires Strong
Resistance Is Weak
It's Hard To Win
When You've Got So Many Mouths To Feed
I Could Die
For All Of My Sins
No Not For That
For All That I Have Never Had
This Life's A Fight
For Fulfillment Inside
A War Of My Own Hindsight
Look Back With Resentment
Taken As I Find Myself
All Alone
Taken From Me
#END##
Updates:
I felt tired & frazzled. The next day After my 2.4km run test; which i did it very well (15mins,2ndgirl), My leg became weak. This cause difficulties for me to walk. My classmates noticed my actions & they adviced me to rest at Home.
Ive got no Mood. Ive totally worned off. But this dont actually prevented me from passing good grades. Supricingly, every test issued to me, i passed with flying roses. yakyaks. I have to thank MX&HS for tutoring me in Maths. Chinaguys & famously talented in Maths.
I don't want to be a sore Loser in the future. I want a good career. :)
Set Me Free
Let Me Be
Who And What I Am
Why Can't You See?
You Never Seem To Understand
This Pain I Feel Is As Real
As Your Ignorance
Question Fate
As I Await Deliverance
Like A Fantastic Fork
In Bloody Meat
Don't Give Me Love
I Wanna Drowned In Your Deep Divide
Tumbleweed Sew The Seed
In This Ghost Town
You Never Know
What You'll See
When The Sun Goes Down
I Saw Him Last
In A Dream
He Seems To Astound
Heard Of His First Third Verse
Hands Bound
Taken From Me
In My Mind Empty
Without It Inside
Starving I Am The Deprived
Just Want It Once...
desires Strong
Resistance Is Weak
It's Hard To Win
When You've Got So Many Mouths To Feed
I Could Die
For All Of My Sins
No Not For That
For All That I Have Never Had
This Life's A Fight
For Fulfillment Inside
A War Of My Own Hindsight
Look Back With Resentment
Taken As I Find Myself
All Alone
Taken From Me
#END##
Updates:
I felt tired & frazzled. The next day After my 2.4km run test; which i did it very well (15mins,2ndgirl), My leg became weak. This cause difficulties for me to walk. My classmates noticed my actions & they adviced me to rest at Home.
Ive got no Mood. Ive totally worned off. But this dont actually prevented me from passing good grades. Supricingly, every test issued to me, i passed with flying roses. yakyaks. I have to thank MX&HS for tutoring me in Maths. Chinaguys & famously talented in Maths.
I don't want to be a sore Loser in the future. I want a good career. :)
Thursday, April 06, 2006
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Weeoo. Baik uhh Rose, tk dtg skola lagi. Seperti biasa. freakingfish unhealthy. apesol dak jadi ngn kidney aku. kaki aku. sooo.. BLARDEYfucked up siak. penyakit. lagipon ade aper kt skola? sume menyakitkan hati aku jer.lagi-lagi ader ah budak express yg mempunyai penyakit luar biasa. mulut besar, pepek busuk. ckp org mcm2 tapi sendiri tk btol. kutok abes- abesan. bila dia sorang, tkder geng, tk berani. pengecut. aper lagi klu seseorang tu mcm galah, bibir, AJ, perut berbelon, pantat square. pekik mcm MONYET bangla. tkde adat, pompan tapi perangai mcm betina sial. aku malas nk layan, ni semua kerja budak2 kecik. nk mampos kt neraka per.
ada kawan pon, nanti drg TINGGALKAN. da jumpa baru, lupakan org. tkde value of frenship. nnti org physcho drg ckp AKU yg salah, drg percaya per. drg mane igt word TRUST. senang terpedaya. Ishishish. gi lah. percaya lah kata-kata setan. aku manenye besar nk paksa seseorang utk percaya aku. kawan da berapa lama pulak tu. nk tgk aku merana siak budak2 skrg. asalkan drg puaskan diri mereka. :) OKLORRR.
aku saket. buaiizzz.
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
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broken. shattered after i talked to haikal. quite a relief at the same time. maybe i felt better, or even worser. sch sucks with no thermal vibal tribal vibe concentration. only Houshuai&mingxing interest me. weeo. go ahead. ALL GOO!! let me loose evryone. all i know, deep inside. truth comes out even before u know it. trust is priceless & u cant buy it.
NEXT, the funny part flew by. out i went off frm sch gate. i cant belif it but. zuriel is right on my path, riding its bike accompanied by a frend. do he know how to ride a bike? zigzag & nearly hit me!. ahh. they laughed. tsk. *enlarged noseholes* afternoon went fine. and azrie planned to go for movie with me. yeys. cant wait. he's my life for now. :). thanks eqa fo supporting me with advices. i deeply appreciatte it. what frens are for rite. *.*
Sunday, April 02, 2006
HOW IRONIC!!## . peeyuk. XD
today. certainly 'a' irony day. atrocious. i cant even resolute on what to do next. am i supposed to act happy? orrr, moaned all day? coz im into both. tskkk, my mum nagged at me almost every hour. gas mask & ear plugs anyone? & ppl lay low on me. my concerns are nutink to them. i wonder. But my throat's finally cleared as azrie send me tonnes of msgs. aaalllaala~ byk nyee. funny siak. i smsed zu. yeah! tmrw i'll be dropping by mcds to look fo zu. NTF. Haikal. =D. i kinda chat with him. he's fine finaally. his smiles overjoyed me. haix.
STILL. this dont. change all. i feel i like i wanna DIE. haish. intensive visit to hospital. i hope i'll be well asap. future aheads that ive yet to cover. :). BACK TO SCH TMRW. yikes. ###.
today. certainly 'a' irony day. atrocious. i cant even resolute on what to do next. am i supposed to act happy? orrr, moaned all day? coz im into both. tskkk, my mum nagged at me almost every hour. gas mask & ear plugs anyone? & ppl lay low on me. my concerns are nutink to them. i wonder. But my throat's finally cleared as azrie send me tonnes of msgs. aaalllaala~ byk nyee. funny siak. i smsed zu. yeah! tmrw i'll be dropping by mcds to look fo zu. NTF. Haikal. =D. i kinda chat with him. he's fine finaally. his smiles overjoyed me. haix.
STILL. this dont. change all. i feel i like i wanna DIE. haish. intensive visit to hospital. i hope i'll be well asap. future aheads that ive yet to cover. :). BACK TO SCH TMRW. yikes. ###.
Friday, March 31, 2006
IheartSEANPAUL##. deadly. :)
Am fatigue. Not the best optimum to update. problems aside as iREALLY am frazzled.tsk.FRIDAYis more of like a WHOLE DAY outing. i dint attend sch. off to hospital as usual. NOBODY knew why i go. i keep it low. the best part is: i met azrie! yeys. im in pink, he's in brown. am sho sorry fo being late. wherever we went, we went -gaga-. funny outing. we explored the whole cozwey & library across. omg. at5pm we went off to our own destination. me, off to campfire. it rained twice. but still, ard 7plus, they had it!. at night, i&atiqah drop my macds. zuriel served US!. shoo embarasssed. i even put my head down to avoid his gaze. hehex. 9+ finaally. home sweet home. TODAY## in 30 minutes, off to swimming. yippee. with my darlings in crap. stressOUT!.
songs U should listen to: Original One!perangkap Cinta. & never wanna Make U cry- kevinLyttle.
Am fatigue. Not the best optimum to update. problems aside as iREALLY am frazzled.tsk.FRIDAYis more of like a WHOLE DAY outing. i dint attend sch. off to hospital as usual. NOBODY knew why i go. i keep it low. the best part is: i met azrie! yeys. im in pink, he's in brown. am sho sorry fo being late. wherever we went, we went -gaga-. funny outing. we explored the whole cozwey & library across. omg. at5pm we went off to our own destination. me, off to campfire. it rained twice. but still, ard 7plus, they had it!. at night, i&atiqah drop my macds. zuriel served US!. shoo embarasssed. i even put my head down to avoid his gaze. hehex. 9+ finaally. home sweet home. TODAY## in 30 minutes, off to swimming. yippee. with my darlings in crap. stressOUT!.
songs U should listen to: Original One!perangkap Cinta. & never wanna Make U cry- kevinLyttle.
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
#BUTAKAH CINTA# ..SPRING.. ##
Here i am, done Some researches. THIS IS:
a lyric that may Unlock Ur heart to Reality of Love.
Enjoii darlings. =D (menghayati lah ..)
Berapa lamakah lagi
Trpaksa aku menanti
Sehingga pedihnya penyiksaan di hati
Bukan hanya kepentingan
Malahan keegoan telah ku korbankan
Berlimpahan kasih sayang...
aku curahkan Buat mu seorang...
Kiranya semua itu Tak bermadai bagi mu
Apa sebenarnya yang kau mahu
Ku tak tahu...
Kau hilang bila ku tiba
Kau datang bila ku kecewa...
Terasa diri...di persenda...
Dimana berakhirnya nanti
Permainan sendiwara mu ini...
Sesungguhnya aku... tak mengerti...
Jika benar cinta itu buta...
Butakah mata ku...
Berkali terluka masih jua... ku merindu...
Apa yang ku inginkan...
Cuma kejujuran dalam perhubungan...
Jika itu tiada...
Apalah ertinya...
Penantian ini hanya sia-sia..
*##END##*
Have not been Updating For quite few Days. Things went Absolutely fine. Azrie is my sms Partner lately. Zuriel's been having cca& he'll be working this friday.yeys. But oh, don't get me wrong. I dont have lots of guys. They like me. i like them too. but ME! IM in a sense of JUSTFRENDS# .. FIRST! .. as, i luuurbs expanding circles of frends/relationships/ties.
But i dont understand why? that .. my heart ache for this someone. whenever my heart beats,it mention his name. guess who ..
#backONTRACK## today go causeway with frends. ida, azrie, zai kept calling my hp! so irritated seh. hehex. sorry darls. iREALLYam too busy at that moment. "tgh menikmati makanan .. njoii shopping .. ader2 ajer" =) i spend alort. since my sister & bro gifted me some cash. endless pink stuff i bought. ONEmoment i cant forget is that, a guy came up to me & ask fo donation, guess what i do? I LAUGHED AT HIM!. there he is being serious, im here laughing like idiot. moreover he says im a poly student. OMG.? do i look blardeyMATURED to him? tsk. sakit hati .. FLIPFLAVAS' fo the day -> bas drama. a guy sleep at bus till he fell! the ite girl laugh and poke his face. (as usual, i laugh like hell). a malayskater dude trip & knock his head on aircon. chicken little!. a bangla guy digging his nose away. his shirt is BLARDEY perfumic! tableh tahan siuk. ANDlast. my frend sneeze DAMNloud seeh. SOworst!. here i am laughing till my cheek HURTS!.
so many things happened. zai&khairi approached. si faizal with his nonstop qns. darling houshuai kept asking me to teach him malay. Yeeaa. today: lesson he Learnt. : Kau takde otak, bodoh. <> ni meiyo nau ah! <> funny.tsk.
Here i am, done Some researches. THIS IS:
a lyric that may Unlock Ur heart to Reality of Love.
Enjoii darlings. =D (menghayati lah ..)
Berapa lamakah lagi
Trpaksa aku menanti
Sehingga pedihnya penyiksaan di hati
Bukan hanya kepentingan
Malahan keegoan telah ku korbankan
Berlimpahan kasih sayang...
aku curahkan Buat mu seorang...
Kiranya semua itu Tak bermadai bagi mu
Apa sebenarnya yang kau mahu
Ku tak tahu...
Kau hilang bila ku tiba
Kau datang bila ku kecewa...
Terasa diri...di persenda...
Dimana berakhirnya nanti
Permainan sendiwara mu ini...
Sesungguhnya aku... tak mengerti...
Jika benar cinta itu buta...
Butakah mata ku...
Berkali terluka masih jua... ku merindu...
Apa yang ku inginkan...
Cuma kejujuran dalam perhubungan...
Jika itu tiada...
Apalah ertinya...
Penantian ini hanya sia-sia..
*##END##*
Have not been Updating For quite few Days. Things went Absolutely fine. Azrie is my sms Partner lately. Zuriel's been having cca& he'll be working this friday.yeys. But oh, don't get me wrong. I dont have lots of guys. They like me. i like them too. but ME! IM in a sense of JUSTFRENDS# .. FIRST! .. as, i luuurbs expanding circles of frends/relationships/ties.
But i dont understand why? that .. my heart ache for this someone. whenever my heart beats,it mention his name. guess who ..
#backONTRACK## today go causeway with frends. ida, azrie, zai kept calling my hp! so irritated seh. hehex. sorry darls. iREALLYam too busy at that moment. "tgh menikmati makanan .. njoii shopping .. ader2 ajer" =) i spend alort. since my sister & bro gifted me some cash. endless pink stuff i bought. ONEmoment i cant forget is that, a guy came up to me & ask fo donation, guess what i do? I LAUGHED AT HIM!. there he is being serious, im here laughing like idiot. moreover he says im a poly student. OMG.? do i look blardeyMATURED to him? tsk. sakit hati .. FLIPFLAVAS' fo the day -> bas drama. a guy sleep at bus till he fell! the ite girl laugh and poke his face. (as usual, i laugh like hell). a malayskater dude trip & knock his head on aircon. chicken little!. a bangla guy digging his nose away. his shirt is BLARDEY perfumic! tableh tahan siuk. ANDlast. my frend sneeze DAMNloud seeh. SOworst!. here i am laughing till my cheek HURTS!.
so many things happened. zai&khairi approached. si faizal with his nonstop qns. darling houshuai kept asking me to teach him malay. Yeeaa. today: lesson he Learnt. : Kau takde otak, bodoh. <> ni meiyo nau ah! <> funny.tsk.
Saturday, March 25, 2006
Back to hp,back to com, back to past. U remember Hazwan? i Do. MSGs finally. Suprised, VERY SUPRISED. he's with azura. nice story. MSGs wanting to poke me. #goAWAY# pls. i hateTHIS. wat stupid bulletin u put up?? PLAYBOYNO1 kat Jurong WEST.. U are .. URGHH!!!!!!!!!! #draggingNOMORE ..
yesterday, i went to town. Splendid Quality time. spot Joanne&Han Joo. new discovery! carrot cake @ lucky plaza tastes Fantab. amazing discovery no.2, theres a new tshirtdesign making shop with blardeygood drawings. i got the name card & pics taken at hp. =D
afternoons, showed up at performance STAGE area near cinneleisure. hipHOP performances. Totally cool. My peeps were there. Rizal the rapper performed. yeys. interesting arena+peoples. skaters+footballers nearby. wowwow yeah. im loving it.
### back to Today. ## sit at home. k. tsk. BYEEE.
yesterday, i went to town. Splendid Quality time. spot Joanne&Han Joo. new discovery! carrot cake @ lucky plaza tastes Fantab. amazing discovery no.2, theres a new tshirtdesign making shop with blardeygood drawings. i got the name card & pics taken at hp. =D
afternoons, showed up at performance STAGE area near cinneleisure. hipHOP performances. Totally cool. My peeps were there. Rizal the rapper performed. yeys. interesting arena+peoples. skaters+footballers nearby. wowwow yeah. im loving it.
### back to Today. ## sit at home. k. tsk. BYEEE.
Friday, March 24, 2006
#DEFEND YOUR CHASTITY TO BE MORALLY PURE#
#NOBODYS PERFECT# .. not even YOU. so TRUE. =D .
Here i am. wonderCYCLONES hitting every corner of my mind. what am i supposed to do?how to help her?i cant stand looking at my bestie. RNNE; she's carrying a Bleeding Heart. I WONDER, why PPL couldnt be just happy for them. [APIS&RNNE].
By First, when U insult them, U're gifted with mountains of Sin. Moreover if thats Ur own Siblings. Besides that, LET THEM make their own decisions.lt them be. WHATS UR PROBLEM? if they "SHOW OFF", why are U Uneasy abt it? its not that they "SHOW OFF". it shows how much they love each other, telling the whole world; THATS HER/HIM. isnt that Romantique.?. Some ppl preferred being low profiled. Some ppl preffered being high profiled. It all based on its own's person. theres No Right&Wrong in it.
PLUS,, basically.. WE ALL KNOW .. Relationship wont last. it all ends with tears.
DRAGGINGnoMORE##.
Today's Schours rock Bebeh. I Lurbs MingXing. Hou Shuai. YongSheng. they're the Apple of My Eyes. *winkies*. Esp MX & HS. my darlings in crap. AKU CINTA SAMA KAMU* pst: too bad they gt their HOT Gfs & i hv my guyss.
last but not least, CCA is the FLIPFLAVA's of the day. cafe, eat .. went to teens leisure & played monopoly & jenga. Dayah's an intrepid human overall today. back home late as usual =).
#NOBODYS PERFECT# .. not even YOU. so TRUE. =D .
Here i am. wonderCYCLONES hitting every corner of my mind. what am i supposed to do?how to help her?i cant stand looking at my bestie. RNNE; she's carrying a Bleeding Heart. I WONDER, why PPL couldnt be just happy for them. [APIS&RNNE].
By First, when U insult them, U're gifted with mountains of Sin. Moreover if thats Ur own Siblings. Besides that, LET THEM make their own decisions.lt them be. WHATS UR PROBLEM? if they "SHOW OFF", why are U Uneasy abt it? its not that they "SHOW OFF". it shows how much they love each other, telling the whole world; THATS HER/HIM. isnt that Romantique.?. Some ppl preferred being low profiled. Some ppl preffered being high profiled. It all based on its own's person. theres No Right&Wrong in it.
PLUS,, basically.. WE ALL KNOW .. Relationship wont last. it all ends with tears.
DRAGGINGnoMORE##.
Today's Schours rock Bebeh. I Lurbs MingXing. Hou Shuai. YongSheng. they're the Apple of My Eyes. *winkies*. Esp MX & HS. my darlings in crap. AKU CINTA SAMA KAMU* pst: too bad they gt their HOT Gfs & i hv my guyss.
last but not least, CCA is the FLIPFLAVA's of the day. cafe, eat .. went to teens leisure & played monopoly & jenga. Dayah's an intrepid human overall today. back home late as usual =).
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
Yesterday never school. Am sick, am Fatigue. woke-up at 11.30am; what do u expect? get pack to Sch? rather enjoy the Snores. &Today, back to sch. Glad to sit beside the Childish yet 19th year Old Hou shuai. Mingxing then Blurted "Rose, long time never see u" greeaat. & start making fun of me as usual. call me whuuut? MAWAR. their pronounciation of mawar is more like .. MAWAK!. so Ugly sia the word. =/ . i regret teaching them. But then, english Lesson is where FLIPFLAVA' hits. every representative from each group had to present the speech. im ONE of them. *GULLLP*. when it was my turn, i trembled & my hand was vibrating!. shits. i tried my best to deliver my essay on "what i want my parents to know abt me". Guess what, my paper was in A DEEP MESS. my paragraph was all over. =p heez. Luckily. OH. Luckily i hit the mark. teacher commented tht mine is the most meaningfull essay. cheers&applause. voting time! & i get the most vote. but. im 2nd. teacher picked rachel tho.' but nah, she deliver the essay well too!. =) came back in & houshuai geng, azrin geng, huda geng cheered & talked to me.thanks fo the support aisah!. recess, fida geng commented on it, after sch, jia yi commented on it too. U guys ROCK bebeh.
this cut off my worries on zuzu. he'll be back tmrw liaos. cant wait. mis those stupididiot talk. mcm best gitu kans. haaasss. =). anyway ..
hmm. but i got few curious feeling on a guy named "fir" tampines. how he gt my numb? he said .. he get my number thru his frend. WHO is it?? niceeeee. its for him to know and i to find out.
last but not least. ive terminated my numb! applying new numb tmrw. yeys. 24/7 with my hp. daaaa.. (*.*)\/
this cut off my worries on zuzu. he'll be back tmrw liaos. cant wait. mis those stupididiot talk. mcm best gitu kans. haaasss. =). anyway ..
hmm. but i got few curious feeling on a guy named "fir" tampines. how he gt my numb? he said .. he get my number thru his frend. WHO is it?? niceeeee. its for him to know and i to find out.
last but not least. ive terminated my numb! applying new numb tmrw. yeys. 24/7 with my hp. daaaa.. (*.*)\/
Monday, March 20, 2006
BACK TO SCHOOL!
sch went fantab. finally back to my partner Hou Shuai. 19 but still childish. heez. envy his merepeks. but im sick!. so .. i dont attend mass run & p.e lesson (rugby). after sch i stayed at the cafe & done some duties, free food bla bla. everything went so fine only tht i caught up with some smelly mouth girls. AJs. i ignored them, coz i dont care!. then .. RAIN FALLS .. i felt like not returning home so i & my frend set off to mcds. Talking bot mcds, i remembered Zuriel!. he's having camp for 3 solid days. greeaaat. =/ .. bored liao mah without him. tsk. nort fair.
too much going ON. yuan li done a stupid act on me. Hidayah showed me the pictures of our fren Hakim & Hisyam (twins). how matured they've grown. =) till hidayah cair for Hisyam rather than Kimi. ahaaks. heran bin ajaib. selalunya Kimi.
Then i remembered .. Haikal.
wonder if Haikal is ok by now. Hmmps. =) cheer up.
sch went fantab. finally back to my partner Hou Shuai. 19 but still childish. heez. envy his merepeks. but im sick!. so .. i dont attend mass run & p.e lesson (rugby). after sch i stayed at the cafe & done some duties, free food bla bla. everything went so fine only tht i caught up with some smelly mouth girls. AJs. i ignored them, coz i dont care!. then .. RAIN FALLS .. i felt like not returning home so i & my frend set off to mcds. Talking bot mcds, i remembered Zuriel!. he's having camp for 3 solid days. greeaaat. =/ .. bored liao mah without him. tsk. nort fair.
too much going ON. yuan li done a stupid act on me. Hidayah showed me the pictures of our fren Hakim & Hisyam (twins). how matured they've grown. =) till hidayah cair for Hisyam rather than Kimi. ahaaks. heran bin ajaib. selalunya Kimi.
Then i remembered .. Haikal.
wonder if Haikal is ok by now. Hmmps. =) cheer up.
Saturday, March 18, 2006
PHEWWW.
yesterday was a hotshot. pheew. hole day OUT SHOPPING. at 10am set off to salon. mum rebond hair. 4hour must wait. tsk. but i help myself by cut+wash+blow+dry. splendid, im now loving my hair. yeys. i spend 10bucks on mcds & kfcs. anthr 10bucks on slippers whilst waiting. afternoon,dad pick us up & set off eating at kedai kopi near mosque. ate my fav! Nasi Ayam Goreng. late afternoon drop by meeting Sharon till dusk. funfilledfreaks. Night shopping at wm~. buy shirts,watches, accessories & shorts. ahaaks. with my whooole family. including baby raul excluding my brother. so tired! so SHUT DOWN. engines running out. but weirdest part is; i cant bobok!. thinking of hw, haikal & food. tried to blow it off by still msging zuriel the whooole night. funny liao. heez. when i tried to close my eyes .. Riki disturbed me. Urghh! he's my sleeping partner since january. irritating chicken little. he will kept asking me to draw shapes, numbers & sing me a chicken little song. if not, techno, hothotheat songs!. how terrible is that? a kid age4 years old . gee, fascinated though. a terrible night.
yesterday was a hotshot. pheew. hole day OUT SHOPPING. at 10am set off to salon. mum rebond hair. 4hour must wait. tsk. but i help myself by cut+wash+blow+dry. splendid, im now loving my hair. yeys. i spend 10bucks on mcds & kfcs. anthr 10bucks on slippers whilst waiting. afternoon,dad pick us up & set off eating at kedai kopi near mosque. ate my fav! Nasi Ayam Goreng. late afternoon drop by meeting Sharon till dusk. funfilledfreaks. Night shopping at wm~. buy shirts,watches, accessories & shorts. ahaaks. with my whooole family. including baby raul excluding my brother. so tired! so SHUT DOWN. engines running out. but weirdest part is; i cant bobok!. thinking of hw, haikal & food. tried to blow it off by still msging zuriel the whooole night. funny liao. heez. when i tried to close my eyes .. Riki disturbed me. Urghh! he's my sleeping partner since january. irritating chicken little. he will kept asking me to draw shapes, numbers & sing me a chicken little song. if not, techno, hothotheat songs!. how terrible is that? a kid age4 years old . gee, fascinated though. a terrible night.
Friday, March 17, 2006
Thursday, March 16, 2006
A CORONARY EMBOLISM
Drowzy, Emetic. No mood to eat. Bleeding finger. MRT incident is de only FLIPFLAVA fo de day. Firstly, "kid" from Bara sat beside me fo de whole damn journey. -tak jakon-. Then, Hyrul anuar came in with a Girl. clothings? Fuuyoh! . with Shiny specs Somemore.
-jakon sikit- Not only that; A guy look EXACTLY like SHAGGY hop in at Raffles. -ni baru jakon- i mumbled .."ni mesti shaggy syndicate .. Nasib bukan sean paul .. klu tidak, aku da kejar dia .. Hehe .." Futhermore, theres happyhouse girls, vondutchers, bitches which i Mainly hate. Weird sights counted in like, womens without Bras wearing a see-thru shirts-plabutos-, a stylish modern nyonya with long dyed hair,tappered pants, top. ( dari blakang nmpk muda, skali pandang muka., krepot lah ..) Many sight seeing Ive done huh?, Hehe .. Being sick, makes myself so Unpretty, slack clothes & deadface. Dont worry!as i gt well, i'll be in my every best clothes. Besides, i bought new shoe, slippers, miniskirtie & mp3! .. Im Loving it.
Drowzy, Emetic. No mood to eat. Bleeding finger. MRT incident is de only FLIPFLAVA fo de day. Firstly, "kid" from Bara sat beside me fo de whole damn journey. -tak jakon-. Then, Hyrul anuar came in with a Girl. clothings? Fuuyoh! . with Shiny specs Somemore.
-jakon sikit- Not only that; A guy look EXACTLY like SHAGGY hop in at Raffles. -ni baru jakon- i mumbled .."ni mesti shaggy syndicate .. Nasib bukan sean paul .. klu tidak, aku da kejar dia .. Hehe .." Futhermore, theres happyhouse girls, vondutchers, bitches which i Mainly hate. Weird sights counted in like, womens without Bras wearing a see-thru shirts-plabutos-, a stylish modern nyonya with long dyed hair,tappered pants, top. ( dari blakang nmpk muda, skali pandang muka., krepot lah ..) Many sight seeing Ive done huh?, Hehe .. Being sick, makes myself so Unpretty, slack clothes & deadface. Dont worry!as i gt well, i'll be in my every best clothes. Besides, i bought new shoe, slippers, miniskirtie & mp3! .. Im Loving it.
Sunday, March 12, 2006
Fun&Freedom.
i got what i wanted. Holidays!. I really need a Break. Seems like Every single day, im Out of my Crib. Simply cant stick my Butt at Home. If so, I DIE! . Ah, Sunday went to Akashah's Bday party. Met Iqmal, Ifwat, Yan, Aisah, Rnne, Dayah @ Int. at later time, Yana etc with Their Bf came. Absolute Fun :). Late afterNn met fren At mall. Dayah & me have Loooong Talks on our Personals. Late night, I&kal called. So worried for Him. *sigghhhs* Such a mother i am.
And .. after This, I have to visit the parkview Condos (4na Party). Zuzu's Area.!. Hope to spot Zu somewhere .. Im somewhat reluctant to Go. But i have to anyway. a tiring Day goes ahead ..
i got what i wanted. Holidays!. I really need a Break. Seems like Every single day, im Out of my Crib. Simply cant stick my Butt at Home. If so, I DIE! . Ah, Sunday went to Akashah's Bday party. Met Iqmal, Ifwat, Yan, Aisah, Rnne, Dayah @ Int. at later time, Yana etc with Their Bf came. Absolute Fun :). Late afterNn met fren At mall. Dayah & me have Loooong Talks on our Personals. Late night, I&kal called. So worried for Him. *sigghhhs* Such a mother i am.
And .. after This, I have to visit the parkview Condos (4na Party). Zuzu's Area.!. Hope to spot Zu somewhere .. Im somewhat reluctant to Go. But i have to anyway. a tiring Day goes ahead ..
Saturday, March 11, 2006
Free - Key. friday-
friday is the last Day of Term1. Marvelous.!. I Need a Break. Results Given. I Need to Improve. Not being A Dilapilating Nonaganarians. Assmbly after assmbly, Plus emergency Exercise. Boring Stuff.~ But talking to My Bestie: Rnne Cleared up my Throat. Secrets out, talks out. Yikess.!. & Its Free - key. H**** & *A**I* Is Another insane being Free - key. towards me. (-.-)". Better not talk Bout it. Lols~ . after Sch is when The excitement Comes. (excluding Going Hospital). Meet Haikal @ Tampines. yakyakyak!. my Beloved Hometown. x)
Im being Introduced by a Couple or 3 of his Frends. Atleast, I Find them funny & friendly. Bleh Tahan. =). Rather than "Sombong" right.. Umm, Off to Park, & Frend's Home. See bitof Clips by 8mile & hanyut etc etc. Everything went So fine Today, & Nut thing spoils it.
friday is the last Day of Term1. Marvelous.!. I Need a Break. Results Given. I Need to Improve. Not being A Dilapilating Nonaganarians. Assmbly after assmbly, Plus emergency Exercise. Boring Stuff.~ But talking to My Bestie: Rnne Cleared up my Throat. Secrets out, talks out. Yikess.!. & Its Free - key. H**** & *A**I* Is Another insane being Free - key. towards me. (-.-)". Better not talk Bout it. Lols~ . after Sch is when The excitement Comes. (excluding Going Hospital). Meet Haikal @ Tampines. yakyakyak!. my Beloved Hometown. x)
Im being Introduced by a Couple or 3 of his Frends. Atleast, I Find them funny & friendly. Bleh Tahan. =). Rather than "Sombong" right.. Umm, Off to Park, & Frend's Home. See bitof Clips by 8mile & hanyut etc etc. Everything went So fine Today, & Nut thing spoils it.
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