im tired of work. and work is tired of me. :'(
and im having sore eyes now.
see , i have to go for work five grave days this week. walandeh. macam mak mak keluar kerja support laki. haiz. my sleeping schedule is badly disturbed. only 3-5 hours of sleep , then out i go. haiz. im not even sure im able to attend my friend's pit next week. and out to arab st this saturday. life is full of challenges. im not sure if im up to this challenge to my already challenging life. haiz.

atleast i have my new family with me.
my two cute managers. randy , erwin.
my two other managers. maggie , poy.

ladies. diyana , dila , nani , ayu , nelly , iffah , shida , syiqa , christina , jenny , shirley , shuyi , seha , tan, nadia
gentleman. shafiq , aqmar , hafiz , mon , tommy, aaron.
etc

and im not sure i can get along with them. some things is just not right.

and p/s im also grateful to the person who waited for me for 51minutes =D chill ehk. haha.




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i dont get it why selfish/heartless/self-centered people must exist. like how az said to me "we live in a world with funny people"
in my opinion, theres so many people. but so little humans. human with heart.

look.i treated them like heaven on earth , borrowed my hands/ears even though i need it myself, sacrifised so much you cant measure , see them as a flawless person &
all i get is ??
people looking at my flaws & throw me away just like that.
fuck. tell me , is it fair ? is this what they call treasure ? HAH ! go eat back your words people !

BUSYWEEK (:

i love this song.



hello hello !
im a big fan of sharif ( sleeq ) ! WOOOOOOOOOOO !! i bet my buddies are tired of hearing this inside the train. right right right ? hahahaha ! ok stop drooling you fucker.
the trip to SGH was fun yesterday.
well just the six of us. boboi , man , amirulsyakir , emaliza , rushie & me " bonnie "
we didnt expect block 7 to be so far. what to do , expect the unexpected. thats how life goes. reached there , we went to find for Haziqah's ward , bed no. found her & visited her. her ward are filled with very experienced patients. all are senior citizens. gerek seh. hehe :D

i still remember the doctor's name. Tan Mann Hong Kong. haha !
and yep , get well soon haziqah. i'm one of the clan members who will be praying for you :)

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what if im gone ,
would it be expressive enough to you
would it be a definition to you
would that convoke a phenomenal feeling towards you
would that make a difference to you ?

as expected , liverpool wins ! 4-1.
OH WELL ! WHAT TO DO ! hehehe. =D
man u did a great job too. somewhat no hood wink. in fact , i cheered for them on their previous match with Fulham.

like how joker said , "ïts all part of the plan". / takdir.
right az ? hahaha.

friday the 13th will be out on 09 april. but its on net already ! but fast & furious is not on net yet. but will be aired on 3rd april. Vin diesel , Paul Walker here i come ! less than a month you wait :)

i just want to say that , i miss you much.

You are the sun in my day,
the wind in my sky,
the waves in my ocean
and the beat in my heart.




ýou'ré so special to me nashrun.

{ i hope you'll pass your tests :-) } xx iza xx

idk whats up with me.
tears keep rolling down , which is so futile.
a minute im happy. a minute im so not !

our friendship thing. i know what it is to you. A GAME.
fine , lets play this on. you play your way.
i play my way.

& to my male bestie , i didnt know friendship is blind too. i bet you're shocked reading the sms i just sent u. i can't tolerate this all anymore.
whats with you sia. selalu last minute inform aku ! bila aku dah timbul , dah sampai , baru kau nak bilang ini tak jadi itu tak jadi. i travelled all the way & this is what you give me ? ive to maintain my financials too okay. im not one big tycoon here. & yes , ure always late ! seriously , ive tolerated enough. ure so not like last time.

this friendship topic is burning me.
sometimes i must be selfish like other selfish humans in this world. THEY FORGET FRIENDS. since they very well forgets me , why must i take the initiative to remember them ? im highlighting this to people who is not contacting me recently. you know who you are.

im so sick now.
variety kinds of sickness enbloc i tell ya.
see. sneezing , coughing , fever , headache , body cramps , watery eyes , stomach ache.
fuhh~~ -.-"

moreover, i had to depend whole heartedly on the terrible flu max panadols.
wahlaowe. how about my stomach & body aches ? not fair. *stress2!* fuh fuh fuh !

anyway my main reason is to feature my dear here.
her name is nana :D
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yep , her birthday is coming ! 18 soon baby ! legal as ever. hahaha. im sure u want presents that is sealed with ribbons & wrappers right ? hehe.

i hope what u wish for will come true. and yes, a school. i'll be praying hard for u k dear :) last long with zai. * wink wink *

recalling on yesterday's chapter , i have to say its a tiring experience. so so sooo fatigued that i slept not following up to my daily sleeping time. usually i will knock out at 3am. but yest its 12.50am. take that !

and all my friends who msged me , im sorry for putting you guys aside & put dreams first. :P

& oh, i bet nashrun will pull on to this thoughts that i come from a crazy family. p/s; after observing Riki Safrian's weird behaviour yesterday. hahahaha. and pls , im not crazy as him ok. you are. pfft.

im going out to lepak with e AMK-IAN/REPULICAN today. most prolly, i think. good day.