finally, home.
nothing special.
one hour trip back and forth from tampines.
taught abit of maths at ruzz's crib and 3 hours of gaming.
his mom cook alot . soup tofus the best (:

wasted our time distracting each other whilst eating.

old fren ahmad msged that he's on board to vietnam for silat competition. goodluck (:
tmrw's work scheduled 4-10.
im done.

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im really scared to meet up with my manager.
i hope i did not see him at 7pm today after what happened.

:''[
shessh.

i feel tired that i sat at home gaming all day. 3 more courses to complete and ive yet to prepare myself. damn.
gaming was like a part of me now. completed big city adventure - sydney, csi 3's all case files and half way through in mario golf adventure.
gawd i fetish ruzz's Dj max even more. the first time i went to his house, we played Naruto & Gaulet.
i'm looking forward for it on this upcoming next visit this week. :)

its been like, months since i camwhored alone.

so, its pretty obvious why my pictures were not that good.

I cant believe im such a fool for believing you yesterday !

u told me you're meeting your cousin alone.
u told me you both are getting your phone fixed.

YET U MOTHER F*CKING MEET THE OTHER GALS TOGETHER WITH YOUR COUSIN.

hey, u should know ok. i get jealous really easily.
tak paham paham pe !!
aku kalau keluar dengan kawan lelaki, perempuan dia tak suka.

dulu aku kalau tak ikut dia jalan jalan dengan kawan dia, dia pun tak pergi.
aku takde same dia, dia tak nak.

sekarang , _______________________.


eh! siapa tak bingit siah !!

ygay!
bestie and i confirmed to join ad polytech this october. woohoo!
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skrg, its time to earn enough $$$ and study for my other courses.
pfft. and today have to go all the way to causeway point then to kallang for cet course.
tooting siahh. if nt for the resignation of: danial, farhan, endika, nuh, salihin,


i would have not gone --________--


and yesterday had a girls day out. best!
just like i wanted, an orange watch.

woohoooooooo got a new hp~
duit pun k.o. =.=''
pm me for my new number.
time to buy whats next ! heh.

wakakakaka boleh jadi gileeeeeeeeeeeee . =.='' !
monday kena amek off pergi dover blablabla amek test terus balik.
then tadi apply kat gov website macam orang gileeeeeeeeee via mail.
argh, stress stress stress !

:(

semalam boring seh kerja. =.= "
im with siti rian, faizal, jep, shaedah blablabla boring .
faizal aku dah lah menyampah. whatever i did, pada dia salah ! suka hati aku uh =.="
msged ruzz pun dia tak reply. boring boring boring !

david panggil cakap next week 8th&11th im heading for course with jep, ahmad, ezam, and lagi satu aku tak tahu kat kallang. jauh nak mampos. habes pukul 1o.30pm. nasib aku baik lah kalau dapat balik rumah before 12am eh eh eh .

ada patut satu customer niee panggil aku 'chibye' !?

i keyed in the orders correctly and the drinks server served the drinks wrongly. then asal boleh jeh nak mampos dia cakap aku 'chibye' tak tahu amek order.
fucking customer.



closing, i did sidestation and sweeping of fronthouse. get free pizzas home bla bla bla and hang around with danial & emaliza. they talked about their life from siling pri to marsiling sec, hyder,work. atleast, they make my day.

anybody knows where to get nice tees ?
im yearning for two .

they really did not want to see me pursue my dreams.
life is so cruel.
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and love is so complicated.


where should i go now?

got my hair done with soft volume and curl waves bla bla bla ,

and bought the salon curl electronic to maintain the flair.
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and ouh ! aku baru balik kerja sihsik.

mak aku kata jam aku macam singapore flag.

I'm feeling nervous now.
just because of some random compelling reasons.
: getting hair ententions.

abit of the rest goes to excitement.
: shopping.

have i really made up my mind?
haha. i don't know?

I heard about the so-popular home saloon located at Jurong West. She gives the best treatment yet awfully cheap prices. Im looking forward to it after i get my pay. but on second thought, i need an extention too (bond plus method preferred). my hair needs to be pampered badly this month. im not sure?
just one?both?

depends.

& ouh, work starts tmrw till sunday! im glad i do not have to rot at home earning nothing.
but terpaksa lah face 'sitikus' . damn, i dislike her lot. she and that new big spec auntie. just the same. even aisyah complained the same issue. seriously mother fucker.


i love muhd ruzzalmas (L).

woohoo ! today's work is scheduled only from 5pm-10pm uh. power seh !

and dearest love, happy SIX months to us :)

alabapak punya sitii ! mintak kena headbutt. bukan salah aku pun, nak naik kan suara. so what dia dah lama kerja @ pizzahut ? means dia pandai sangat ke ? podah lah eh !
like, i wished devi came instead and took over her.
this time, the non regular andi, amirul & ahmad took the same shift as me today. diff shift, diff friends. sometimes i find it tiring to make new friends almost every day in this outside world.

stupid injection. the doctor like katak somemore.
shut up eh ruzz, i kill u ! mentang mentang dia tak payah. tsk !


work was fun. danial is always late for work and i have to help out in hosting, which i preferred doing. i can't help listening to his gayish voice. haha, setan aku.
only when sitii is there. she's nice, pretty and all that stuff, but the fact that she likes to order me and thinks i did not know how to do ANYTHING, "BEATS!ME!" like, what ?
shah and his buddie worked 2nd shift. poor thing. well atleast, if they're there, they're the only ones whom could lessen my duties. cause working with nezam is really worrying. he's a wild guy. but still a friend of me. i know ruzz hated him. well but things are better off now.


like, finally.

like, what?
i msged that person yesterday night and that person never replied. does that person had forgotten/don't bother about me already? it's been only 11 months yet, this things happen.
or that person is just tired? slept?
GOD KNOWS ALL.
i'm not ready to lose another person. i had enough of losing the person i know.


yesterday night was, damn.
ruzz and i quarelled.

manager called up, need me to work this thurs,fri,sunday.
like, WHAT?
among all there, im chosen?

uh anyway,working at pizza hut is fun.
damn, if only my bestfriend were there. even though i now have a family of new buddies, they arent like my bestie. thats how UNIQUE a person is. still, i love them all.
and oh oh, my two malay managers are both "hot stuff!" . haha.