my hair was actually long. just that its short on the front (:

shessh. stress nye aku :(
been studying like a geek lately.

im left with 11days to my O paper.
which is my combined sci practical.
fcuk it.
NO RAYA CELEBRATING 100% !
shessh.

& friday will beeeeeee myyyyyyyyyy.
GRADUATION DAY !
yippppppp.

of course, my conduct will be poor. -.-"
due to my attendence that is.

& & my prelim results.
I DONT WANT TO SEE IT = !



so today. went for a big shopping w nurul bestie.
& yeah, never get to chat with ruzz the whole day !
*boohoo*
imhlh.

its best if i dont live.
and learn to feel , jealous.

its awful when this runs through my blood.

i tried not to feel. i tried my best to avoid them.
but. it all failed.
i failed being calm. im only good for being not understanding.
good for only being angry.

it sucks to know when i hope for that someone to not do it again yet,
that someone do it again.

it sucks when someone betrayed me.

it sucks when theres this someone goes for looks too much. and that is why, avoided me.

it sucks to know when this other someone is acting like lovers to __'s friend. theres difference between them dont it?

it sucks to know even, that i actually lost a close friend.

sheesshh. truth HURTS!

GOOOOSSSSSSSSHHHHH IM FRIGGINNNNNNNNNNN DARKKKKKKKK!
lol.

thanks to that 4km run i did after school for 4days. -.-" sucker.
and this coming wednesday, i have to do plenty bike ridings.
sheesh.
feeling uglier by a minute.

& o. i had a horrible dream again.
i wake up for sahur in a horrible way too.
my brrooooo tickled my damn foot to wake me up.
thanks eyh!
urgh. but i still love him anyway.
too bad he's now gone for his ns police thingy.

about that dream, it happened after i sahur-ed.
i prayed & i quickly jump back to sleep.
& in that dream,
i slowly walked out from my room
and squart infront of the kitchen.


mum, bro & dad was in the kitchen.
& all of a sudden, mum showed her super angry face at me.
and thennnn..

SHE FLEW!
flew towards me and went directly inside me.
i remembered she sprinkled smthg on my eyes.
the next moment i know, i cant open my eyes.

& got deeply possesed.

after that, i got up. it was only 6.45am! -.-"
just an hour dream.

TAG REPLIES.


29 Sep 07, 02:53
kasim: u use what software for picture editing uh?
: software provided by my computer. who's u btw?

26 Sep 07, 15:42
r u z z: mau one of the guys from sleeq uh ?? okok. faster go take hym uhs. -.-
: of course. kaykay i will tau. hoorey (:

26 Sep 07, 15:40
r u z z: wooits! haha.
: WOI! wheres ur twinny? lol.

26 Sep 07, 12:41
reena: nice baground! (:
: ty kamu best!

25 Sep 07, 11:44
wingede: if i were u, i'd be staring at them until they feel uncomfortable.
: should have done that. theyre irritating. -.-

24 Sep 07, 00:15
hidayat: rose kene kacau?? alalala, cian nye die. hehehehe!! take care hor.. =D
: ya lar! bukan nye nak tlg. ape ni? haha.

23 Sep 07, 18:18
snake: bloggers outing!!!!!!!!!!! cepat go my blog~
: ok done!

hello im originally fugly & fully tanned.

so stop thinking that IM FAIR SKINNED.

thank you very much. :)

typical friendster picture. LOL.

and that is WHY, i dont upload em on friendster.
hah. :)
oh oh, & thats mr me too from SLEEQ! yippppppp!
he's one hell of God's cutest creation.
can i have him now? *blueh.


kaykay. next topic.
about today.
i had a bad bad dream.
took 50mins ONLY. but still, bad enough.
it was unusual lah.
i was getting ready for school as usual. pakai uni, skirt,socks etc.

but somehow, after that,
i got really really really fucking tired.
tired gler gler punya.
its 8am.
i promised my dad to go to sch,
but in the end........ im at.. bed.

inside my dream,
im stil wearing the same thing. everything.
my home was so quiet.
in fact, im am ALONE at that time.
i felt scared. teruk teruk punya.
i quickly find for those prayers recitation cds.
suddenly, theres these weird white cloths
hanging EVERYWHERE.

dah gitu, i still keep finding the cds, but failed.
moreover the while cloths are covering me.
i scolded myself & then..
all the cds there dissapeared.
thats when i went back to the long straight path to my room,
and when i was about to turn into my room door,
something brushed behind me.
apa lagi, aku siku dia lah ke belakang.
but its so silky & slimy that i fall above dia.
and what i know, i tried to recite my prayers hard
and i can damn feel the HOTNESS when i slowly fell into dia.
too HOT. seriously. that i woke up. sweating.
*beep beep*

1 message received. azri -.- .
& it was only 8.50am.

ey! i saw lesbians in the mrt today! :)
LOL.
but oh-oh. ini budak budak melayu ok.
young age, 14 i guess.
they stand right infront of me. pegang pegang pole,
and hooray. they hugged & smooched.
haiyoyo. dah kenapa!

& oh attention seekers.
i was buying those finest ock's fish nugget outside tampmall.
because at that time, it's buka time already.
and three guys came up steady aje macam bapak dorang nye tempat, cut my fucking queue.
thanks eh. aku dah lah kebuloh!
infront of me, peh lah step gerek. seriously.
and they...sang to me some shit song. LOL.
i was alone siak.
so i ignored.
typical mats. blueh.

i miss ruzz. hah. :)

so today. its 5 days since i talked to my parents.
wee. im so so stressed lah babe.
& i miss 3days of sch. seems that nobody can understand my deepest problems now.urgh.

people!
im hungry lurh. help. x(
feels like eating this screen. urgh.
its been 3 days.
3 super hungry days nak mampos w/o eating decent meals.
my parents & i arent talking. it feels, awfull.

& ohh. my bestie. macam nak cekik cekikkkkkk dia ;D
she didnt turn up for sch. thank you.
for leaving me feeling like studying in a desert.
hooray.

i so hate today.:DD

hello hello. (:
im bored.
& angry. hooray.

dah lah tak sekolah. haiyoyo.
sampai kena dgn musuh sendiri ,
sekolah bapak aku yg punya.
hah! cakap lagi?
mmg bapak aku punya.
kau apa tahu? haha.
serlow siak kamu.
eh, a'ah eh, mmg SLOW pun kau dlm segala -gala nya.
baik berak, baik kencing, baik makan, baik belajar.
LOL.

tapi aku admit aku slow dlm belajar lah. but not as slow as u. HAH. kura kura basi! eee.


ok. whatever.done. :D

ok . *breathes.
lemme start by saying that, IM FUCKING STRESSED -.- totally, fully, seriously. & everythings are just. NOT RIGHT. my studies did a BIGGGGGGGG FLOP. it dropped strangely. even though i badly studied ? = & today i bought these two suspender dress. costs me , say 66bucks? yeah. it look geor at first. and after i bought it, thrown the receipt happily, i find the dresses.. SUCK -.- I SERIOUSLY REGRET BOUGHT - ing IT!im following mum's footsteps now. shessh. i complained it to leha & ruzz like hell. :) & so they entertained me. haha. & speaking of ruzz.. umm. im kind of clinging to my personal thoughts now. i had , big doubts. will tell you soon. -.-

ok. first & foremost, i really need to splurge this. EDDY, im..
#$%^&#$%^&#$%^&#$%^&#$%^& SORRY. seriously.i am. i didnt mean to hurt you. maybe by now, you've totally. fully lost trust in me. i'm tired of waiting. i'm tired of being deeply disturbed by your un friendly girls that are dying to get you. i'm tired of those little & huge quarells. remember how we used to not to bother each other? just because your group of friends are clinging on me? i effing had enough of that. i'm tired of everything. i'm tired of lies. and those connections. from you to zie. and from zie to alan. it suck. seriously. now that i dont contact both you and alan. im here, peace. i dont have to call for conflicts on a girl again. it was not my intention to pick back on atyqa. she just, splurge those negativity about me in her blog that made me the first move. i hate being accused of stealing. which was, not true. and come to think of it, its real childishness, to like fight over a guy? lol. a friend ok. two's gone (:

& im moving on.

photos AGAIN (: haha. sorry lerh. tapi aku memang gila gila suka ambil gambar. and eyah, the last picture is RUZZ. edit that for him. a simple one. because. i only do simple. = so yes. he's cute !

MCFLY.

im in love with dougie.

and , and, im in love with danny.

see, they 're the hottest two ^^,

and you shouldddd listen to their songs. its AWESOME. aku tak bedek (:

and here you go. watch & listen !

MUSIC VIDEO CODES Music Lyrics

McFly Transylvania

ma ! im broke!

im broke! im broke! im B-R-O-K-E = BROKE !

urgh aku nak shop badly lurh seyh. :(
i want that skinny denim short laced up w a suspender!
i want that purple jeans!
i want that hazelnut shades!



uhh fuck.

as usual, childish people with childish clothes on have nothing to do but to spread dirt atas nama seseorang (:
nobody on your side? malas hendak layan? puih*padahal2.i think people out there should know siapa yang jentik siapa dulu. and yes, age doesnt matter or guarentee one's level of maturity.i think my bestfriend's age
matters to you alot.ok done.

first , i would like to thank afiq, u borrowed me
4 olvl assesment books right? wooh. thanks ok. and yeah, to leha for the 5 plain
a5 exercise books & khairi for the ss book. im seriously short of time so
you wont be seeing me blogging every single day. but online, yes. for now. i
still need to cover up 4 chapters of chemistry, 4 chapters of poa and the whole
book of ss this week. and 11 sept will be my prelims. ok thats hell.

i found the most unusual pamphlet in my school bag today.

" dear friends, if you are NOT a believer of CHRIST please read on. because.. "

"once i was like you"..

"in 1983 , i heard and believed in a good news that changed my life - the GOSPEL of the LORD JESUS CHRIST. "

and the rest, was those "surah" which i myself can't read. you malays know why.

i wonder who in the bluest hell had placed this rethorical pamphlet in my bag. maybe me myself? i don't know. ohh great. God, pls forgive me in any way.

ROSE IDARIZA

shopping list.
1. GOSH LIQUID EYELINER PEN $18.60
2. BUTTER ROSE W LACES HAIRBAND
3. ORANGE VS WHITE HAIRCLIP
4. HOTPINK SHOULDER BAG
5. PURE WHITE EARSTUDS
6. hazelnut brown shades
7. plain black cardigan
8. skyblue earphone
9. skinny dress
10. bleached denim shorts

5 down, 5 more to go. *phew

i'm too stress luhh giler. aku punya mind corrupted like fuck ok!kept receiving prank calls/smses/friendster msges from TOTAL STRANGERS. like wtf seyh.
Olevel is so near, & i have to re-sit for my prelims in 10sept. i'm desperate for more time.

weekend happenings.
last friday : meet up w eddy/sister.
saturday: went to fep/rest di rumah.
sunday: meet up w zizie ( eddy's ex/alan close friend)

tag replies.
adly : saper eddy?
- you of course, spiderpig. step tak tahu plak.haha.
leha : cheer up gf =(
- i'm ok now, no worries.
mira : kak, you don't seem to be happy at sch today.
- yerp. you should know why by now.
rko : hehe. nice blog!!
- thank you.
izaad : bleh kenal2??? hehe.
- izaad mana pulak ni? huhu.
el-ina : helor there.nais mitting eu.hmmm.i tagged eu.tata.
- ohh hellohh.me too.thanks for tagging. tata!
afiq : Man.. you are FEISTY! HAHAHA.
- tahu takpe.hahaha.
izaad : u are GOD DAMN CUTE!!! hahaha.
- thank you.you too.haha.
sulhan : heyy.my blog is up.i've already link you.thanks.
- okehh.welcome!

ohh helloh girl. stop pretending to be 'nice'.
infront of me, you're venting me high hopes of knowing how good you are but behind my back? ohmy. such a hyprocrite. u could have just been straightfoward.

so you think i added him for fun? or to 'steal' him away from you? i don't think i should call it STEAL even when the actual fact is, he's not OWNED by you.
and you have NO right to ask him to leave me. that is just to make you satisfied. did you ever think how would he feel? how would i feel?


for your
information,
one fine day, i accompanied my bestie who wanted to meet up w her bf. kebetulan, azlan was there with my friends. the people all i know.so what's wrong w getting to know someone who is connected? whom i MET? and adding them into my friends list? if i do not know him, hell don't bother i will add him unless! he add me. get it?
you're sick of seeing me everywhere huh? i'm sick of seeing you everywhere too. so WHO got more friends in friendster?WHO seems to be MORE EVERYWHERE(: ? what's so wrong with me appearing in your close friend's profile anyway. tak kan dia tu kau punya sorang kan! come on, singapore isnt that big. like how my neighbour aniez can know you. and ohh don't think i'm like you.
so what if you told a guy to mind their language and i don't? so you're showing how good you are is that it? i know that i never told a guy to mind their language but heh who said it? me OR that guy first? puh lease la. wake up into this real world. we're still young. i've suffered enough from the other parties & now you? wow. i guess i should thanked you for ROTTING my name in your BLOG.

random.

EYH FUCK LUH SEYH !

ape ke hal 'korang' nak dgn aku ehk?

esp YOU eyh! budak mentah.umur setengah jagung.senyum macam babi. suka2 je view friendster profile aku! 24jam plak tuh. suka sgt pe!? eyh fyi, aku dgn dia dah takde pape! aku tk ingin pon oii. btw, stop prasan yg ko lawar sgt bleyh. meluat siak.

bukan ko sorg ehk. same goes to the 3 other fucktard girls.

haiz.sch is such a dread too. even more are against me. as in jealousy of what i have! who i am wyf last time! and even such 'friend' i known for 4 years against me for wrong reasons. im not at fault, yet she thinks i am. gasak la ehk!

im not fair, trust me (:

this are all because of the m.a.c studiofix make ups and of corse, the sunlight.

I MISS YOU EDDY !
wee~

me , my self






and black ego vs arctic monkeys
as usual, alex turner is the hottest amongst all.

haiz .today, aku punya paling worst ok .

aku missed sch . azlan tak boleh online. eddy tak kol ku lanngggggsuunngg. punya larh tak selera ! say, i ate only nestum & nothing else.

ok?

and stop bugging me on my O LEVEL MT results. it sucks. told you.

happy birthday SINGAPORE !!

sheesh . the goodie bag given to huge crowds was awesome . i was oh so jealous not to own one. i was awfully late to meet up with asap & gang (purposely) . indeed, i was lucky to enjoy my night with tuah etc instead. fireworks blasted right before our eyes outside m.s. it was oh so beautiful . but .. it might be even more beautiful if rose_ _ _ were there. *deep sighs


today i dreamt 4 in 1. my dad talking to me , shafiq (adila's bf ) sitting at the busstop , ahmad came to my house to watch tv, and kaseh & friends going out with me. weird but kewl la oi. (: it did actually made me smile after all those cries yest night, really.

BAYBEATS 2007 was SO HAWT ! <3 color="#ff0000">missed it, really.

i went there for two consecutive days , w/o fail.

for today, i wore retro rock(:

i set out w hidayat . met him @ Tiong Bahru last cabin. the cabin was oh so crowded i tell you! it went fine till we seperated @ esplanade.
i went back to meet my gfs at the first floor toilet but as i'm on my way ALONE , i was totally disturbed by some guys !SHUCKS.
at that very moment, how i wished i am a GUY ok! hahaha.

and yes, there are TOO MANY hotheads.
and i met NORIFF DANIAL . he is so HOT la sey! haiz. supposed to meet up with loserkid & ashraf & gang, hoping to spot hidayat again, fika, akid, fadhilah, supy, ashish, daniel, azrul, izzat, suffian, roy, rauf etc .. but all turned down to waste. i have to head to marina square to meet up with my previous workplace peers and pergi makan. and almost all are like smsing & calling me to know where exactly am i ! haha.

the moshpit part was awesome! how i really wished i was a guy, again! haha.
next event will be the National Day 's .. i cant wait.

• THATS ME.

and two of them is my blood bro (:


awesome events are going to happen this week.

1. Friday - Ex - schmate ( AMIR SYAZWAN ) will be performing @ TOWN .
2. Saturday - BAYBEATS!
3. my woodlands mate birthday .

yesterday was my parents ' weeding anniver.. 31st&1st . just tiga - beranak, we had a semi - huge dinner. went to our favourite kedai kopi . MAKAN SYOIK! @ jurong west. i had .. satay lembu , kway teow goreng basah , nasi ayam penyet , mcflurry & plain double cheeseburger(: sheesh . mcm setan seyh makan. haha.

and today, my nrl treat me & liyana @ PIZZAHUT bbtk. my bro's & his gf's workplace.. it was awesome. i had this Chi' Cago spagetthi and it tastes so great !!

besides that its the normal mushroom soup & 2 sweet and spicy drumlets.

The waitress was our own friend, Nadia .. and she gave us discount. (; and yeah.. there's this waiter which is so HOT! x) haha. but too bad .. the way he handled the trays ad drinks is like.. a "gay" =\ .. haha. he even dropped the drinks he handled infront of us! haha.

so thats about it for now.

saturday gerek la seyh. sheesh.
ade gig @ arts house.
performance at wheelocks..
and many roads are closed for fireworks.
i did some shopping @ forever 21. and i bought this whitish - pink blouse & white spaghetti.
and for that day it was my first time i wore a simple black tappered jeans , orange white sleeveless dress , black handbag & white havaianas sandals. haha. casual seyh.
thought of going there again next week! can't wait.

splurged countless of energy , on these photos. but very well presumed its not as tiring as compared to TP modelling studio branch, or others. plus, i spent 3 bimbo hours on maths yesterday night. sheesh. as soon as the clock neatly strike 12am, i vommitted out all the food i consumed on the toilet floor. disgusting oke. im so giddy la sey.

physics practical paper i never buat at all. i dont even know how to switch on the fucking circuit! sheesh. x( 15marks gone. i resume on chemistry practical instead.

i very well confirmed you that i akan fail rabak gila punya for my prelims. da la social studies i never even do the essay questions. no time la sey. 13marks gone. yikes. tak bawak ruler pulak tu. so stupid of me.

I cried to death today.
I did not even write up my English paper 1.

and I solemnly created a poem for Ahmad Syazwan. here's a partial..

• I can't find my heart, cause it's there inside u

I can't find my way, cause i'm not beside u

I can't find my smile, cause my happiness is u

this is why i really need u.

I don't care if your're imperfect,

I don't care if your're not the only one,

cause I'm dying in my tears,

you're the one that I want ..

-

And I must say, he's eager to see, to post this to let you all know about him.

• You showed me a sign, you showed me a love I've always thought,

that you're sent from GOD above,

at first you give me so much hope,

but then you give me pain,

why the hell were you so cruel,

you treat me like a fool.

your intentions were unclear,

my heart's burning like a fire,

I just wanna dissapear,

cause now that you're a liar!

-

Its hard to see you as my own friend, it's hard to see you as my own brother even.

AND YES , IM A PERFECT LIAR TOO.

you've yet to hear my side of story; and that's why I deserve this from YOU.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME(:

HAHA. not really 'happy' . partially i guess.
got my M.A.C blusher , skinny jeans & black handbag.

thanks LOADS to these wonderful peoples for wishing me via SMS:

HAFIZ 17th july 23:24pm.
NRL 18th july 00:00am.
HIDAYAT 18th july 07:21am.
ALI 18th july 07:54am.
IBU 18th july 09:35am.
REFDEE 18th july 10:03am.
BRO & GF 18th july 10:36am.
FARHAD 18thjuly 11.21am.
AKID 18thjuly 12.27pm.

And personally shaking hands, wishes & hugs from my classmates & beloved teachers;
BIRTHDAY SONG SANG BY MY CLASSMATES..
AND LOADS OF FRIENDSTER COMMENTS.
love kamu semua!



-
i still remembered how Rusdan used to propose to me on my previous bday. so sweet. but now, look what you've done.. i'm nothing ever since you left me. NO guy seems to suit me well. all they did.. was to hurt & torture my sensitive heart. i guess i deserve this. moreover i did some personal fling with other guy behind your back. that's awful you see.
i even destroyed the love of two hearts. Eddy & Naz. It was'nt really my fault. the main issue is, i didnt even know Naz existed & became Eddy's girlfie all ALONG. and now, they're not together.
I lied countless of times. And now i'm ready for commitment, but then.. i'm fated with none. I'm just a useless girl.

Yesterday140707 was a BLISS!

It was far more crucial than to my phantasm.

Thanks SITI, FARHAD, FAREENA, IQMAL, IFWAT, NRL, LIYANA, DIN, NURAIN, NURASYIKIN, KAK ZEEMA, KAK AZRINA, HY for the advanced birthday gifts.

to the rest like RAFI, SYAH, AMIRA, SALLEHUDIN, HIDAYAT, ALI, RAFIE, HAIQAL, HELMI, ANIS etc for the advanced birthday wishes.

love kamu!

during the party, i'd even collided with other Yusoffians by the sea & my ex-bf (now good friends!) @ the Skyride.

My girlfie, coloured 17 of my fingers white, because 17~ is my fav no.

After the party,
I made my way together with iqmal, ifwat, ali & hidayat to the mrt.
Iqmal & ifwat alight @ BUGIS whilst i, hidayat & ali alight @ C.H. I met up with SITI outside the entrance of M.S.



after that, i met up with AHMADsyazwan.
he brought two of his friends along. moreover, i'm in my not-so-atrocious outfit.
but i only went home with ahmad.
He enjoyed making me jealous! , that is.

Anddd..
he sent me to bukit batok int.
i'd really appreciate that and yeah, am gonna miss him ALOT.

i'm terribly drenched w tears right now.

there's TOO MUCH problems oke! TOOOOOO MUCHHHHH.

stupid rebellious fucking bitch! highly known prostitude! and ouh, with a horny bastard boyfriend!
couples-quarelling! ARGH! ZUL! stop w your dissapearing act will you? Nrl needs you & yet you don't seem to even care? breakups! silent-breakups!
and some guys, never LEARN not to disturb me!
Lack of cash! i'm only left w pathetic 30bucks! how about this saturday?!! TOOT LAAAA..

And now i'm down w a terrible , atrocious flu! i'd never gone for school for like 2 days & i'm fully lacked of knowledge..
I'm taking my damn O levels oke!

urgh.

I'm celebrating my bday in advance this 14th @ Sentosa.

but i presume not many will be able to attend. moreover, i did not even invite that many.
my girlfie; fought w her bf.. which make things even complicated!

moreover w my tight schedule. toot sey.
wednesday, back to woodlands house, rehab centre, causeway point.
thursday, out with girlfies.
and friday, out with girlfie to shop, night course shift 2 @ Almukminin.

sighs.


i miss ahmad.

I'm useless.
I broke people's heart.
I toy-ed with their feelings & rise their emotions.

I made my ibu cry.
a guy cry.
and now, my girlfriend.

even saying to them that Im "attached"(not true) drove them adrift.
I'm such an awful person.
I lost a friend.
I lost the one that i used to love. _efd_e

That's why I deserved to be hurt by people now.
aku mmg beng sey.

BLERGH! So UPSET laa sey .
I spoilt my 2mmDopod phone's LCD. just to fix it, it cost $250!
toot punya apek.
2 days back, i bought a new mobile instead.
And now.. I'm officially broke.

I cant buy new jeans, new cardigan..
Only affordable to buy tanktops or simple shades by next weekend.

-

ai sey kwee kwee.
i'm back laa sey.
haha.

finally, i FEEL like blogging. (: as a matter of fact, i enjoyed TOO MUCH in the outside world till.. I actually don't bother to tell tales here.

but hell, i don't think anybody is interested?!

so yea, school.. been really awfully sucky. :( AND... I fractured my right hand. LOL. i had super duper hard time trying to write. ahh..uh! but still, stubborn as usual.

i spent too much quality time w/ Nrl, Zul, Reena & Ahmad..and i left most of the others out. Sorry guys. I'll get back to you soon. ( i think ) haha.

OH GREAT.

i've planted a pair of deadly eyes.
thanks to the bloody mrt trip.
(:

& of course.. due to stupid interviews..
i had to wake up super duperly early today.

Not regret -ing even abit cause` I went w my favourite guy friend HAFIZ fm YISHUN.
(:


At AMK Mrt Station.. came in this very familiar lady. Heard of "a tribute to Aarliyah's hair?" She's VERY FAMOUS for her utmost unique, artsy-fartsy hairstyle. Not to forget, her trashy clothings. NOBODY, can beat her's.

At Sembawang Mrt Station.. I was omw back alone, sitting by the mirror/last cabin. came in 2 of Ahli Fiqir's member & they sat right infront of me. They alighted at Woodlands.

Then.. at Woodlands.. Dawn Prima Ria came in.
--

to be cotd'

Aaahh. FINALLY I FEEL THE URGE TO BLOG.
Yes I know, I'm pure lazy.
(:

That M agency called me today.
Right after I took Neoprints. (org belanja, sape taknak)
HAHA.
Finally got an agreement to post into much more healthier & finer environment. AND! they're going to face-to-face interview this coming monday.

wth.
WHAT AM I GOING TO WEAR!? HOW SHOULD I RESPOND THEM!?
Most probably, I'm 99.9% re-scheduled.
Come to think again, I kept complaining to my former in-charge; Ms Sellina, about this.

I'm dead nervous.

ARCTIC MONKEYS LYRICS

"Baby I'm Yours"

[ALEX:]
Baby, I'm yours (Baby, I'm yours)
And I'll be yours until the stars fall from the sky,
Yours, until the rivers all run dry
In other words, until I die

[OISIN:]
Baby, I'm yours (Baby, I'm yours)
And I'll be yours until the sun no longer shines,
Yours, until the poets run out of rhyme
In other words, until the end of time

[ALEX:]
I'm gonna stay right here by your side,
Do my best to keep you satisfied
Nothin' in the world could drive me away
'Cause every day, you'll hear me say

Baby, I'm yours (Baby, I'm yours)
And I'll be yours until two and two is three,
Yours, until the mountains crumble to the sea
In other words, until eternity

Baby, I'm yours
(Til the stars fall from the sky)
Baby, I'm yours
(Til the rivers all run dry)
Baby, I'm yours
(Til the sun no longer shines)
Baby, I'm yours
(Til the poets run out of rhymes)


I LOVE THIS LYRIC. - yours truly, ROSE

Dee! I miss you crazy! Where'd u go..

Sometimes, I'll get really TIRED of boys!
Not all.. Just minor exceptions.

I.. collided with my EVIL ex-boyfie today, Rusdan.
I.. collided with my so-called ex-boyfie yest, Shamir.

it was REALLY frustrating. The feelings I got was thoroughly mixed & crinkly.

A group of boys sitting at one corner.. One guy came up to me.. Asked me about Shamir..


The one whom I lost contacted with.. unexpectedly came back to my life.
Bila kekurangan, datang kat aku. Bila kelebihan, satu habuk pun tak ingat aku!
FUCK U LAA.
AM I A PERSON TO BE USED?!
-


and i went to siloso & pahlawan bitch with Afik & the rest.
so yeah.. it was a total fun.
-

SEASONS will change ; that much is true.
but some things will never change like the way i feel about YOU.
I LIVE TO BE WITH YOU-
to hold your hands ; to see your smile.
YOU'RE all that makes life WORTHWHILE.

It's really horrifying..

crestfalling..

on how she got badly possesed yesterday night.
my parents & I came to her cozy home.. She was there, lying uncomfortably on the wooden floor. She was concious, yes she was. But with a super violent "
She even bashed my brother up. Super VIOLENT.
as usual, my brother can see those "

she kicked my Dad badly. My dad lost his temper & " BANG " as loud as he can.
SO LOUD! i doubt, the whole block had heard it.
There she was creeping.. CRYING SO HARD. SHOUTING her lungs out.. for help.

SCARY.

She is none other than my brother's girlfriend. A hillgrovian, currently a sec 4 student.
YOUNG & SOFT GIRL.
PRETTY & SUPER FRIENDLY.

wondering what's that is? It's passed down by her family generation (keturunan).
but moreover. after we asked for "help" that night,

we found out that her ex-boyfriend, also her current classmate..
adopt "ilmu pengasih".
WHAT THE FUCK.
only a sec four guy, trash head.

dying to get attention from her.

she remembered he always give her weird food & weird moments.
SO.. PAHAM2 JE LA APA AKAN JADI.

HE.. SUCK. want to know his name?
ASK ME PERSONALLY.

"you're a chancetaker, heartbreaker.. got me wrapped around your finger"


to put it simple, YOU! SUCK.
trash head.


today, NOTHING! WENT WELL AT SCHOOL.

my gums.. suck.
and i have 4 darn packets of medicine to complete consuming. 24 un-tasty tablets per day. YUCK.

and i found 'a'nother new boyfriend!
ANDY NICHOLSON - bassist / back vocals of the ARCTIC MONKEYS. HAHA.

i recommend you guys to watch:
" JANGAN PANDANG BELAKANG "
" SPIDERMAN 3 "
superb :D

bye. for now.
[ missing refdee ]

wee.



u're viewing "panic! at the disco" skin.
my main intention is to concentrate on its Vocalist ALONE.
Brendon Urie.


yup2. my boyfriend ! haha.
and his voice is super sexy. haha.



ok BYE.

GUYS AND THEIR SOCCER.

AND THEIR BROTHERHOODS!

i guess they'll rod without these even for a minute!
so it's pretty ugly obvious that they put girls as their side-dishes.

it's not that i'm wanting alot of attention but i gave a guy ALOT (TOO MUCH) of attention to soccer & his brothers already and to be fair by right i must own a slice of it.
just spare a minute of smses.. a day of our lives.

but of course, not all are like these.
thank god.

but still, i'm clearly dissapointed because...